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    Shane wonders why Ilya never wants to be the bottom during sex. Ilya reveals a heartbreaking secret.

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    23 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    Ilya doesn’t like thinking about Rose. Obviously. But sometimes he can’t help it.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Coughing and gasping for air, Leon put tremendous effort into not blacking out–both from the shit he’d sucked into his lungs and bouncing his head off the dirt when the shockwave from the blast toppled him. When he felt a pair of hands grasp him by his holster straps and pull him away from the crater the greenhouse had left behind, he pawed weakly for the knife strapped to his thigh, but then he heard a familiar voice–albeit distorted by a respirator mask:

    “Hey, Leon–it’s okay. We’re here to help.”

     

    Chris Redfield.

     

    Golden boy of the BSAA, knight in shining armor, and Leon’s hopeless crush, which had been going on for so long now that it was old enough to get a driver’s license.

    (Or the first hanahaki disease + Nivannedyfield fic. :D)

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    22 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    Working late then caught in a rainstorm, it would be convenient if someone gave Leon a ride home.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    "Ah right, well this is kind of a perfect segue into my news: a coach from Russia reached out to me about teaching over the summer."

    "He reached out to you Pike, and not me? The Russian? Who is this supposed coach?"

    "He's legit, I've seen his stats, his name is Grisha Berezkina," he sounds out the name slowly, pulling up the conversation thread between the two of them, and not noticing how Ilya pales before he lunges for the phone.

     

    (A part of the past that Ilya had long buried comes crawling back just as he settles in Ottawa, and it sends him in a spiral.)

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Set after Remember Me, Remember You, but fully readable as a standalone story. It takes place just before RE9: Requiem, during the events of the game.

    Chris wakes up to find a note from Leon on his pillow:

    "So, Chris… you really did marry a coward. A coward who was too afraid to bring this up. And now, as the time I thought I had slips away, I regret it. It's my burden now."

    Driven by love and desperation, Chris Redfield tears the world apart to find his wayward husband.

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    22 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 31

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    When a scene goes horribly wrong, Leon learns the true meaning of trust as Chris provides him with the aftercare and protection and love he never experienced before. For the first time in his life he feels safe enough to open up about his past and together they reestablish boundaries, allowing Leon to understand that he deserves to be treated with kindness and respect.

    Please heed the tags and see the notes at the beginning for more context.

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    22 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    we've both been very brave

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    22 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 55

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    After escaping ARK alive, Leon just wants to go home. But even after his rescue, some wounds don't heal so easily.

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    22 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 99

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    Chris invites Leon to stay with him immediately following the ending of Vendetta, only to find him unconscious and possibly dying on his couch after Leon tries to kill himself. They spend a couple days together trying to work through the aftermath, as ugly as it might be, and find themselves that much closer after it's all said and done.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Glenn Arias was dead. A bloody pulp on the New York City streets below.

    Leon supposed he should have been feeling at the top of the world right now, but everything just felt dull and disconnected.

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    or: Leon is more injured than anyone (including himself) realized

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    19 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 27

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    grief
    noun
    1. a: deep and poignant distress caused by or as if by bereavement
    b: a cause of such suffering

    (Or, what happens to Leon and Chris in the 6 years between Raccoon City and Valdelobos.)

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Just as Chris reached the front door it was kicked inward, and he came face to face with the most gorgeous man he’d ever laid eyes on.

    Said gorgeous man also happened to be aiming a gun between his eyes.

    “Don’t shoot!” Chris exclaimed, more reflex than anything else. He knew there was a zombie hot on his heels but threw his hands up in supplication.

    Gorgeous’s expression softened fractionally before blue eyes caught movement over Chris’s shoulder and hardened again. “Get down!”

    (AKA RE2 Remake but make it Chreon.)

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    19 Mar 2026

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    "Well, Hollander. Winner gets to choose what we get up to tonight, as agreed, yes?"
    "Yes," he grumbles. Shane pulls his shirt off over his head in one move, folding it on the counter. "Where do you want me?"
    "For what? You think I want to fuck you?"
    "Uh...yes?"
    Rozanov gives an exaggerated stretch. "But I worked so hard out there, beating lovely Montreal asses. I'm tired. I think I will lie down and let you do work tonight."
    "You..." Shane's brain short-circuits. "Me do work?"
    "Yes, Hollander."
    "You want me to ride you?"
    "No," he says softly. "I want you to fuck me."

    Dom from the bottom Ilya x sub from the top Shane, in the ep4 montage situationship era

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    18 Mar 2026

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    “Do you want to know how it feels?”

    Shane let his hand fall back to the couch. He pushed himself up onto his elbows and lifted a brow at Rozanov. “What – holding the Cup? You’ve already made that joke once.”

    “No.” Rozanov’s fingers encircled Shane’s wrist and then he was pulling Shane’s hand between his legs.

     

    Or: Shane tops.

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    18 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 80

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    Leon looked better.

    Leon looked better. His hair was clean, his breath didn't reek of booze, the bags under his eyes weren't nearly as dark as they were back in New York.

    Leon had looked better - so why, why, why why why why is Chris peeling his best friend off the cold ground, dirt sticky with a mix of Leon's blood and vomit, the stench of alcohol permeating the air around his limp body.

    Why?

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Leon stared into those disturbingly familiar eyes again–growing ever closer, attached to a furry body that had to be at least seven feet tall when walking on two feet–and came to a realization that left him feeling equal parts shocked and indignant. “Chris?” he hissed out, lowering the gun when the creature ducked its head and whined quietly. “Are you fucking kidding me right now?”

    Another whine, and there were paws–no, they were more like hands, albeit the size of tennis rackets–on Leon’s shoulders, hot like brands through his clothes and body armor. Before Leon could react to that, there was something wet and slightly rough dragging over his cheek.

    He was being licked.

    Chris was licking him.

    (AKA the one where Leon is sent on a simple rescue mission... but nothing is ever simple. Featuring werewolf!infected!Chris.)

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Harris, who was sitting next to Shane, nudged him with his foot. “Yeah, I mean, it’s not kinky kinky unless Shane went out and bought, like, a full-on sex swing or something crazy like–”

    Harris stopped talking because Shane had frozen. Completely frozen. His glass halted halfway to his lips. His eyes went wide and fixed on a point on the far wall. The blush that had been a soft pink bloomed into a scarlet tide that crept from his neckline to the roots of his hair.

    Ilya, watching him, threw his head back and burst out laughing.

    (or, 5 times Ottawa Centaurs found out their sweet Canadian cinnamonroll is a freak and 1 time they realized that Hollanov's freaks are matched)

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Hayden watches Shane, almost expecting him to go, "wow, I was hacked while we were at practice, look at these weird messages!". But no such luck. Shane smiles.

    A real smile, a big one, his text from Lily smile. God, Hayden was so sure they were sending each other endless strings of heart emojis and "I miss you more" "no, I miss you more"s, not…that. Never in a million years would he have guessed that.

    Or: 5 times someone's shocked to learn that Shane's a little freaky, +1 time someone isn't

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    16 Mar 2026

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    September 2015

    Ilya Rozanov is fine. He comes back from summer in Russia a little worse for the wear, with minor injuries sustained during an argument with his brother. It’s nothing he hasn’t dealt with before. Except someone takes a photo, and suddenly his bruises are all over the internet.

    He just has to get through the first preseason game against Montreal. Once the public sees he can play normally, scrutiny will die down.

    He doesn’t account for a far more private scrutiny: Shane Hollander is on the Voyageurs roster and, against all expectations, determined to get to the bottom of what happened to Ilya in Moscow.

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    16 Mar 2026

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