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    “I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”

    Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”

    “First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    “There’s no need to help. Everything is fine,” Ilya tries to reassure him and wraps his arms around Shane’s waist, pulling him closer. “Come here. Give me a kiss.”

    Give me a kiss.

    The words echo loudly inside his head.

    It’s not how he used to say it.

    Back when words didn’t come so easily and back when he was too scared to ask for what he wanted, everything was simpler and smaller.

    OR: As Ilya's English gets better, his Russian gets a little rusty. So, he has a crisis about it.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Wyatt was not, like, nosy. For sure, he was interested. He was curious. He engaged with people, obviously, because most people were interesting and engaging and had cool thoughts and said neat stuff if you asked.

    So, no. Wyatt wasn’t nosy, but he wasn’t stupid, either.

    Or: A Bromance Blooms In Ottawa
    Or: The Ballad of Wyatt and Ilya

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”

    “It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”

    “Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."

    Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.

    Read in Russian here!

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Max might just be THE omc of all time. I would die for him.

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    “You are famous like Rose Landry?”

    Hudson has to laugh at the animosity with which Ilya says the name. “No, not as famous.”

    “So you are not famous and you are bad at hockey.”

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    Hudson Williams wakes up in Shane Hollander’s body.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Shane: I’ve never wanted to share it since our timeline is so…complicated
    Hayden: Is it? You were fucking, then you dated, then you got married. Normal progression!
    Shane: I don’t think the “fucking” part of that equation is usually 7 years

    In which the Voyageurs’ secret homophobic group chat leaks, Shane decides it might be time to tell the world how long he’s been seeing Ilya, and said world loses their shit.

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    27 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    literally laughed out loud at several points reading this fic. so fun but also sprinkled with the perfect amount of angst. a new comfort fic for sure !!!

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    lily @shanehollanderstop
    i’ll say it because i am not afraid of losing my job: roger crowell is a piece of shit and should never know peace in his life ever again. my name is hayden pike and i play for the montreal voyageurs.
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    Ilya joins stan twitter

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “What are these?” Yuna hears Ilya ask. He’s standing with his back to her in front of the armoire next to the couch, looking up at the shelves. She’d been on her way back into the living room with after-dinner coffee when she’d paused at the threshold.

    Shane steps toward the armoire, coming up behind Ilya and curling both arms around his waist. “Um, trophies from when I was a kid. Like, minor hockey leagues and tournaments and stuff.”

    Ilya moves his head from left to right slowly, scanning the array of trophies and medals on the shelf. “Is big business? Making meaningless awards for tiny hockey players?”

    “They aren’t meaningless,” Shane protests, but he sounds a little sheepish.

    “Yes, I’m sure the…” Ilya leans in close to read the plaque on one trophy, “‘Sportsmanship Award’ for the U7 Snowflake Classic was very prestigious.”

    Shane rolls his eyes, but he’s laughing. “They don’t have awards like this in Russia?”

    Or: Yuna bonds with Ilya, one plastic trophy at a time.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    The internet has decided that Ilya Rozanov is absolutely, definitely, 100% banging a Hollander.

    They’ve got photo evidence. Multiple sightings. Instagram stories from the same café. The man stayed OVERNIGHT at the Hollander residence.

    It’s the most legendary power move in NHL history: seduce your rival’s hot mom to assert dominance. There’s just one tiny problem with this theory. Ilya’s fucking a Hollander, all right. Just … not that one.

    Or in which Ilya’s boyfriend's mother keeps adopting him, the internet keeps assuming the worst, and Shane Hollander is having the worst month of his entire life. At least until he does something that breaks hockey forever.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    “Wh– well– why–” James stammered, attempting to get his bearings, because if he didn’t, and he let Regulus tell him ‘kiss me’ one more time, his heart would probably give out. “Why don’t you get Sirius to help?”

    Regulus narrowed his eyes. “Because Sirius would just knock his teeth out,” he said as though it were obvious.

    “Yes,” James hissed, “and he’ll knock my teeth out if I kiss his little brother.”

    “You can take a hit, Potter, I’ve seen you on the quidditch pitch,” Regulus waved him off, and James groaned, leaning away from him.

    “Oh, yeah, great, so I’m the sacrifice,” he sighed.

    “Precisely,” Regulus stepped right into his space, and James felt his chest go a little hot.

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    Or, Regulus asks James for a favor to get his ex off of his back, and James makes bad choices.

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    17 Nov 2025

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    Derek has been in a lot of bad situations. This one easily makes the top five. Or would, if Dean and Sam Winchester were actually acting like the sadistic psychopaths he expected them to be. Instead, Dean is referencing Star Trek, Sam is comforting Reid, and Derek has never been more confused.

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    20 Mar 2025

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    It’s been ten years since Nick Sturniolo, a YouTube star, was murdered—leaving behind grieving fans, family, and two surviving triplet brothers searching for answers.

    Matt Sturniolo vanished from the public eye, trading viral fame for vengeance. He climbed the Boston P.D ranks, earned a degree in forensic psychology, and joined the FBI’s BAU—all to find his brother’s killer.

    His brother, Chris, stayed in the spotlight, but nothing has been the same.

    Then, one night, Matt meets Charlotte Calloway—sharp, confident, and looking to forget. A one-night stand, nothing more.

    Until she walks into the Los Angeles BAU as his newest teammate.

    Now, Matt must confront his darkest obsession, a case gone ice-cold, and the woman who might thaw the parts of him he swore would stay frozen.

    But some ghosts refuse to stay buried.

    And this time? The killer is closer than they think

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    17 Mar 2025

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    The concerned look on Nick's face kind of made him want to cry. Which would be stupid, there was nothing actually wrong. Chris was just being a baby. His brothers didn't care who he dated, none of his close friends or relatives would even bat an eye at him being… not straight. He didn't understand why he kept making it a bigger deal than it was.

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    Chris discovers something about himself.

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    12 Mar 2025

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    Waking up feels… weird. Harder than usual?

    His head is heavy. Cottony. Fuzzy.

    The only thing it really registers is pain. A dull ache spreading over his whole body, like a giant bruise.

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    Matt collapses in the kitchen seemingly without reason.

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    27 Feb 2025

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    {How would he even bring it up? “Hey guys, so I know I never mentioned anything, but my brain keeps making me have panic attacks!” Yeah, no. It would just worry his brothers, and as Nick can very well attest to, they are all under enough stress as it is. He never wants to be the one to bring more stress into their lives.}

    Or 4 times Nick had a panic attack and told no one, and 1 time his brothers found out and helped.

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    01 Dec 2024

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    It starts gradually, like most things in life do. Like rips forming in the back of his favorite Reebok’s. Like dead, brown leaves falling under late-November clouds. Matt never really sees it all coming until it’s too late.

    The stages of Matt’s eating disorder, told in 4 parts.

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    21 Nov 2024

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    When Spider-Man webs onto the branch next to him, he isn’t all that surprised.

    “This wasn’t my intention,” Matt says.

    Spider-Man has the audacity to laugh. “Is that even your cat?”

    Or, 3 times Matt is saved by Spider-Man, and 1 time he realizes why.

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    15 Aug 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i've never met a spiderman au that i didn't love (also the more i think about it... chris truly IS a peter parker variant)

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    There’s a return ticket sitting unopened in Kate’s inbox, dated for two days from now, and as much as she wants to avoid it, she has to go back to New York. She still hasn’t made any kind of decision on the direction she wants her life to go in now, only knows that it feels like she’s sitting on the edge of a precipice, and that the steps she decides to take next will somehow be very important.

     

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    Kate, Tyler, and the summer after.

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    08 Aug 2024

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