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    "I am the queen of spades, I am the wasp that stings, I am the dark serpent. I am the invulnerable animal who passes through fire and is not burned." - Elena Ferrante, The Days of Abandonment

    Rhaella thinks perhaps the gods, any gods, have heard her prayers, when Aerys vomits up blood in bed. (Aerys dies before the 'trial' of Rickard and Brandon Stark can commence. In King's Landing, Rhaella at last finds her footing. On Dragonstone, Elia makes her preparations. And in the Tower of Joy, Lyanna comes to a series of cold realizations).

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Nesta isn’t depressed, she doesn’t need saving, she just doesn’t like hanging out with Feyre’s new friends.

    Or, a somewhat cathartic rewrite of that TERRIBLE holiday party.

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    07 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Eris didn’t have a better way to describe the unsettling feeling that had become more and more pronounced as of late, like his skin was too tight and his brain was too far away. It made him feel decidedly not like himself, it made all he had to do harder and Eris hoped that this indulgence would set him back to rights.

    That wasn’t how mating bonds worked. This wasn’t how it was supposed to work. You either accepted the bond or you did not. You didn’t string them along for years.

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    08 Nov 2025

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    When Eris Vanserra unexpectedly becomes High Lord he suddenly has to deal with managing a court, his crumbling family, and his own traumas. Also, assigned with the task of rooting out the remaining supporters of his father the Night Court's Shadowsinger is following him like a watchdog.

    Basically some Vanserra family bonding with Azris slowly and furiously realising they are into each other.

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    11 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    Azriel has sought out the Autumn High Lord to discuss owed dues, yet a centuries-old secret becomes the object of Eris's intrigue. Desires come to face, and Azriel is forced to stop running from feelings he has smothered.

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    28 Sep 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 23

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    When a scouting mission goes awry, Eris Vanserra is left with no choice but to place his vulnerabilities into the marred hands of the one male who hates him most—the spymaster of the Night Court. In turn, Azriel must face something he can not ignore; something that threatens the balance between both Night and Autumn forever.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    Azriel and Eris when times are peaceful, trying to figure out their... connection. Mostly fluff (with VERY slow burn smut) and allowing these two to explore their feelings. What happens when there isn't war and angst in the way of these two?

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    24 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 45

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    A travesty, he is. Eerie and searing — the fierce flame, he is. A promise so old, and Autumn so true.

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    09 Aug 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 59

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    The bond snaps into place at the Winter Solstice ball, threatening centuries of Eris’s plans and crushing Azriel’s lonely dreams. The bond is unsettling and intimate: glimpses of thoughts and feelings flowing muffled across the connection, prying at their carefully crafted masks.

    The bond takes no heed that Koschei’s invasion of Prythian looms, testing the foundations of the Autumn Court. That it reveals their raw desires amidst the chaotic politics, alliances, heartbreak, and bloodshed.

    The bond tugs at them, divulging sober truths: that, in the quiet stolen moments of night, they find their company soothes old scars, that, as the dust of battle settles, they discover themselves yearning for one another.

    --

    Picks up towards the end of ACOSF and continues beyond it. Story doesn’t get explicit until the back half.

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    30 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 38

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    “I can stave off her death until you can get her to a proper healer,” Eris says slowly. “I can even make it so that we are the only ones who know of your involvement. What will you offer me in return?”

    Backlit by the sun, the crimson of Eris’s hair turns to flame. He exists, in this moment, a cautionary tale: a fae in a forest, beautiful and cruel, promising the impossible.

    Azriel has heard them all before, whispered amongst humans, etched in ancient rock and scrawled in modern tomes. When he was young, he snuck such a book into his cell after a visit with his mother. He read it over and over, until the words began to swim and darkness stole them away entirely, then he dreamt about it, about being a soft-bellied human worthy of aid, about a fae coming to him and offering freedom from his confines.

