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“Hi Irina.”
Ilya feels his blood still in his veins. His vision almost immediately blurs at the sound of his mother’s name falling so gently from Shane’s lips. Shane rambles something, almost to himself, before:
“I’m Shane. Shane Hollander. And I’m in love with your son, Ilya.”
Ilya’s breath catches, heart lurching in his chest, fluttering almost painfully as the realization hits him: He’s introducing himself to her.
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or Shane talks to Ilya’s mom, Ilya overhears.Bookmarked by bubblejimi95
28 Feb 2026
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if you need to be mean (be mean to me) by Colorful565
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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This is new for him, the scent of it all. He presented early, before puberty, at the ripe age of ten. He had spent his life on the ice until then, living, breathing, dying hockey. The thought of never playing again, the thought of being shunted to the omega leagues, where it's less about hockey and more about mating rituals for the top A-lister alphas in Hollywood, was earth-shattering. Shane couldn’t imagine that, couldn't imagine his life like that, without hockey, without the ice, without, without, without. At ten, the decision of infertility versus the prospects of a long, fruitful career on the ice in the MLH was a no-brainer. Kids, family, pack, a mate, none of that would matter if Shane never got to step foot on the ice again.
Except it does matter. It does matter because now he’s twenty-three, and there is someone else. There is someone else. There's someone else, but not really, because they didn’t kiss. It doesn't mean anything. He's all alone, and it's all one-sided.
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Shane has rejection sickness. He's avoided it for too long. What will persist in the aftermath?
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- Part 3 of i don't smoke
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27 Feb 2026
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Just a Habit by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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It wasn’t like he had to throw up, Ilya reasoned. It was just a bad habit, and he quit those all the time. But he was leaving the cottage in two days, and the thought of packing up this life with Shane into his carry-on and flying back to Boston alone was tying him in knots. He was just stressed, and vomiting made him feel lighter. He didn’t need to, though.
Or, a study of Ilya's recklessness and unhealthy coping as a foil to Shane's ED-coded behaviors, where he has his own disordered habits. He has it under control, until he doesn't. This work is fully finished, just updating as I edit :)
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26 Feb 2026
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Hold me tight by maoli_min
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Mar 2026
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“There is one more thing. Given the nature of your fall and the force of impact, we ran a full battery of blood tests to check for any internal issues. Everything looks normal, except for one result that… stood out.”
Shane’s stomach tightened. Stood out?
“Given your secondary gender presentation and hormone levels, we also ran a standard pregnancy panel,” she said, her words measured and clear. “And the test came back positive."
For a moment, the words didn’t land. They floated in the air like dust in the sunlight.
Positive.
Pregnancy panel.
Then, all at once, they crashed into him.
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Shane Hollander discovers he is pregnant while at the hospital after getting hit in the ice by Marleau in a Boston vs. Montreal Match and after inviting Ilya Rozanov to his cottage.
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25 Feb 2026
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Ilya pulled back, gasping. His lower face was glistening wet in the dim light. He stared at the pulsing source between Shane’s legs with utter rapture.
“You squirt,” he breathed, awestruck. “I did not even finger you yet, and you squirt for me.” He gave a breathless, giddy laugh.
(or, Shane gets cursed with a pussy)
Tag to be covered: Shane Hollander Has a Vagina
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- Part 4 of Crashing out over Hollanov
- Part 1 of Hollanov Buys (Etsy) Curses
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21 Feb 2026
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The Interview by ticketyboo00
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Feb 2026
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Several years into Rozanov’s career, ESPN hires a reporter fluent in Russian.
Suddenly able to answer questions fluently and with a wide vocabulary, Rozanov’s interviews go viral. Hockey fans around the world get a new look at what they thought about Boston’s #81. This changes not only his public persona, but his whole life.
Inspired by the look on NBA star Nikola Jokić’s face when he was asked a question in his native Serbian and my own struggles learning a new language.
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21 Feb 2026
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Just Guys Being Dudes by FightMeImSmall
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Ilya and Shane get outed via instagram live… as friends. The world reacts as their friendship becomes the most talked about thing in the hockey world.
Being openly friends affords them more freedoms to be together, but all the more easy to lose it all.
AKA
Shane has a touch of Hudson Williams to him
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- 9/?
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20 Feb 2026
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Shane finds himself pregnant and is left with two options; abort, and save his career/ keep his identity hidden, or quit the NHL and go awol. It should be known by now; Shane Hollander never does things the easy way.
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“Okay with it?” Ilya parrots, his voice just as raw as Shane’s. “Why would I not be okay with it?”
Shane shrugs one shoulder, unsure of the answer himself, unsure of exactly what to say besides the ugly truth hidden within his chest; because it means I am a pathetic man.
Ilya seems to read his silence anyway. He walks forward, then, and this time Shane doesn’t try to stop his progression. He has enough time to brace himself for it before strong, familiar arms are wrapped around him and he’s entirely engulfed by the Russian.For the first time in weeks, Shane feels himself snap back to reality so violently his body quakes.
He clings to Ilya, burying his nose in the Alpha’s chest, inhaling his deep, pine scent and allowing it to fill him entirely as something in his chest cracks open and he sobs.
