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Lily: i am alive
Lily: hurt
Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice
Lily: i want you
Lily: my hands miss yours
or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.
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11 Jan 2026
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Kent doesn’t fall out of love with Zimms so much as fall in love with Swoops. He has to let Zimms go eventually, though--which would be a little easier if Zimms stopped answering Kent's calls.
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21 Dec 2025
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But this place still stands, this place remains unchanged by RabbitRunnah
Fandoms: Check Please! (Webcomic)
27 Feb 2023
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It's been more than 15 years since Eric Bittle graduated from Samwell University, and just about that long since he last spoke to his former hockey captain, Jack Zimmermann. But it's hard to escape the past, especially when he gets the news that the Haus is being torn down. A long overdue SMH reunion, a time capsule, and two meddling teenage daughters may just be what Eric and Jack need to start anew.
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12 May 2025
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It's alright, you can afford to lose a day or two by RabbitRunnah
Fandoms: Check Please! (Webcomic)
06 Feb 2024
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“Sweetheart, I know how you feel about slowing down, but maybe you should try to change the narrative,” Bitty says gently.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, instead of telling yourself you’re falling short of some arbitrary standard you’ve set for yourself—your healthy self, by the way—try thinking of it as recovering. Right now the best thing you can do for yourself is rest a little so you can start the new season healthy and strong. When’s the last time you gave yourself permission to do that?"
Permission? That’s a new concept. Jack can’t recall ever giving himself permission to slow down.
Or, the one where Jack spends a summer injured and learns a few things in the process.
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15 Apr 2025
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The grainy cellphone photo on the cover of the magazine is of his own back, his red Samwell t-shirt. He's got a forearm braced on the wall, his other hand holding the face of someone small and blond, mostly blocked from view, who has his hands on Jack's chest and a blue hoodie tied around his waist. Emblazoned across the bottom of the cover are the words IS JACK ZIMMERMANN GAY? and it feels like someone just punched him in the stomach.
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12 Apr 2025
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linger on by dizzy, waveydnp for CaibrynM
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
16 Oct 2020
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A recent loss has ground Phil's life to a halt. At 33, he's static in his grief and living in the house he grew up in - until his mother kicks him out.
In a fit of indignation and with nothing to lose, he answers the first listing he finds for a room to rent in London... a listing posted by a guy named Dan.
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20 Feb 2025
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the bedsharing friends to lovers roommates au i was always destined to write
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19 Jan 2025
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Phil is twenty six years old and stuck in a dead end life. He works at Starbucks and may or may not be carrying a torch for his best friend of eight years. He doesn't know who he is or what he wants--or how to go about figuring it out.
That all starts to change when he happens upon the resume of a certain law school grad named Daniel.
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- Part 1 of amaaf verse
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04 Jan 2025
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After Jack kisses Bitty on the ice, Kent's attacked one night by drunk, homophobic hockey fans. He's got no memory of the attack, but that doesn't make it any less traumatic. Fortunately, he's got his friends to get him through, in more ways than one.
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19 Sep 2023
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head in the dust, feet in the fire (waiting on that morning sun) by bravestyles
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
04 Jan 2020
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Slowly but surely, her only source of happiness becomes Harry.
They become closer than what's healthy for either of them. Harry has nightmares, so when Louis' not over, Helen sleeps in his small, cramped bed with him. He refuses to shower without her in the bathroom with him (“I'm scared you're going to leave me when I'm in there,” he confesses one night). They become one unit, never too far apart from one another. Helen even picks him up from school everyday for lunch because if she doesn't, Harry will throw himself in a full blown panic attack that not even Louis can fix, only her.
That's where things start to go bad. Harry becomes Helen's everything and more. She stops sleeping in Harry's bed just when he has nightmares and starts sleeping with him every night. He cuddles in close, always choosing to shove his cheek against her breast. Harry's sad, too, so he welcomes the extra affection. Until it becomes too much.
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From a young age, Harry was sexually abused by his mother, Helen. This is the aftermath.Bookmarked by collfer
19 Jul 2023
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Harry is stuck in a long-term abusive relationship with his abusive boyfriend Sam. His friends try to help him out of it; along the way, Louis and Harry become closer.
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08 Jul 2023
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Harry has schizophrenia, and Louis is forever by his side; a story told over fourteen years.
