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Throw Yourself On My Mercy (not at ME) by Anonymalocaris
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
19 Dec 2025
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Till wakes up in Ivan’s bed. Again.
This had become a common occurrence ever since that fateful night when Till’s plumbing had decided to evict him from his own apartment without notice. Forced into cohabitation with his previous and now also current costar, Till desperately tries to hide the feelings he thought he’d smothered. Unfortunately, Ivan is inescapable; pursuing his goal with single-minded focus. Namely, driving Till out of his damn mind.
Even worse, he appears completely immune to Till’s usual strategic mix of denial and petty insults.
He’s so screwed…
…..would that be so bad?
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- Part 3 of Mercy
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22 Dec 2025
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Safe Harbor by GeeBee (Goldberry) for Koviah
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
02 Dec 2025
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Now, though. Now, Okkotsu’s teeth are bared, his eyes dark, all color lost as he grips his limp Guide, practically snarling. His power is heavy in the air, almost a physical weight, and the other Espers have fallen back so as not to antagonize him. In theory, a Guide should be able to get to him and shut him down, if he is not completely feral, but Toge is not so sure. He’s closer than the others at this point and can see what they cannot.
Orimoto Rika is dead.
Esper Okkotsu Yuuta meets Guide Inumaki Toge on the worst day of his life.
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11 Dec 2025
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it's my heart that you're stealing by atrophiedemotion
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
29 Jun 2025
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What comes out of his mouth ends up being, "Should we kiss?"
It's only when Till sees the confusion in Ivan's eyes that he realizes Ivan wasn't inside Till's mind and reading his thoughts for the past few minutes. He should probably clarify.
"Not right now. Just like, in general, you know?"
While high at a party, Till suggests being friends with benefits to Ivan. Things become complicated when Till's own feelings get involved.
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- Part 1 of hotbox, quiet talks
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05 Dec 2025
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Till would much prefer to spend his Friday night at home working on his art or music, but instead here he is at a party, somehow finding himself sat in a circle of drunk students all eagerly watching a bottle spin to decide their fates... This couldn't get any worse, right?
One night sends Till into an emotional spin, trying to understand the depths of his feelings for his best friend, and wading through unfamiliar territory as they share much more than what he had bargained for.
Emo Till / Jock Ivan College AU
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04 Dec 2025
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Looking back on his friendship with Ivan, Till should have known something was off from the beginning. He always seemed to do things to purposefully bother Till or set him up for embarrassment in some way or another, but Till didn’t realize this fact until it was much too late.
So, it stands to reason that on one of their many sleepovers during adolescence, Till agreed to play a game with Ivan. The game was seemingly innocuous, one Till had seen played countless times before by other children on the playground or in school. What was weird was the additional rules that Ivan imposed on the game, claiming it was the “real way to play.”
The night started like any other. Till’s mother dropped him off at Ivan’s house in the early afternoon and told the boys she would be back in the morning to pick him up. It was nothing out of the ordinary, this was the same routine they followed almost every weekend for as long as Till could remember.
“Have you ever played Uno before, Till?” Ivan asks curiously, a mischievous smirk playing on his lips.
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Uno, but Ivan has his own set of rules
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01 Dec 2025
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Ivan wants to confess his feelings for Till.
His friends wants to help him.
Till has no idea why these jocks are harassing him.
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29 Nov 2025
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This fan fiction is HEAVILY inspired by fan art of wolf Ivan and sheep Till by @michi_cocopop on twitter. I’ve been admiring the art for a while now and I’ve been wanting to write a short story based on them.
If you haven’t seen the artwork, GO CHECK IT OUT.
But yeah, wolf Ivan and sheep Till, that’s the plot, other than sex lol.
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28 Nov 2025
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The General knows what he is feeling is wrong. The way his body and mind reacts to such a sight can only be described as something unnatural. Because in all those years of living, he had never experienced it for one another. Not even towards a woman when he had seen so many beautiful ones in his many years of living. Nobody but Prince Till with his teary eyes and rosy cheeks, and so out of his usual bravado. With that beauty he carries around so effortlessly that always manages to capture the General's undivided attention.
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24 Nov 2025
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Akutagawa regrets being stubborn
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23 Nov 2025
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"What would you do, if you met the most important person to you again, only for them to look at you with resentment?"
Till thought going to college would change his life for the better, and it did, except that bumping into his childhood friend Ivan was the beginning of his new downfall. A relationship full of misunderstandings, hatred, and feelings could only lead to disaster after all.
Ivan ruined his life, it was Till's turn to take the reins and ruin his.
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22 Nov 2025
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It was only when Ivan had no way to see Till again that he thought, "Oh. I just wanted him to stay."
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What if the choices had been different? What if he had turned another corner?
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15 Nov 2025
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Alien Stage, a grotesque competition straight out of a horror film. Lose, and you die. But if death isn’t the end. What happens after? Does life simply restart? Do the fragments of past bleed into the next existence?
Till, 21, lives an ordinary life as a barista in a quiet neighborhood café. Living an exceptional ordinary life, except for the nightly terrors that have haunted him since he was a kid. Every time he closed his eyes, he sees the same faceless man with black hair, an ominous figure who leaves him restless, that tries to kill him. Why are these dreams so vivid?
