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    “Luch-Shane,” Ilya says, catching himself only at the last moment before he breaks their no pet names in the workplace rule. “Why don’t you get some air, yes? We can-”

    Shane’s anxiety takes a quick backseat to annoyance once more, at being handled like a child instead of a grown man, like he hasn’t been doing this just as long as Ilya, like he needs someone to tell him when to take a break.

    Like he deserved to have everything taken away from him because he couldn’t handle it to start with.

    “I’m fine,” he says, voice icy.

    The step he takes away is too big, farther than he meant to get from Ilya’s side, and the air between them feels both charged and icy.

    He isn’t quite bold enough to try and fix it.

    (shane is married and on the same team as his husband) (and all it cost him was his whole career and the life he spent years building beforehand) (but it's fine, really) (it's all so very, very fucking fine)

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    06 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    Everyone has bad days - Ilya and Shane are no exception. Sometimes they just need each other to get through it.

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    Ilya and Shane comforting each other when they have bad mental health days. The Ottawa Centaurs witness how they care for the other.

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    06 May 2026

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    accurate meltdown

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    "I-I'm sorry," he says, "You were sleeping and I— And we have practice tomorrow for the big game."

    "Luca."

    Tears land on Ilya's sweatpants.

    "I'm sorry I made you a-angry, sir."

    Shane presses on the breaks a little harder than he probably should've at a red light.

    "Haasy," Ilya calls as the hand in his hair gets just a touch rougher, pulling him to look upwards. His voice is different and something like a switch clicks in Luca's brain, turning off the permanent noise machine inside it, "Settle. You're good here."

    "I'm sorry, captain."

     

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    Luca Haas has a really bad introduction to BDSM via ex-boyfriend. Married Hollanov are here to help.

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    04 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Luca lay unmoving on the ice. “Haasy get up man! Please!” The refs were pulling Finn away trying to allow the medics to get through to him. “Get off me man let me through! He needs me! Haas- LUCA! Luca get up baby please!”

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    Luca gets hurt badly during their game against the Metros and Finn can’t hide how he feels anymore

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    04 May 2026

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    “Shane?” Ilya dropped down beside him instantly, panic flooding his voice. “Shane! l’ubímyj? What is happening? What did she say?”

    Shane couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. His brain repeating it over and over and over again.

    Gone.

    The word echoed, hollow and impossible.

    “I-it’s - fuck. M-My dad…” he choked out. “He- he’s-”

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    Shane finds out he is pregnant with his and Ilya’s first baby the same day his dad unexpectedly passes away.

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    30 Apr 2026