1 - 20 of 81 Bookmarks by allwinner

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya thinks he plays hockey. Why else would he be in Canada? Why would he befriend a hockey star, Shane Hollander? Ilya must be an MLH hockey player. And a good one, too, if he's still in Canada, some ten years after being drafted. He guesses Shane is his teammate, they are friends, close friends probably, and Yuna loves him so much that he is like a second son. She cried at his hospital bed and everything. He has a family here, in Canada. Ilya Rozanov, at twenty-eight, is a very lucky man.

    Or: Ilya wakes up to find out that all his dreams came true.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,251
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    264
    Kudos:
    1,387
    Bookmarks:
    309
    Hits:
    9,570

    11 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

    Tags
    Summary

    “Сны — это язык подсознания, отражающий скрытые эмоции, страхи, незавершенные дела и истинные желания” ©

    Теперь Шейну оставалось только отделить весь приснившийся бред от реальных подсказок его дремлющей памяти.

    Language:
    Русский
    Words:
    5,935
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Kudos:
    33
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    186

    06 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

    Tags
    Summary

    7 de marzo de 2017
    JANE: Eres un tío, verdad?
    LILY: Qué?
    JANE: Lo siento. El otro día, durante el partido, tuve una conmoción. La verdad es que…
    >Tengo problemas de memoria. Lagunas.
    LILY: No sabes quién soy?
    JANE: No…

    La noche del 28 de febrero de 2017, en el partido que los Metros y los Riders juegan en Montreal, Shane Hollander resulta herido después de un choque muy feo con Marleau. La ambulancia lleva al jugador al hospital, pero, por fortuna, las pruebas médicas no muestran daños graves, salvo una conmoción y una clavícula rota.

    Sin embargo, cuando a la mañana siguiente Ilya Rozanov se presenta en el hospital para asegurarse de que todo está bien, ambos descubren horrorizados que, quizás, las secuelas del golpe han sido más graves de lo que pensaban.

    Porque Shane no recuerda quién es Ilya.

    CREDITS:
    El skin de mensajería que he usado es obra de
    miscellaneous_misty
    Text Message Skin (similar to IOS messages)

    Series
    Language:
    Español
    Words:
    59,223
    Chapters:
    26/26
    Comments:
    134
    Kudos:
    171
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    2,884

    06 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    shane might forget a thing or two but he remembers three things for sure: his parents are yuna and david, the year is 2017 and oh, yes, he has a boyfriend!

    (slight? canon divergence of episode 5 where shane has temporary amnesia but he remembers that he has a boyfriend named ilya rozanov).

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,048
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    98
    Kudos:
    996
    Bookmarks:
    147
    Hits:
    16,274

    03 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    ”You love that I am boring,” Shane quips and it comes out more confidently than he expects it to.

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees. “I tell you this all the time.”

    “You do?”

    “Da.”

    “I can’t remember you ever saying anything like that to me,” Shane muses honestly and even though he himself is uninjured, Ilya winces slightly.

    “Well, I do now. Tell you I love your boring. Tell you I love you.”

    “What changed?”

    or

    After an injury on the ice, Shane cannot remember the last ten years of his life with Ilya. Ilya resolves to help.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,814
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    207
    Kudos:
    1,594
    Bookmarks:
    319
    Hits:
    28,099

    02 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,332
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    959
    Kudos:
    5,761
    Bookmarks:
    1,697
    Hits:
    101,785

    28 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander left Ilya's lap and was swept up in Rose Landry as Ilya watched from the other side of a screen. None of his teammates knew what had gotten under their captain's skin, and they didn't know what to tell him when a bad concussion took his memory.

    It didn't take long for Ilya to figure it out, because Shane didn't take everything with him when he left.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    20,922
    Chapters:
    3/4
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    767
    Bookmarks:
    134
    Hits:
    7,741

    26 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After an on-ice accident leaves Shane Hollander with temporary amnesia, he wakes up believing it’s 2017—only to learn it’s 2023 and that he’s married to Ilya Rozanov.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,710
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    74
    Kudos:
    1,159
    Bookmarks:
    202
    Hits:
    18,365

    25 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Hi, moya lyubov.” Rozanov leaned forward and kissed him gently on his chapped lips, then on his forehead. “You scared me.”

    Shane was just aware enough to realize he was smiling up at him dopily with one eye squinted open against the bright hospital lights.

    His brain was working overtime. Rozanov was calling him Shane and whispering soft words to him in Russian.

    A temporary amnesia fic where a post-vegas 2014 Shane Hollander meets 2026 Ilya Rozanov and finds out he is married to the man who used to ghost him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,048
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    54
    Kudos:
    1,196
    Bookmarks:
    132
    Hits:
    11,220

    25 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After not speaking for over four months, Ilya is perturbed by headlines that Shane has suddenly married an American pop star.

    Excerpt:

    Shane Hollander opened the door to find a 6’3 seething Russian in the hallway. “What…” he angled his head to peer around Ilya’s rigid, imposing figure. “What are you doing here?”

    Ilya shoved a magazine at him. “Annul it.”

    “No seriously. Where’d you even come from?”

    “Hollander.” Icy warning wrapped around each syllable.

    “Aren’t you presenting at the ESPYs tonight?”