Meanwhile, Ivan, an underground artist on the cusp of his debut in an idol group. However, he is also haunted by a recurring nightmare, strangling a lover whose face he cannot quite remember, the guilt washing over him every time he wakes up. Why cant he remembered?
A second chance is a cruel mystery. And when Till and Ivan cross paths in the modern world, something inside them stirs, recognition that feels both tender and terrifying. Bound by a red string of fate, are they destined to finally find peace with each other? Or are they cursed to repeat their tragedy, over and over again?
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Aka a second chance for loveBookmarked by blu3iris
12 Nov 2025
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An Emo's Guide To Letting Go (Spoiler: It Gets Sexual) by Sykao
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
08 Nov 2025
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Fifteen minutes.
The time left until the final class of the day so he can return to his dorm.
His foot is tapping the ground impatiently as he checks the time from his phone. The sun is bright and up, the campus is impossibly loud with everyone trying to make the most of the nice weather. But not Till. He very much prefers this small shadowed place he found near the building where he has his class in– Alone, and a cigarette between his fingers to pass the time.- Language:
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11 Nov 2025
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All Ivan has to do is keep the song going until their rescuers appear. And he'll do whatever it takes to make sure Till gets out of here.
Thankfully, help arrives.
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11 Nov 2025
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Till, a painter, prepares for his senior year gallery feature and discovers a band with a beautiful lead singer.
The man behind her on keyboard ain't half bad either, and he won't stop looking at Till..."I just wanted to give my pass to Till, that artist I mentioned.” Ivan flinched at whatever Sua had said but Till was too distracted by Ivan’s thumb. He gently opened Till’s mouth, releasing his now bloodied lip. Ivan’s thumb swept through the blood, wiping it away. He then retracted his hand and after considering the blood now smeared on his thumb for a moment, he licked it clean."
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- Part 1 of EdelwiessOffical
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11 Nov 2025
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Something was strange. Till could tell immediately, Ivan was off during the performance. He was stiffer, more rigid, more irritable than normal and his scent had grown sharper, seemingly stronger, so much so that the air was thick with it. After knowing each other for so long and spending so much time together, Till could, unfortunately, read Ivan like a book.
Till didn’t know what was wrong, he didn’t remember doing anything to piss Ivan off and it was very rare for Ivan to actually be pissed at him, but it had happened before, once or twice. Till is still trying to figure it out when finds himself at Ivan’s door, the older man had stormed off immediately after the show concluded, presumably locking himself in his room for some unknown reason.
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Band Ivan goes into rut after a show and Till is there to help out
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- Part 1 of breaking point (rock au omegaverse)
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03 Nov 2025
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“This will mark you as mine,” Ivan says, stepping over and fastening the gold band around Till’s wrist. He looks down at it for a moment, still holding onto Till’s hand.
Till stares at it as well, his heart pounding in his chest, still not a hundred percent sure he knows what’s going on. Ivan’s never mentioned anything about this before. Despite all his weird teasing and boundary pushing, he’s never brought up making Till his concubine of all things.
“You know I’m not like you,” he says softly after a moment, swallowing hard.
“I know,” Ivan says easily, nonchalantly. Like it doesn’t matter either way.
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In an attempt to protect the servant musician Till from further mistreatment by his sadistic father, Ivan, the crown prince of Anakt, makes a deal with the king. He promises to take a wife and continue the family bloodline so long as Till can be his male concubine. As the day of the wedding looms over them, the childhood friends are forced to finally confront feelings they've suppressed and ignored for years.
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03 Nov 2025
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Till was supposed to retire. One last case - quiet, unsolved, just to clear the books. Seven deaths. No forensic links. Only one common thread: St. Maria Goretti Church. And the priest who never left.
Father Ivan is calm. Composed. Beautiful in a way that makes people uneasy.
There’s no proof he did anything.
But Till keeps going back.OR: that prosecutor!Till x priest!Ivan AU I saw on Twitter and couldn’t stop thinking about.
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- Part 1 of Down on My Knees (Not in Prayer)
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03 Nov 2025
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Till makes a choice that could cost him everything. But why should it matter, when Ivan feels like the only thing worth losing it all for?
The aftermath of everything: Till brings Ivan home, and for the first time, neither of them runs.OR: The [very smutty] Sequel to "Do You Believe in God, Prosecutor?"
(Can be read as a stand alone if you skip the first few pages)Series
- Part 2 of Down on My Knees (Not in Prayer)
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03 Nov 2025
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How could you think, that you would be any less dear to me? by shadow_supernova
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
13 Oct 2025
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“Megumi,” the voice tried again, soft and caring, but with a hint of anger underneath. Dangerous. Not loving at all. Not like Satoru. And all Megumi wanted to do was cry. “Megumi, that’s not the way to treat your mother.”
And Megumi opened his eyes in pure disbelief.
OR: Megumi wants nothing more than to be Satoru’s pup. It’s a long journey before he realizes he’s always been his.
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01 Nov 2025