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this, the tale of reckless love by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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He wasn’t ready for this.
Maybe he never would have been, not in two, or five, or ten years. Maybe he would have spent the rest of his life holding this secret inside, not telling a single soul about the way his heart beats for his biggest rival. Or maybe, in a year or ten or once he’s retired, he might have come out publicly. Might have shared his truth with the world.
But that was supposed to be his choice. To tell or not to tell, to hide in the shade or step out into the sunshine. It was supposed to be his decision, and now it’s been taken from him.
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26 Mar 2026
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.
Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
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- 10,302
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25 Mar 2026
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something so broken, but I might be hoping by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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“Hollander?!” Rozanov exclaims, carefully dropping him back down.
Shane doubles over, gasping and wheezing, hands clutching his ribs for dear life.
“You’re fucking hurt,” Rozanov realizes, wide-eyed.
(or, shane hides an injury in an attempt not to ruin his hookup with ilya)
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25 Mar 2026
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Shane stands in the elevator, pulse beating in his ears that are stained red from embarrassment. He stares down at the text, a million thoughts racing through his head.
We didn’t even kiss.
He wants to hit send, but he knows better. He knows that telling Rozanov this will not get him anywhere. He won’t get what he wants. He isn’t even really sure what he wants right now.
Six months of silence. Six months of absolutely nothing. He should have never walked into that bathroom at the award ceremony. He should have sat down in his seat in the audience and just let it be.
Why can he never let things be?
Shane hits send without thinking.______________________
After the Major League Hockey Award show in Vegas, Shane hits send on the 'we didn't even kiss' texts rather than deleting it. It turns out better than he could have hoped for, and he gets the aftercare he deserves.
Episode 2 Las Vegas fix-it fic.
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25 Mar 2026
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A series of vignettes about Ilya and Shane's married life (and maybe a little before)
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24 Mar 2026
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Shane turns the exact shade of ripe cherries in the summer whenever he’s around Ilya.
Cherry red becomes Ilya’s favourite colour.Bookmarked by amadmid
23 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov ☑️ @ilyarozanov81
hockey players always say they are so grateful for fans. well, for valentine’s month I will put my mouth where my money is. you are welcome in advance
Harris ☑️ @centaursharris
@ilyarozanov81 I’m afraid to ask. Also, it’s put your MONEY where your MOUTH is.
Ilya Rozanov ☑️ @ilyarozanov81
@centaursharris eh in this case I think my version is more accurate
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Or: a hybrid social media fic in which Ilya decides to spread the love amongst hockey RPF fans.
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- Part 3 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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- English
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22 Mar 2026
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rot (depolute me) by wermbrain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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"Please, Rozanov, just tell me what's going on." It is so earnest, so gentle, and Ilya does not deserve it. "Don't leave without—"
"Hollander," Ilya pleads for him to stop, puts out his hand as a peace offering.
"Ilya."
or; ilya has a bad day. shane helps.
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22 Mar 2026
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Shane paused. Then, with deliberate slowness, he said, "Let me get this straight. You want to bottom... so you can chirp better?"
"Well, it is not very straight, that is kind of point, yes?"
Shane took a deep, long-suffering breath.
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- Part 1 of chirpverse
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22 Mar 2026
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After a Bears vs. Metros game in Montreal, a drunk fan takes a swing at Shane in a crowded bar. Ilya reacts, Shane pushes him away so they won’t be seen, and everyone handles it poorly.
or: Ilya starts to spiral, Shane follows him back to the hotel, and they sort it out in the aftermath.
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22 Mar 2026
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“Pretend we don't know each other?” Shane repeats, a little confused in all honesty. Wasn't therapy about talking?
“Yes. You are meeting for the first time in this room. Introduce yourselves.”
Shane shifts in his seat, slowly turning to Ilya. It's not all that different from the first time they'd actually met; the awkward vibes radiating off Shane are almost identical. They're just missing a snowy forecast and a cigarette.
He decides to go a step further, standing up. It feels the right thing to do under the circumstances. Who meets for the first time sitting down? He takes a step forward, holding his hand out to Ilya. Or not Ilya. This random man he’s about to meet, who happens to look a lot like Ilya. Ilya takes the cue, standing from his own chair with a shake of his head. He takes Shane’s hand, shaking firmly.
“I’m Shane, uh, Shane Hollander.”
Ilya nods. “Ilya Rozanov.”
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Or: Shane and Ilya get sent to reconciliation therapy, and of course, handle it super well.- Language:
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22 Mar 2026
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A Slow Realization By Hayden Pike by menya_zovut_benjamon_button
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Feb 2026
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Honestly, it wasn’t even Hayden’s fault. He never went snooping around. He had enough to think about in life, what with the kids and Jackie and hockey. He didn’t need anyone else’s drama.
No, it was Shane who’d asked him to go through his bag.
“Everything okay?” Shane called from the bathroom.
Hayden blinked. He must’ve been standing there for longer than he realized.
Why was Shane Hollander, his best friend and captain of his goddamn hockey team, traveling the country with a douche?
OR
A series of unfortunate (and highly enlightening) events in the life of Hayden Pike.
Series
- Part 1 of The Pikes and Hollanov
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22 Mar 2026
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Daylight Robbery (of Hayden's Sanity) by nomsy
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Feb 2026
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“Are you breaking into Shane’s apartment?”
“Is to… mess with Hollander’s head,” Rozanov says. “Yes. I break into his house and leave Bears clothes in his wardrobe. Take his boring fucking hockey books. Makes him go crazy.” He sort of waves the hoodie that he’s holding around, showing the Boston logo on it.
“Man, that is low.” J. J. sounds somewhat impressed.
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When Hayden and J. J. unexpectedly run into Ilya Rozanov at Shane's apartment, they draw the only logical conclusion.
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- English
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22 Mar 2026
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Conjoined Rooms by manyfandomsmember
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Ilya accidentally stays the night.
Hayden Pike manages to open a locked door and is now demanding answers.
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22 Mar 2026
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Shane ends up in the hospital.
Ilya panics.
David understands feelings.
Yuna adopts another son.
Hayden loses his shit (but then gets it back).
New future is waiting.
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- 11,359
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22 Mar 2026
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“I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.”
“Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly.
“Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.”
“I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.”
“Ha, ha.”
“Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”
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Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple.
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21 Mar 2026
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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- 1/1
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20 Mar 2026
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Dinner Tonight? by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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There was nothing standard about Shane and Ilya's relationship, so it really shouldn't have been so surprising that they had their first date over a decade after meeting each other.
It also shouldn't be surprising that it took roughly five minutes before it turned into a competition.
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20 Mar 2026
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Proof of Life by Velvetnegative
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Ilya has always collected things, pucks, wins, bruises. Now he collects Shane. Every glance, every word, every breath when Shane thinks no one’s watching.
Because if Ilya stops watching, Shane might slip away. And Ilya doesn’t survive that version of the story.
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19 Mar 2026
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rozanov's roster by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Mar 2026
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Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
Jane: 2010
Caro: WHAT
Megan: GIRL
Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rnOr: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov
- Language:
- English
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- 7,024
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- 4/?
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Bookmarked by amadmid
18 Mar 2026