    “Am home sick,” Ilya barked, pushing his way into Shane’s apartment. “Is true?” he gestured toward the magazine Shane had yet to acknowledge. “End it. Now.”

    “End what…” Shane looked down, frowning when he realized it was the fucking 'National Enquirer'. What the actual fuck? “Oh…” he breathed, the top box on the front page catching his eye. A picture of him and Mia Voegele taken in a dark club with the tag, ‘Secret Marriage?'

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,729
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    5
    Comments:
    93
    Kudos:
    10,587
    Bookmarks:
    1,603
    Hits:
    107,166

    24 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.

    Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.

    In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.

    The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.

    They’re still together. They’re technically fine.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    63,873
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    295
    Kudos:
    2,098
    Bookmarks:
    666
    Hits:
    34,413

    24 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?” 

    “Yeah.” 

    Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.” 

    Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?” 

    Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?” 

    Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?” 

    Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.” 

    “Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.” 

    Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,611
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    16
    Comments:
    593
    Kudos:
    24,173
    Bookmarks:
    6,171
    Hits:
    222,198

    21 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Аспирант-магозоолог Шейн Холландер (кабинетный теоретик и просто хороший мальчик из хорошей семьи) приехал в отдаленный северный лагерь, затерянный среди снегов, изучать редких вымирающих ледяных драконов и кудрявых муда... то есть драконологов-практиков!

    Language:
    Русский
    Words:
    40,765
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    370
    Kudos:
    1,265
    Bookmarks:
    118
    Hits:
    24,868

    21 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 88

    Summary

    All my fics that include Pork Hollander will be added here! I originally planned on having the one fic but Pork is just so baby, he deserves more

    Words:
    4,966
    Works:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    88

    13 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya was excited to relax at home with his husband and their darling Anya. Instead, he's greeted by an intruder licking itself on their couch.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,514
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    986
    Bookmarks:
    107
    Hits:
    9,274

    13 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    43,230
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    2,095
    Kudos:
    17,822
    Bookmarks:
    4,796
    Hits:
    232,584

    13 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    He wasn’t ready for this.

    Maybe he never would have been, not in two, or five, or ten years. Maybe he would have spent the rest of his life holding this secret inside, not telling a single soul about the way his heart beats for his biggest rival. Or maybe, in a year or ten or once he’s retired, he might have come out publicly. Might have shared his truth with the world.

    But that was supposed to be his choice. To tell or not to tell, to hide in the shade or step out into the sunshine. It was supposed to be his decision, and now it’s been taken from him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,437
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    357
    Kudos:
    7,780
    Bookmarks:
    1,546
    Hits:
    58,794

    12 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander is going to murder his agent.

    And he means that literally. Because his agent is the reason he’s currently wearing a hot mic during Hockey Night in Canada. Against the Ottawa Centaurs. Against Ilya.

    Ilya, who has no filter. Ilya, who thinks workplace professionalism is a hilarious suggestion for other people. Ilya, who has spent a decade perfecting the art of saying absolutely unhinged things to Shane on the ice, safe in the knowledge that nobody can hear him.

    Ilya, who definitely doesn’t know about the microphone.

    What follows is sixty minutes of Shane’s life flashing before his eyes while his secret boyfriend enthusiastically discusses their sex life, their broken furniture, and exactly what he wants to do to Shane after the game — all broadcast to millions of viewers.

    The problem? Shane can’t get a word in edgewise to warn him.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,007
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    540
    Kudos:
    22,768
    Bookmarks:
    4,481
    Hits:
    222,308

    04 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You like it, right?” Shane whispered against his lips.

    “Hm?” Ilya tried hard to focus on Shane’s words but Shane felt too good, the pressure of his ass on Ilya’s crotch too maddeningly distracting.

    Shane leaned in so that his mouth was now right on Ilya’s ear, stilling his movements. “I said,” he breathed hotly, “you like it? Being my dog?”

    And this was new. The words sent an electric shock down Ilya’s spine, making him involuntarily thrust up into Shane. Ilya swallowed, closing his eyes and nodding furiously, as Shane nibbled on his ear lobe and sucked sweetly at the skin there.

    “Speak,” Shane said simply, the same tone he used when talking to Chiron or Anya. When talking to dogs.

    “Fuck,” Ilya choked out. “Yes, da, yes, I like being your dog.”

    or, Ilya discovers a new kink about himself.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,027
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    275
    Kudos:
    8,674
    Bookmarks:
    2,077
    Hits:
    81,719

    03 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya stopped before Shane’s door and took a deep breath, holding it in until his lungs burned. Peeking through the little window on the door, his heart sank at seeing Shane lying there, hooked up to various monitors with his arm in a sling. Before he could talk himself out of it, he turned the handle slowly and slipped inside, shutting the door quietly behind him.

    Shane blinked awake, gaze sleepily settling on Ilya. Ilya lingered by the door, unsure of what to do or say.

    Clearing his throat, Shane sat up a little straighter and gave a curt nod. “Rozanov.”

    Ilya’s heart stopped.

    Rozanov.

    Not Ilya.

    Just… Rozanov.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,699
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    302
    Kudos:
    2,117
    Bookmarks:
    485
    Hits:
    39,460

    03 Feb 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation