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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Within the pure mind of a sinner, only one truth exists. Zanka is struggling to figure it out, as his mind is actively trying to turn him against himself and everything he stands for. But is it really his mind? Or is it just who he truly is?
    Does the introduction of Jabber Wonger, a local punk pharmacist looking for a thrill, into his life only enable the worst parts of him? Or does Zanka finally feel something more than suffocating pressure?

    OR

    Zanka is a severely mentally ill, religious gay boy and Jabber is a pharmacist who lowkey does some shitty things (but it's Jabber... lets be real.)

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Zanka Nijiku is a freshly graduated psychology student.
    Fresh out of school, it is time for him to get his first real job as a psychologist.

    He takes on a job at a psychiatric hospital, where he gets assigned a key patient, a particularly difficult patient.

    Jabber Wonger is this difficult patient.
    Hes been in and out of the institution since very early on in his childhood.

    Upon meeting, they didn’t think much of eachother.

    Zanka saw a challenge, not a person. A patient to help who others had claimed was unable to be helped.

    And Jabber saw just another know it all doctor, who’d pretend to understand him and of all that bullshit.

    But they couldn’t have been more wrong about eachother.

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    20 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    psychiatry AU

  3. Public Bookmark 91

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    ‘You do know what happened to him, though, don’t you?’ Enjin said, tightening his jaw. ‘You just don’t wanna say it.’

    Eishia blew a strand of hair from her face. She fixed down her dress, visibly unnerved from the accusation. Then, she inhaled a short breath and turned to face him properly.

    ‘I do know,’ she murmured. Her eyes, usually so bright in their pink, seemed haunted, derelict, and bewildered all at once. ‘He got hurt, Enjin. Really, really bad.’

    Enjin narrowed his eyes. ‘How bad, Eishia?’

    She nibbled her lower lip, desperate for an escape from the conversation, but Enjin was through with the damn enigma of it all. Even so, he knew he was being too forward.

    Perhaps in place for someone else that wasn’t there to do it.

    Eishia dropped her head. ‘Down there, bad.’

    And there it was.

    Rudo was, in fact, an anomaly. He was capable, defiant, brave, empathetic, often blinded by his own rage - but most of all, a child.

    And there would always come a time when the Ground, and the things in it, got too big - even for him.

    This, was one of those times.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    oh my god. 4-.

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    It's Zanka Nijiku's first day in foster care. Can he even call himself a NIjiku anymore? He's not sure. All he knows is his family found out he *might* be a girl and then he was disowned. Now he's stuck living with some weird rich model named Enjin and his equally weird daughter Riyo and their plethora of stray animals. It's weird and too much for Zanka to handle, especially considering his *possible* visibility issues.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    PEAK

  5. Rec *

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    Zanka’s blind. Has been for years. Most of the Cleaners are oblivious to it, but everyone who needs to know is already aware (and Enjin Doesn’t Need To Know, RIYO—)

    So, yeah, baggage there. But with Assistaff’s help his blindness is basically paperwork (it is not) so there’s no reason to tell Enjin. (Or anyone else.) Besides, their fearless team leader is busy training the new kid! No reason to bother the guy with petty bullshit from years ago. He's got too many responsibilities as-is, and honestly, Enjin probably wouldn’t even care so there's no actual point in saying—

    Then Rudo finds out.

    Rudo, who can barely keep his emotions in check, let alone a fucking secret.

    Cue Zanka’s life immediately going to hell in a hand basket (especially once Jabber gets involved).

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    04 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    blind zanka au