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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Bood: And what would this person need to get Roz to settle down?
    Roz: must be most beautiful person you have ever seen
    Roz: very funny but does not know they are funny
    Roz: and suck dick like their life depends on it

    Or: The Centaurs know that Roz is sad, and probably a little lonely. So they do their best to set him up with someone who matches his specific list of requirements. What they don't know is that their captain has already found that person.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Several MLH players have their phones hacked.

    Most people find embarrassing photos.

    Ilya Rozanov accidentally leaks five years' worth of sex reviews.

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    You know that TikTok trend where people rate how good the sex was in front of their partner?

    Yeah. It's that.

     
    📢📢📢
    UPDATED: (second chapter) July 12, 2026

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    06 Jul 2026

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    He’s about to unlock the door when his phone buzzes, no doubt with an apology or an explanation. Someone screams outside of the bathroom. There’s a loud noise. More screams. What the-

    His phone buzzes again.

    Jane: don’t come out

    Jane: hide

    Jane: guns

    Jane: idk what’s happening

    Jane: call the cops

    Or

    Shane, Ilya, Scott Hunter and a bunch of MHL players find themselves in a hostage situation in the middle of the Las Vegas award ceremony. (Mid-situationship, the year pre-tuna melt).

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “What? Hollander too scared to face me?” Ilya chirps, because if he goes another minute without at least mentioning the man that has been consuming his every thought for two weeks he might go insane. He needs someone else to acknowledge his existence, his absence, to fucking tell him what’s going on so he can finally get it off his mind. It’s just a stupid mystery. That’s why it bugs him.

    And then Hayden Pike looks up. Dark bruised circles under his eyes, face pale like a sheet, eyes red rimmed and puffy like he has been crying all day. The face of a man mourning.

    Ilya feels like the ice might crack under him. Something’s wrong with Shane.

    ***

    Set pre-Tuna melt: something has happened to Shane Hollander, but of course no one is telling his life long rival what happened.

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    05 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 29

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    “Fuck,” Ilya said, one hand shooting down to press on his groin, face contorting into an expression of genuine panic, “I can’t think. I can’t think right now.”

     

    “Don’t worry. Seriously. I’ll handle it.” Shane set the bottle in the cupholder between them and reached for Ilya’s belt, started trying to tug it unbuckled.

     

    “Shane!” Ilya yelped, swatting his hands away, horrified at his friend’s proximity to his dick, “Fuck off!” 

    ****

    stuck in traffic, hockey rivals and best friends (though they'd deny it if you asked), Shane and Ilya find desperate times call for desperate measures.

    shit's sick and nasty. tags are fr. give them another read for me pls.. if you don't get down like that, don't click. if you DO get down like that, I hope you love it <3

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    04 Jul 2026

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    After almost 15 years since they first hooked up, getting stuck in traffic wasn’t how Shane had expected to find out about his husband’s new kink.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Shane thinks quickly shutting down the panic attack he had after leaving Ilya’s place in Boston would be enough.

    Tuna melts weren't that big of a deal, were they?

    But the next day, when he is facing the Raiders, and has a certain Captain staring him down, he has no control over it anymore.

    There is only one person who can bring him back from the edge.

    Alternating POV

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    04 Jul 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Biting on his thumb nail, leg nervously bouncing as he hunches over his knees inside the penalty box, Ilya Rozanov scrutinizes with an unwavering gaze at the man who, blatantly and deliberately, ignores him.

    Or, when Ilya loses his mind over Shane not acknowledging his existence.

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    30 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 41

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    It was only a matter of time before one of Buck's sleeves ripped. Buck knew it, everybody at the 118 knew it. Bystanders on the streets of LA knew it.

    But when it actually happens, Buck just wants to know why Eddie is so upset.

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    17 May 2026

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    He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.

    He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”

    Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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    In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.

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    14 May 2026

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    “Eddie? What’s wrong? There’s no way I missed something, look, we went over everything thrice—”

    Oh, god, Buck has retrieved his clipboard from wherever in Eddie’s house he’d stashed it last time. He’s waving it around as he speaks.

    “Information about my spouse,” Eddie says blankly.

    Buck looks confused. He flips through the pages on his clipboard. “No, look, we definitely-”

    “Not Shannon,” Eddie interrupts. “My current spouse.”

    Buck, understandably, looks even more confused. Then he seems to actually comprehend what Eddie is saying, and he shoots him a devastated look. “You’re- you’re married? When? To whom?”

    “I… I didn’t know I was married. I don’t. I don’t think I am? But they seem to think I am. And they think…” Eddie pauses. Wets his lips. “I think… I think they think I’m married to you.”

    Buck and Eddie get married the night of Chimney's bachelor party. Buck and Eddie do not know they got married the night of Chimney's birthday party. At least, they don't until months later, when Chris' new school asks Eddie for documentation of his spouse: one Mr. Buck Diaz.

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    13 May 2026

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    Buck gets into an accident on his way to work in the morning, and before he can explain why he's late, he gets thoroughly chewed out and the rest of his day goes way downhill from there.

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    12 May 2026

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    Buck yanks his boxers down and stands there, in Eddie’s room, nakedly. 

    …What the fuck is he doing? 

    Is his solution to accidentally catching an eyeful of Eddie’s dick to flash him back?

    Stomach swooping, Buck scrambles to pick his briefs back off the floor. At the same moment, the bedroom door cracks open. 

    He hears Eddie’s sharp inhale, head snapping up in time to watch Eddie scramble for the light switch, plunging them into darkness. 

    Fantastic. Now they’re staring at each other in the dark. And Buck’s dick is still out. 

    Alright. Buck can work with this. 

    “Hey, man,” Buck says, feigning nonchalance.

    This is a battlefield. There is no room for modesty.  

    An incredulous giggle slips past Eddie’s lips. “Were, uh. Were you planning on sleeping naked?”

    Or: Buck and Eddie run into each other naked. Several times. For some reason.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Eddie moves back from El Paso but soon after starts acting weird around Buck. Them along with rest of the 118 get invited by Bobby and Athena to their house warming pool party. At the party, Buck tries to have a conversation with Eddie about the way he's acting, but each time they get interrupted. Awkward tensions on the rise.

    That is until they get trapped in a pool house together.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Eddie makes a bitten-off sound and bites his lip again. It’s not enough to distract him, he’s at the stage where he needs a hand between his legs to keep holding. He needs...or...or it’s gonna be inevitable.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Eddie frowns at her through the rearview mirror. “What do you need to be distracted from?” The traffic in front of them is inching forward and Eddie’s car rolls ahead slowly.

    Gwen lets out a long, slightly shaky breath. “The fact that I just spent a week with my homophobic family and now I’m going to go home and tell my best friend I’m in love with her.”

    Eddie stops a little too suddenly, enough that Gwen’s seatbelt tightens and stops her from flopping forward. “Ah.”

    (or, Gwen just needed a ride to the airport. She didn’t mean to trigger a sexuality crisis in her Uber driver. Oops. )

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    28 Apr 2026

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