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Gimme Kiss, Gimme Cuddles, Gimme All of You by rainydaysandwarmtea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is a university student trying his best. He is managing three jobs, two majors, and one sexuality crisis that threatens to upend his hockey career before it even starts. When his best friend, Rose, begs him to come with her to an exclusive BDSM club to let loose and experiment, Shane cannot believe it when he caves to her demands and agrees. Oh and it just so happens that unbeknownst to Shane the club is owned by a Russian mob boss. But really, what could go wrong?
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Or the one where organized crime boss Ilya meets hockey-playing uni student Shane and big feelings and kinky shenanigans unfold
Updates 2-3x per week <3
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- 145,841
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- 32/?
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18 Jun 2026
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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
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- 3/3
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17 Jun 2026
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The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.
The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.
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- 4/4
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17 Jun 2026
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his sugar baby, his sour coach, his jock bro lady macbeth by angel_deux
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jun 2026
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Shane and Ilya collide on the ice in 2008, and Shane's career is over before it begins.
In 2014, when they meet each other in a club in Boston, Ilya wants to make it up to him.
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- 10/10
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17 Jun 2026
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Shane (to himself): This is great. I'm going to get a good grade in friends with benefits, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,
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When Shane sticks it out at Ilya's house, and the tuna meltdown doesn't happen, he still walks away confused about what Ilya actually WANTS from him. When an opportunity presents itself in the form of Rose Landry and a very thorough PR relationship contract, Shane decides to take advantage of it to show Ilya that he can be a totally chill and normal friend with benefits, and definitely isn't too attached.
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17 Jun 2026
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When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.
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- 10,339
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17 Jun 2026
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there may never next time be by inmoonlightigetseasick
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.
Ilya is alive.
Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.
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AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.
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- 22,609
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16 Jun 2026
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Mr. Emergency Contact by fandom_commitment_issues
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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He was just confused at this point. Was there a problem or not? Why on earth was the school where Hayden Pike sent his children calling him?
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Ilya Rozanov realizes he's an emergency contact in the exact moment he needs to act like an emergency contact. Hayden Pike has to release a statement about it.
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- Part 1 of The Mortifying Ordeal
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- English
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15 Jun 2026
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Emergency Contact by Itspepperbesties
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 May 2026
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555-123-181
If someone got bleach in their eye what should they do
555-926-024
Go the the ER and get an eye wash
555-123-181
Okay but is that really necessary or can I just wash it myself
555-926-024
According the the Internet you might need eye drops for a couple days after so ER it is
555-123-181
Urgh fiiine
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Ilya was looking for advice when he text the wrong number
Shane couldnt leave a random stranger on read during an emergencySeries
- Part 1 of Emergency Contact
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- English
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- 20/20
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15 Jun 2026
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Waiting – Ozhidaniye (Ожидание) by theaftercare
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been texting sporadically for fourteen days following their first private session.
One night, Shane comes home from a road trip and his phone is already in his hand. What follows is not a session. It isn't billed by the hour. It doesn't have a contract. And that, it turns out, is the most dangerous part.Set between private sessions one and two of Wolfbird by OpalApparition. Wolfbird Chapter 11 tells us how Shane asked if Ilya was free Friday, and Ilya said yes before checking his schedule. This is that night. The text that started it.
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13 Jun 2026
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Set between chapters 7 and 8 of Wolfbird by OpalApparition.
Leading up to their first private session, Ilya Rozanov gave Shane Hollander one rule:
“And Hollander? Between now and then—no touching yourself.”
Shane spends forty eight hours finding out exactly what it costs to be good for someone when no one is watching.OR: Shane Hollander is losing his mind trying not to touch himself. Ilya Rozanov, for the record, is NOT helping.
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13 Jun 2026
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Wolfbird Chapter 5: Ilya's POV by theaftercare
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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Chapter 5, retold from Ilya's point of view.
He had spent five years being the person who witnessed everyone else.
Who held the leash and read the room and kept the distance and made it look effortless.
No one had ever looked back.
Until Shane Hollander.This is the chapter where Ilya keeps his face still and his voice steady and his composure intact and loses all three anyway.
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13 Jun 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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13 Jun 2026
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We Just Did It For You And Me by ChaoticRussian2481 for justthingsifind
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jun 2026
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Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”
“I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”
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Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.
Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.
Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.
As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.
Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.
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- Part 1 of Shane, Ollie and Illy
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- 104,069
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- 15/16
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12 Jun 2026
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Mr. Answer Man by BigPlushShark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.
I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)
Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)
Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)
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- 142,762
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- 30/33
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12 Jun 2026
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jane dutch by thisisnotthenerd for deliciousblizzardshark
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander has a secret life. No, not the one where he's hiding his trysts with his rival.
He's a pseudonymous hockey romance author under the alias Jane Dutch.
And the Metros WAGs have just picked up his first release for their book club...
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- Part 7 of crackin' open a cold one
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12 Jun 2026
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The Centaurs stay in a hotel that's been overbooked. That means they have two less rooms then what was planned. The Hockey husbands have to room with Bood. Now Bood is a witness to their nighttime routine. And how...soft Ilya is with his husband. It makes him miss his wife.
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- 3/3
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12 Jun 2026
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First Overall by YingBuGu
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is stupid.
Ilya didn’t know what Shane saw in him, but you can't just fall for a man you barely met. You can't just fall so deep and so quickly.
Shane looked at him like devotion came naturally, like getting hurt was a price he was willing to pay. Ilya wanted to protect him from being hurt at all costs. But what if he was the one who did it?
Shane went first in the draft, and then threw it away by choosing Ottawa.
A bad team. A losing future. No Cups. No real rivalry.
Ilya didn’t understand the decision. He refused to.Or.
Shane got his second chance. This time, he refused to wait for years to get his Ilya. He had to take him fast, before depression or any other crap got him. But if he touched the timeline wrong—if anything went off-script—what did it cost?
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- Part 1 of I quit eating but not Hollanov
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 48/48
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- 6,438
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12 Jun 2026
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sports car by hajinights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Nov 2025
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When Shane mentioned that he would like to try weed, he expected Ilya to disregard it. Imagine his surprise when Ilya shows up a few weeks later in a fancy car with some surprises in the glove box.
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- English
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- 1/1
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12 Jun 2026
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It’s the NHL End-of-Year Gala. Ilya is with the Boston Raiders while Shane is with the Montreal Metros. It was another boring event until a tall Russian man wearing a silk shirt, tucked in tight black, leather pants threw himself on Ilya, and Shane did the unthinkable.
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12 Jun 2026