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02 Jul 2023
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Louis’ life is steady and calm, moored by his marriage, and tied to his hometown, but after a chance encounter with another man, it’ll never be the same.
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21 Jan 2023
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Freshly dumped, recently fired, and about to turn 40, Harry's friends insist on taking him skydiving to cheer him up. His younger and extremely fit instructor Louis makes him even more nervous than the idea of jumping out of a plane, but both may be exactly what he needs to turn his life around.
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09 Jan 2023
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“Alright, I’m just going to get right down to it,” Jess said. “We were contacted yesterday by Harry Styles’ team with some information regarding his own schedule and promotion that is going to have some bearing on Louis.”
“Me specifically or all former members of the band?” Louis asked, confused.
“You specifically,” Jess said, looking at Louis with a heavy gaze. “Harry’s going to start his own promo for his second album in the coming months, which is going to include a coming out.”
“That’s great,” he said, nodding. “Is that it? Or is there more?”
Mark shifted in his seat and Louis watched his expression change. “We’ve discussed it and we think it would be best if you came out as well and had a promotional relationship with Harry for the album drop through both of your tours next year.”
Louis started laughing in surprise, but no one else joined in. Shit, they were serious.
Or the would-have-been canon compliant, fake relationship, friends with benefits, friends to lovers fic where Louis wonders if this thing going on with Harry is going to break him or change everything for the better.
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04 Jan 2023
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What I Have With You (I don't want with anyone else) by lululawrence for we_are_the_same
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
04 Nov 2021
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Louis smiled. “I’m sorry for how I ran away last night.”
“It’s totally fine. I’m sorry I did all that. I never asked if you were okay with it, and I really should have.”
Louis didn’t know how to respond to that. “I mean, I wasn’t really telling you no before that. How were you to know I’d be fine and then… not.”
“Well, if I had asked you first like I should have, then I would have known your boundaries.”
“How can you know my boundaries when even I don’t?” Louis scoffed. “Shit.”
Louis hadn’t meant to say that much to Harry. It’s not like he was embarrassed by who he was, but he still didn’t really talk about it openly either.
“What do you mean?” Harry asked.
Louis shook his head and kept his eyes trained on Harry’s chest. The shirt was old enough he could see the ghost of Harry’s tattoos through it.
“It’s a long and complicated story that is also very boring, so I don’t think you actually want the answer.”
Or Louis is an asexual alpha, Harry is his aromantic alpha friend and possible roommate, and faking a relationship might be exactly what they need to get their families and friends off their backs.
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24 Dec 2022
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18 Dec 2022
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Harry doesn’t agree to be the Bachelor expecting to find love. He’s just hoping for an exciting jaunt around the world, half a dozen new friends, and, if he’s lucky, an amazing hj or two.
Louis may have signed up to be a contestant on the Bachelor, but he’s not interested a ring or a proposal, not from Harry, not from anyone. He wouldn’t turn down a few more Instagram followers, though.
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- Part 1 of For the Right Reasons
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18 Nov 2022
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Harry had thought he’d been prepared for his first solo tour, and in some ways it is exactly what Harry expected. But in other ways it’s entirely different. It’s lonelier than he remembered, all the waiting around backstage, the endless hours on tour buses, the days he’s so tired he thinks he could melt into the asphalt of a rest stop in the middle of America and happily stay there forever, and the nights he’s too keyed up to sleep. It’s alienating. He feels unmoored, drowning in all of his too-big emotions. Without the chaos of four other boys to keep him distracted, to keep him grounded, he’s afraid it's only a matter of time until he loses himself in it for good.
But then there’s Louis. Through it all, there’s still Louis. Waiting for Harry at the end of every show, ready with a bottle of water and sweet words of praise, beside him in dressing rooms, challenging him to ping pong tournaments to pass the long, empty, waiting hours, and holding him through the restless nights, soothing him with reassurances that he’s there, that he understands, and promising that he will never, ever, let Harry truly get lost.
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A collection of timestamps spanning the 2017 leg of Love on Tour.
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25 Jun 2022
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Harry and Louis try to maintain a friendship despite having a romantic past together. When Harry starts to have troubles with his current relationship, a realisation dawns upon Louis;
He’s never stopped loving Harry.
On New Years Eve, Louis contemplates revealing how he feels to Harry, only to find out that Harry is now engaged.
The AU where Harry and Louis never got over each other but it takes them some time to figure things out.
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21 May 2022