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  1. Public Bookmark 29

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    There is little in life that spurs about Prince Ritsuka’s joy. Between the pressure of being royalty and the choking lack of freedom, Ritsuka has well given up on dreaming of anything he truly desires. Not even the grand royal ball set for his 20th birthday can keep him spirited.

    To make matters worse, Ritsuka does not have a say in the arrangement of his birthday ball—or so seems to be the case, until he is entrusted with a single decision: choosing a singer for the orchestra. And yet, Ritsuka is hardly elated with this freedom, because he has never liked music in the first place.

    But on a fateful evening, Ritsuka sneaks out of his chambers. With the solitude he is finally granted, he roams the palace with no particular reason in mind. Then, from somewhere within the dark night, he hears someone sing.

    And that is the beginning of the story—the story of flowers.

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    25 Jul 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    A café in Machida bustled with energy, packed with people amazed with the excellent food and live shows. The townsfolk saw it as an easy stop, to relax or hang out with friends, but everyone failed to notice the boy who sat in the corner.

    Pale-faced and dark-eyed, not making a sound, Mafuyu only goes to the small table for one in the corner. Away from all eyes and all minds, he’d sit, drink the smallest coffee they have to offer, and leave just as quietly as he came. He never interacts with anyone spare one or two staff members, and he intends to keep it that way.

    But on a fateful day, Mafuyu enters the café to see it as crowded as can be, and his table in the corner is taken. Left with no choice but to sit at a large table in the middle of the place, he tells himself it'll all be over soon. Until three people are forced to share the table with him, and they are none other than the band that attracts majority of customers. Louder, giddier, and more spirited, they are the polar opposite of everything that defines Mafuyu.

    Could the clashing of the two different worlds change Mafuyu’s life? Will it help him break free from the shackles of his past—or will it destroy all he has left?

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    Chapters:
    15/15
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    20 Oct 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    given get the chance to perform at a music industry event, but when Mafuyu sees Ritsuka in his suit the two of them get other ideas.

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    04 Dec 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Everyone expected Ritsuka to be an alpha until he isn't.

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    372
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    27 Nov 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    Ritsuka and Mafuyu pick up the pieces. Easier said than done.

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    26 Nov 2022

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    For all of his life, Mafuyu Sato has been punished, been abused, and been tormented, all because of a diagnosis of autism being thrust upon him at the tender age of four, all because of something that he could not control in the slightest, all because of a mistake in his mind's wiring. His brain is a curse, and he knows that like the back of his hand, whatever that weird idiom means. Nobody has found out his horrifying secret; nobody can, otherwise his surprisingly satisfactory skills as a singer will be overshadowed by the life-changing diagnosis, and everyone in Given will force him to leave the band... No one wants a disabled guitarist anyway, according to a mountain of ableism that had built over the years of psychological torture. Only neurotypicals can survive in this world, and Mafuyu had been dead ever since that stupid condition slipped out of the dumb doctor's mouth...

    But, on one fateful day, at an orchestra that Akihiko invites the band to, Mafuyu realises that his mind may not be a malfunctioned mess, especially not when Uenoyama begins to have a sensory overload during the concert.

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    06 Nov 2022

  7. Public Bookmark 83

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    After everything with Yuki's song, with Uenoyama coming out, the boys find themselves in the future. They've managed to create a world between them where they are truly happy and comfortable together, and this is them living in it.

    Part of my Winter Isn't So Scary series! This one can largely be read as a one shot, but I think the character development is really poignant when you read the whole thing, and there are references to previous works throughout.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    05 Nov 2022

  8. Public Bookmark 3

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    the story of mafuyu & uenoyama and how their forever became ever.

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    09 Oct 2022

  9. Public Bookmark 20

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    Uenoyama wants his first Christmas with Mafuyu to be perfect, but he struggles to find the perfect present for his boyfriend. Is there such a thing as too many presents?

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    Chapters:
    5/6
    Comments:
    19
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    142
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    1,883

    11 Sep 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    Yayoi comforting Ritsuka, who wants to tell his sister that he feels like a boy in a girl’s body.

    Ritsuka wanting to come out to Mafuyu.

    TW: suicidal thoughts, suicidal actions, and gender dysphoria

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    29 Aug 2022

  11. Public Bookmark 17

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    After putting it off for months, Mafuyu decided to come out to Uenoyama while he’s visiting.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    178
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    17
    Hits:
    2,189

    29 Aug 2022

  12. Public Bookmark 43

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    Mafuyu's not feeling well and Uenoyama pays him a visit.

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    Comments:
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    29 Aug 2022

  13. Public Bookmark 85

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    Mafuyu wakes up to Ritsuka's bedroom full of sunshine.

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    29 Aug 2022

  14. Public Bookmark 32

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    Most of the time, writing songs comes naturally, but sometimes Uenoyama gets too distracted by Mafuyu's playfulness to be able to make any music.

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    Comments:
    5
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    29 Aug 2022

  15. Public Bookmark 16

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    Mafuyu can't sleep because he's too in love with Uenoyama. The boy is a blushing mess. They cuddle at the end. Fluffy. A really short read.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    288
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    29 Aug 2022

  16. Public Bookmark 18

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    ritsuka feels bad bc he thinks he's not good at showing affection.

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    Comments:
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    29 Aug 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 29

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    Mafuyu wants to put nail polish, but doesn't know if he can.
    Isn't it a girl thing ?
    Is it weird ?
    What will Uenoyama do ? Say to him ?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    2,756

    27 Aug 2022

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    ritsuka invites mafuyu to his house for a sleepover and then they get each other off

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    Comments:
    54
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    15,538

    18 Aug 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 52

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    Uenoyama POV

    "His phone was buzzing, perhaps that's what woke him up, and he reached for it with a single open eye.

    "What" his voice sounded raspy and low, clearing his throat with a wince.

    "Uenoyama kun" his heart fluttered and his stomach jumped hearing his boyfriend's soft voice, "are you awake?"

    "I am now. It's everything alright?"

    "Yeah, it's just…" the doubt in his voice made him open both eyes, his whole attention now focused on the person at the other side of the speaker, "could you come to my place? I have cramps and they are really bad, can't move"."

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    29
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    462
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    52
    Hits:
    4,407

    17 Aug 2022

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Making bad notes is part of learning. You make a bad note, you shift your fingers around, you try again. 

    Mafuyu takes a deep breath, on days where it feels like the bad notes pile up at his feet, and then he tries again.

    Language:
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    18,486
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    68
    Kudos:
    1,127
    Bookmarks:
    389
    Hits:
    13,405

    15 Aug 2022

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