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    “I can’t get it off me,” Clark whispered, turning his hand over so the blood embedded into his skin caught the fluorescent lights of the Cave, “Please, Bruce.”

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    30 Sep 2026

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    Jack and Robby first meet in 1994 at UPitt, when Robby has just started med school and Jack is pre-med—or, perhaps more accurately, they crash into each other.

    From getting together to falling apart, to finding their way back to colleagues and friends when they see each other again at the PTMC ED, that crash reverberates in ways neither of them could've imagined, until they're eventually faced with the possibility of choosing each other all over again.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Jack looked from the intern picture to Robby again, rubbing a tired hand over his eyes. "Jesus, this is like a recipe." He gestured between the picture and Robby, young and old. "It's like twink plus seasoning equals daddy. Fuck," he said, a kind of helpless note to it. Then he walked out, like he hadn't just dropped a bomb on Robby's head.

    What did that mean?

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    06 Sep 2026

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    It landed deep in Robby's chest, a warm kind of awareness rising; this was Jack's version of care. He may not approve of the bike, but he was trying to make sure Robby was as safe as possible on it.

    Jack dropped the Garmin back to the table and tapped the pocket knife. "And a Leatherman ARC. It's got like twenty tools on here. Basic stuff, but it'll help you fix some things. And before you argue, you never know what could go wrong on the road. If you're not always prepared, you're never prepared."

    "Are you about to hit me with 'two is one, one is none?'" Robby asked, only slightly mocking.

    Jack jutted his chin forward, stubborn. "If I thought you'd take two, I'd send two."

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    03 Sep 2026

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    It sparks something in him, seeing Jack wearing his clothes, and what it sparks is the startling capability for Robby to put his foot in his mouth. Because in addition to thinking of Jack in his sweater, he thinks about his reaction to it.

    Robby never claimed to be a smart man. Maybe in med school when he was young and cocky, but in recent times Robby has never assumed the position of intelligent. So, really, it shouldn’t be surprising that he’d also be unintelligent about all things Jack, too.

    (Or: the one where Robby yearns)

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Jack closes his locker and turns to lean against it, watching Dr. Robby as Greg’s protests disappear into the background. His posture is easy and relaxed, even as he’s aware of the risk he’s taking. But his resident year only has a few months left on it and if he fucks this up too bad, he can hit the road. “You know, Robby, we were gonna head over to a bar on Liberty Avenue, it’s not too far. You should come with us.”

    Robby clears his throat and any sign of a flush has disappeared when he meets Jack’s eyes. “Thank you for the invitation, but I don’t make a habit of getting drunk with my residents.”

    So… not “no” to Liberty Avenue. Not “no” to what would be obviously a gay bar. Not “no” to Jack, not really. No to a resident.

    (jack and robby and fourteen years of almost getting it right. A companion piece to if our love died young, i can't bear witness .)

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    28 Aug 2026

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    “You better not go anywhere, either. I still got plans for you, hear me?” His hand pulls at Robby’s, guiding it to push his fork into the lasagna again, and he laughs. “Keep eating. I’ve only got twelve minutes left.”

    Robby lets Jack half-feed him a bite of lasagna from his own hand, held by Jack’s, and it tastes a lot better than it had a moment ago.

    “Tell me about the good ones,” Jack insists. “Who’d you save today, Superman?”

    or: jack and robby steal a few minutes alone together when their shifts happen to line up.

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    14 Aug 2026

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    “You could what?” Robby asked, turning toward Jack.

    In for a penny, Jack thought, and buckled up for Robby’s response when he answered, “Do your exam.”

    “You? Now?” Robby’s eyebrows lifted. “Here?”

    Jack had been thinking tomorrow at the hospital before his shift, but now that Robby mentioned it— “Why not?” he shrugged. “I’ve got the basics at home. I can write down your stats and transcribe them when I get in tomorrow night.”

    Robby is required to get a physical. Jack offers to help

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    14 Aug 2026

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    What Dana sees.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    BTHB prompt- Fainting

    When he turns up in his jacket, hair over his forehead already slightly damp, Dana frowns at him.

    “Christ, Robby. It's like 80 degrees out, what are you wearing that thing for?”

     

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    Robby is sick, and very, very stubborn. Unfortunately for him, this means his body gives out before his will to carry on does.

    Fortunately for him, though, he has people to look out for him.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    "Thirty-eight-year-old male, high-speed MVC,” Jenn, one of their new residents, began to recite, like they didn’t know who this was. Like this wasn’t their Robby.

    Jack felt sick.