    He had known even then how easy it would be to offer, “Anything.”

    or: an examination of eris and azriel’s relationship over the centuries, wherein azriel is the one who tortured morrigan, wherein eris finds out and keeps azriel’s secret—for a price.

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    24 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 10

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    “There were forces at work that you have never considered,” Eris said coldly. “And I am not going to waste my breath explaining them to you. Believe what you want about me.”

    Azriel finally learns why Eris left Morrigan to die in the woods.

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    Suggestion for an alternative interpretation of the events surrounding Morrigans and Eris's betrothal – for people who, like me, enjoy speculating about why things happened the way they did.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    Several quiet beats pass between them. Far away, the ruckus of the rest of the League echoes into the night. Everyone always goes buck wild after these meetings, all riled up.

    Dabi holds his hand out. In the shadows it’s hard to see his face, even with Hawks’ eyesight.

    “Light?” He offers again, flicking his fingers together. A tiny blue flame pops into existence in his palm and dances against the dark. It’s…sort of beautiful. Like a miniature star.

    “…Yeah.” Hawks nods minutely and bridges the gap, stepping closer. He dips the cigarette into the small fire and lifts his hand to shield it from the wind.

    Dabi shakes his head. “It won’t go out on its own. Don’t insult me, Birdie.”

    Hm. Hawks isn’t sure if it’s the funny nickname or the first breath of nicotine, but he gets a head rush.

    “Thanks.” He says, blowing out a cloud of smoke. Warmer already.

    ***

    Or, where Hawks and Dabi start out as nothing, and turn into something, over time. It's complicated.

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    13 Jul 2025

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    Eris Vanserra has been plotting to overthrow his father for centuries. But when the High Lord’s removal becomes a matter of life and death, Eris allies with the Day Court. In his desperate quest, he unearths secrets that will change the course of Autumn Court history, and all of Prythian's, even as his mating bond pulls him towards a male who will only ever see him as a cruel prince.

    Rhysand becomes suspicious, ordering his spymaster to watch the Autumn prince. But the more time Azriel spends with him, the more he’s drawn to Eris’s cause.

    When desire and duty collide, Azriel is faced with an impossible choice. Will he take Eris at his word, or fulfill his role as Night’s brutal enforcer? And what will become of Autumn’s heir?

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    Chapters:
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    09 Jul 2025

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    A Neris story!

    This story will diverge from canon ACOSF. It begins when Cassian takes Nesta on the hike.

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    Chapters:
    35/35
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    06 Jul 2025

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    Twelve years after the war, Keigo has built a quiet life for himself in the mountains.
    One day, a visitor shows up on his doorstep. Just for one night. He'll be gone by morning.

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    Comments:
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    06 Jul 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 74

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    Shindou starts wearing leather jackets and paints his nails black. And Touya, predictably, loses his mind.

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    4,436

    06 Jul 2025

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    In a misguided effort to heal the bitter divide in his family, King Viserys marries an unwilling Aemond and Lucerys off to one another before the Dance of the Dragons. It doesn't work. When Aemond is captured and brought to the Red Keep after Rhaenyra's victory, they find that the marriage is much harder to put aside than anybody could have imagined.

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    Chapters:
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    29 Jun 2025

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    Dabi gets hit with a strange quirk and ends up as a tiny, colourful little lovebird! Absolutely seething from this development, he tries to return to the LOV, but is found by a much larger bird on his way. Now taken hostage by Hawks, he’s left to stew on his vengeance and eat pistachios as he tries to figure out how to get out of this little predicament – but times running out as the quirk slowly has him turning into a bird mentally as well.

    Or - It's a lovely morning in Fukuoka and Dabi is a horrible little bird.

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    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    535
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    27 Jun 2025

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    It's the ones that matter who leave a mark.

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    17 Aug 2016

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    Shindo Hikaru was a monster and sometimes Akira could admit to himself that he was actually a little scared of him.

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    73
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    22,454

    17 Aug 2016

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