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to make the pain defuse the flame by goffard
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
02 Apr 2026
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"Chrissakes, Bird! Is it that hard to remember to lock the door? You're really fuckin' lucky it was me instead of some junkie off his 'scrip," he laughs as he fumbles around in the pockets of Jay's coat, fishing her keyring from the lint-flecked depths. "Holy, can you imagine? If it was anyone but me, who knows what- what could've..."
He trails off, his gaze flicking back over to the couch.
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12 Sep 2026
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Honey, it never stops by zombielite
Fandoms: The Dirties (2013), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
11 Sep 2026
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Matt is caught with a locker full of guns before he’s able to shoot anyone. He’s expelled and his family moves to the other side of the city, where he starts at a new school. He’s been banned from watching movies, creating movies and basically doing anything that would bring him joy.
He’s also not meant to contact Owen, but if he happens to find a boy in the music room that just happens to remind him of Owen, that’s probably okay. That’s probably healthy. There’s no rules against that.
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09 Sep 2026
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Quickly, he gathers grief is a lot like drowning.
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23 Aug 2026
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Sam breathes like it takes effort, and then he says, "Wanting you was the very first thing I realized was wrong with me. It was how I knew there was something sick inside."
(One of them had to fall first. A story about devotion.)
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25 Jul 2026
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Dean sees an advertisement for Sam's preferred brand of boxers, which claim that they're designed for those well-endowed in the genital area. Following this, Dean spends an inordinate amount of time obsessing over whether Sam's dick is bigger than his, and then just obsessing over Sam's dick.
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08 Jul 2026
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06 Jun 2026
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Sam becomes obsessed with the "wincest" shippers on the forums for fans of Carver Edlund's "Supernatural." Dean finds out.
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- Part 9 of Commissions
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04 Jun 2026
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Sam tries to be a good brother and pet owner. Dean makes things difficult.
BONUS: Dean is a good dog. He can prove it.
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- Part 183 of Every First Time
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22 May 2026
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Dean blurts, "So, you're saying I'm like, Mommy, or something?"
He's never had a joke land so completely flat. It sounds strangled and weird coming out of his own mouth, like it was never supposed to be a joke in the first place.
"Um," Sam starts, and his voice fucking cracks. "Dean."
Immediately, Dean says, "I didn't say that. Sam, I never said that."
(Sam and Dean get reckless about how they're handling the pain of season 2, and whoops! slowly develop a Mommy kink along the way.)
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21 May 2026
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In Purgatory, you were either the hunter or the hunted. Predator or prey. And Sam isn't exactly looking too threatening these days.
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- Part 154 of Every First Time
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20 Apr 2026
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Sam’s first two years at Stanford are pretty ordinary, if you disregard the part where he misses his brother so much that he keeps one of Dean’s old T-shirts under his pillow. At the beginning of junior year, though, Dean stops by unexpectedly after a hunt, then just…keeps dropping by, for one reason or another.
Now Sam’s got to deal with hiding his feelings for his (mercifully) oblivious brother, all his friends think Dean’s his boyfriend, he’s overdue on a paper and hasn't started studying for finals, there may or may not be a poltergeist in the basement rec room, and, oh yeah, Dean found that damn T-shirt he’s had under his pillow for close on three years now.
And he’d thought college life would be simple.
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12 Apr 2026
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After a night of drinking, Sam and Dean accidentally cuddle. Sam secretly likes it, but Dean seems to hate it. Then it happens again, and again, and again.
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- Part 1 of Bedtime
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03 Apr 2026
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There are people hitting on Sam wherever he goes, and Dean is doing weird things like holding doors open for him and touching him way more than is necessary, and it's all driving Sam up the wall. It doesn't help that he's been in love with Dean for just about forever, and all of it feels like a mockery of something he'll never get to have.
Meanwhile, Dean is at his wits' end trying to figure out how he can make Sam realize that he is, in fact, trying to get into his pants.
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02 Apr 2026
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There's something going on with Cas. Dean is determined to help him through it, in whatever way he can.
He might end up with more than he bargained for.
OR: Dean helps Cas scratch an itch. As it were.
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28 Mar 2026
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Talking to Sam without a soul felt like a fucked-up monkey paw wish: Sam knew his secret and he wasn’t mad about it, but he also didn’t care at all. It was like they were talking about Dean shrinking his shirt in the wash. Oh, you're a little in love with me? Maybe since always? That's cool, man, don't worry about it.
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24 Mar 2026
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i hand you my mortal life (but will it be forever?) by starshotplagues
Fandoms: American (US) Actor RPF
25 Dec 2023
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Ten years, three kisses, and how they stopped counting after the third.
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22 Feb 2026
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They've done it a thousand times before. In their apartments, in the dark in Matt's dorm, in the car, the shoe closet at their first Hollywood party — but they didn't have an Oscar those times; just debt and pent-up frustration.
Those times they were just Matt and Ben.
This time they are *Oscar Winners, Matt and Ben.
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19 Feb 2026
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Ben would be more considerate about the hour he comes home if it was actually in his control. And he knows that Matt's only cranky because he's too sleep deprived to be any other way. But instead of having their normal "disagreement" (because they both agree that "argument" is extreme), he offers Matt a nicer solution:
"Want me to kiss it better?"
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19 Feb 2026
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writing a movie is hard.
writing a movie while avoiding, ignoring, and refusing to address the relationship you have with each other is harder.
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19 Feb 2026
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you said something (that i've never forgotten) by lohoron
Fandoms: Actor RPF, American (US) Actor RPF
10 Apr 2025
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He's one of the lucky ones. He grew up in a space where being himself is genuinely valued. He knows that. He knows he could sit across from his mother right now and tell her he’s in love with Matt without her losing her mind or kicking him out. He’s thankful for that.
But he doesn’t need the sympathy, frankly. Those inevitable the world will be tough eyes. The eyes he got when he told her he wanted to act, ten-fold. He’s familiar with those eyes. He doesn’t need them.
He needs it to be like bringing any girl home; This is Diane, we have geometry together — an all-knowing wink and a grin from mom followed by Door stays open!
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- Part 2 of you said something
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19 Feb 2026