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    Jack works two very different July 4th shifts.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    It’s the spring of ‘97 when Michael Robinavitch is dragged into a gay bar for the very first time.

    When he meets Jack Abbot there, the two of them are on the cusp of radically different futures: Robby is about to begin his residency, and Jack is leaving for the army. They know better than to get attached - know the timing is wrong, the goodbye inevitable - but something tender takes root anyway. Through every deployment, Jack thinks of Robby more than he ought to; through every failed relationship, Robby wonders about what might've been.

    Years later, when their paths cross again at PTMC, the past resurfaces — and though they’re older, more jaded, and scarred in different ways, they find themselves pulled towards everything they left unfinished.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    "Tell me something that brings you comfort."

    "Something that brings me comfort?" Robby shot back, his tone mocking the frivolity of it, because he never was one to just follow directions.

    "Yes," Gene said, eternally unfazed. "It can be the smallest thing, whatever comes to mind."

    What came to mind was: Pens games, the trails at Frick Park, the rare book collection in the Oliver Room at Carnegie Main, a cortado at Sage Caffe. But what he said was: "Jack."

    ...wait. Shit.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Robby finally piped up: "Kind of a shame, though. Guy seemed like your type."

    Jack felt himself wanting to bristle, quickly controlling it. Because what the fuck. They'd been entirely wrapped up in each other in the years since Pittfest, Robby finally going to therapy, letting them get more serious than the fuckbuddy deal they'd had going before that. Jack had thought things were going well. "I have a type?" he challenged, raising his eyebrows.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    After Jack and Robby finally got serious, it came as a surprise.

    When a patient's sister returned in the morning—bearing donuts and a smile that was half-chagrined, half-determined, her thank you note including a phone number—Jack was flattered. He was still charting, long past when he should have gone home, but he was glad he stayed. Not because of the phone number, though that was always a nice ego boost. But because of Robby. The way Robby's eyes went flinty when he realized why the woman was there. His smile tight. Shoulders tense. On the surface, perfectly polite. In reality, a storm.

    Jack never expected Robby to be possessive.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    When his phone rang loud in the stillness, waking Jack from the sleep of the dead he'd perfected in war zones half a world away, he sat straight up in bed and knew: something was wrong.

    His phone announced it was Dana—and it was 0721—which shot a little thrum of worry through him as he answered. "What happened?" he asked, no preamble. She wouldn't wake him if shit hadn't gone sideways.

    "Robby hasn't come in yet and he's not answering his phone," she said, voice grim. "He's never missed a shift without calling." She spoke quietly, probably standing in the middle of the ED, trying to keep up a brave face for everyone else. As much as she could, anyway. People tended to notice when the fucking chief attending didn't show up to work.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    “Sir, calm down,” the cop outside the hospital instructs, more firmly this time. “We haven’t identified them yet. When we do, we’ll notify their family. You can’t do anything for them now.”

    He hadn’t even thought he’d be seen as a doctor trying to help. All he feels like is a desperate, hollow thing that needs to know— needs to know— whether the dead, horrible thing that lays so close to him— and yet so far from him— is— was— Robby—

    —Mike—

    “No,” he shoves out of his mouth, shaking his head, forcibly rejecting this with every cell in his body. “N— No. No, nope, no, not him. It’s not— It’s not—”

    or: someone takes their own life jumping off the hospital roof. jack and robby each have their own misunderstandings.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    "Can I say something ghoulish?" Robby asked, soft in that way he got when he was ashamed of himself.

    "Brother, you can say anything you want," Jack shot back, easy.

    "You know what I mean."

    "Aren't we past this? Like, years past this? And besides, I've seen into the deepest, darkest, blackest pit of human depravity; if you say anything that even rates, I will be impressed."

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    12 Jul 2026

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    And hell, if Robby was going to get all up in Jack's business, he could return the favor. "Why didn't you tell me you were on shift today?"

    Jack actually felt Robby tense against him. "I said I was leaving today."

    Which didn't actually answer his question. "As the priests liked to remind me, a lie by omission is still a sin," he drawled.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    "Congrats again on the award; you deserve it." And with that, she disappeared into the crowd.

    Probably off to go plan how to hit on Jack. Jack, who this random doctor wanted to have sex with. Here. At the conference.

    Intellectually, Robby knew that was what people did at these things. Drunken hookups at conferences were common, though often denied, if not regretted. Robby had never partaken because that was not his speed, but Jack—

    Well, Jack had no such qualms. And at an ED medical conference, he was basically a rockstar. He could probably have anyone he wanted.

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    01 Jul 2026

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