“There you are.” Ilya murmurs as he buries his nose in Shane’s hair, taking an audible deep breath.“Do you know how long I have waited to smell you, Shane? To know you fully, just by this?”- Language:
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20 Feb 2026
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“Are you sure it is even mine?”
Hollander seemed genuinely hurt by the suggestion, his big dark eyes fixed on the tiled flooring at Ilya’s feet. For a moment, he looked like he was about to cry again. “It doesn’t matter if it’s yours... Which it is, by the way. You fucking asshole.” He twitched. “But it’s not like we’re together. Whatever choice I make, I wouldn’t ask anything of you.”
“Good.” Ilya said coldly. He kind of felt like he was going to cry too. He wasn’t quite sure why. “I’m glad you know this.”
“Fine.”
“Fine.”- Language:
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19 Feb 2026
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Things Heal by The_time_is_0239am
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), the long game - Fandom, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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"His skates edge caught wrong, shifted his weight, and he fucking fell down. The world tilted just enough.
That’s all it took.One bad second. One bad angle. The puck sliding away like it was never his to begin with.
He swallows hard, throat tight.
I lost them the Cup.
The words belong to himself. They’re just there, sitting in his chest.
Why—
“What the fuck was that, Hollander?”"
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The one where Shane trips at the last Montreal vs Ottawa game and his Team are not kind about it. And what happens when he runs into Ilyas Teammate. What happens when Ilya finds out.
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19 Feb 2026
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If you’re afraid of wolves by gsmaxwell
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Mar 2026
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Shane was on the mend. Really. Ilya had pulled him out of that icy river before there was any lasting damage.
It didn't matter that he couldn't just fucking forget what had happened.
Ilya wasn't okay, but he wasn't going to tell anyone that. Telling people would mean dealing with it.
And he had Shane now, which was enough.
Or: Shane and Ilya deal with the fall out of being kidnapped and traumatized by the Montreal mafia.
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- Part 2 of Kidnapped AU
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- English
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- 79,097
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- 17/17
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16 Feb 2026
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So Much Of You Is Left Behind by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.
That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.
But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.
Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.
That he would be left behind. Alone.
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- 13/13
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16 Feb 2026
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hell was the journey (but it brought me heaven) by sagedelights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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"9-1-1, what's the address of your emergency?"
He freezes, his mind far too scrambled by panic and pain to answer.
"Hello?"
"I-I don't know," he says, realizing that he's shivering violently.
"Alright, sir, can you give me your name?"
"Shane."
He can't tell them his full name. He isn't supposed to be here.
"Okay, Shane, can you tell me what's going on?"
"They broke in," he says, his voice just barely above a whisper.
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Shane is injured during a game and he gets left behind while the Voyageurs are on a road trip. Ilya invites him to stay in Boston. Neither of them anticipates what comes next.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Whump
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15 Feb 2026
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It only took basically a decade but Shane finally has Ilya in every aspect. He should be celebrating and enjoying it, should be focused on slotting into his new team in Ottawa. Instead he's watching the news cycle with bated breath, waiting for the inevitable moment that his name pops up alongside words like "victim" and "Dallas Kent."
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15 Feb 2026
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I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
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After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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- Part 1 of finally yours
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- 14/20
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13 Feb 2026
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Mama's Boy, Mama's Boy by WhimperSoldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry AUs
- Part 1 of Ghost Irina AU
- Language:
- English
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- 68,348
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- 5/5
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12 Feb 2026
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While out at a club in New York to celebrate Pike and Jackie's joint bachelor/bachelorette party Shane runs into someone unexpected, Cliff Marleau. Feeling hurt and petty after having been ghosted by Ilya for the past six months Shane decides to hook up with Marleau.
Ilya is back in Russia and regrets having ghosted Shane. He thinks he will have time to fix things, to make things right, once he returns to Boston in the fall. What Ilya doesn't expect is to return only to find out Shane and Marleau are now in a relationship.
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11 Feb 2026
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two minutes for unsportsmanlike conduct by hollanov (searchingforabiggersky)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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Ilya told himself he wouldn't do this again.
He doesn't need Shane drugged out of his mind in order to have satisfying sex—it was a one-time thing. An incredibly, mind-blowingly hot one-time thing.
The only problem is—Shane keeps bugging him about it. And Ilya is only a man.
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- Part 10 of penalties
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10 Feb 2026
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“Where are you going?” Troy asks.
Ilya rolls his eyes, “Taking a piss. Why? You want to come?”
Three steps later the plane falls from beneath him.
He knows when his head smacks the ceiling: They’re going to crash.Or
Ilya is standing when the plane drops. When he's taken to the hospital Shane has to figure out what he's willing to do to be with him.Bookmarked by bubblejimi95
09 Feb 2026
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After Vegas, Shane feels rejected. Sadly it doesn't stop there.
Or: What if I took my two favorite HR-fanfic-tropes (subdrop and hanahaki) and combined them ... Shane certainly isn't better for it, that's for sure.
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- Part 1 of Love and Other Complications
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08 Feb 2026