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    Dennis Whitaker has lived a life full of religious speculation, pain, and chronic depression/anxiety. Growing up the youngest of four in Broken Bow, Nebraska led him into early childhood trauma. In a town that could be dated back to the late 1800's, and hardly had even changed since then, there wasn’t much room for Dennis to become anything other than what his parents wanted him to be, a rancher, just like the rest of his brothers, and his father. When the opportunity to study Theology in college arises, Dennis agrees. A year into his studies, Dennis changes his major to medicine without anyone knowing. When his family receives a letter in the mail stating that Dennis changed his major, he is given two choices. Drop out and accept his godforsaken fate in Nebraska, or leave indefinitely. Choosing the latter, Dennis finds himself homeless while studying medicine. He doesn't let this deter him, and later makes it to his residency at Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center. Now entering his fourth year as a med student, he’s entering his emergency medicine rotation, where he meets his new superiors, Michael Robinavitch, and Jack Abbot.

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    Being wanted isn’t a terrible thing, especially considering Dennis has never really been pursued before. It doesn’t feel uncomfortable. He just doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do when a nice young woman inevitably asks him out to lunch.

    Apologize to her because she’s not a man that’s twice his age?

    Having a secret admirer is a double-edged sword.

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    Dennis had been more than happy pretending to be a Beta. Patches were expensive, and he always felt bad when he slipped a few from the hospital supply. But the momentary guilt and a rash or two were a small price to pay to avoid being an anomaly among his peers. The fact that he got away with the deception for so long was a miracle in and of itself. It was only a matter of time before something like a massive patch recall managed to throw a giant wrench and an inconveniently timed flash heat in Dennis' life. 

    With nowhere to go and no idea what to do, Dennis was forced to accept Dr. Robby and Dr. Abbot's kind offer to wait out his heat in their spare room. And hope that the massive crush he had on the two Alphas didn't make a mess of everything.

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    Dennis Whitaker was raised to believe that suffering meant devotion. Taught that his body was a sin before he was taught how to survive it. Years later, homeless and desperately clawing his way through med school, he is still learning the difference between devotion and punishment. Jack and Robby enter his life without scripture and demands. Everything is wrong.

    or Dennis has a major fear of alphas taking advantage of his situation due to his family teachings which leads to him being unable to see Jack and Robbys good intentions. Lots of patience and lots of love at the end.

    Updates every weekend!

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    07 May 2026

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    More than two years after his wife's death, Jack Abbot feels ready to start dating again. Specifically, he's ready to explore his bisexuality. The only problem is, he's never really been with men before and he's nervous about his lack of experience. When his friend suggests an unconventional solution, Jack goes for it.

    After all, what's the worst that could happen? It's not like he's going to fall in love with the sex worker he's hired to teach him the ropes of gay sex.

    Right?

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    07 May 2026

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    Whitaker avoided Abbot's wide-eyed stare, clearly wishing the floor would swallow him up with it.
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    Or...what if it wasn’t Santos that found Whitaker in that abandoned room.

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    07 May 2026

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    Dr. Robby is too old for this. Too old to be losing sleep over a resident.

    It starts slowly. Favours and conversation. Things that last longer than they should.

    He tells himself it isn’t anything. Just a temporary lapse in judgment. But the way Dennis looks at him makes everything harder.

    And Robby, who has spent his entire life being careful, realizes he may have already passed the line of no return.

     

    Slowburn, the chapters get longer as we go, cuz I get greedy

    ( posting weekly, proofreading when I can, sorry I just wanna go with my stupid stream of thoughts.)

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  8. Public Bookmark 31

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    Dennis has been crushing on Robby since his first day.
    He thought the feelings were reciprocated with all the touching and grabbing, but when he saw how Robby was dating anyone else (only up to 7 weeks at most as well), he realised it was pointless.

    During 4th of July, Dennis finds himself in a room with Abbot.

    Then, Robby was on his 3 month sabbatical, probably hooking up with anyone he saw- doesn't matter, it definitely doesn't upset Dennis

    He swaps to night shift right after and he starts talking to Dr Abbot more and more, Dennis realises he could do WAY better!
    (Al-Hashimi comes in a month before Robby's sabbatical for this fic)

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    07 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 15

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    Dennis really never made decisions that were that awful, except one. Dennis thought sleeping with Park The Shark would get him out of his head.
    Unfortunately having sex with the surgeon that hates you is a pretty terrible decision.

     

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    What started as a quick fuck during his Ortho Rotation, turned into a messy, fucked up Situationship.

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    07 May 2026

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    Dennis has had a crush on his attending, Dr. Robby, since his medical school rotation. Sure, he's heard the rumors that Dr. Robby doesn't do long-term, that all his relationships are on a 7-week timer. But if he's good enough, perfect enough, maybe he can beat the odds?

    When it doesn't work out with Dr. Robby, Dennis switches to the night shift to work with Dr. Abbot, a decision that has far-reaching consequences. But at least he'd never repeat the mistake of hooking up with his boss, right?

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    Two goobers who are convinced that there's no one out there who will truly understand them somehow find each other.

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    07 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 1

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    Dennise esta destrozado por su pasado, la vida lo dejo solo y lo unico que le queda seguir su pequeño sueño de ser medico.
    Michael Robinavitch, simplemente "Robby" para sus compañeros de trabajo, es el jefe de urgencias encargado del nuevo grupo de pasantes.
    Dos corazones y un amor que solo ellos dos pueden entender los aguarda en una nueva etapa en el hospital Pittsburgh.

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    07 May 2026

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    Whitaker goes to visit Emily Werner, the tib-fib replantation, and runs into Doctor Park. Maybe he's exhausted, maybe he's lost his mind, but "fight or flight" is an understatement when he calls the Shark an asshole.

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    07 May 2026

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    After Robby rides off on his sabbatical, Whitaker is doing his best to hide his struggles adjusting to the loss of their messy not-a-relationship. Starting the kinkiest relationship of his life with Park the Shark, was NOT part of the plan.
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    "Up." He orders, and Dennis complying means he ends almost flush against Park's chest.

    And really there are a lot worse places to be.

    For a second Park just stares down at him, watching his Adam's apple bob as he swallows. Then one of his massive hands comes up and wraps itself just above the spot. Not choking, not squeezing, but binding in a way that has Dennis's whole body grow still.

    "Nothing happens until you eat."

    The hand loosens and slips slowly away and Dennis is mortified when he nearly stumbles to chase it.

    This is bad. This is very very bad.

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  14. Public Bookmark 40

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    Dennis finds himself in a toxic, hateful relationship with Park "The Shark"

    Things get out of hand and Dr.Robby steps in to protect his little mouse.

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    07 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 30

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    Dennis Whitaker is upstairs this week for a rotation in Ortho, and he's not pleased about working with his new, temporary boss, the Shark. He slowly realizes that Brendon Park is giving him 'special treatment', and not the good kind. When he feels like he’s drowning in guilt from the situation, one man comes to rescue him.

    Or: A sexually repressed Catholic boy from the sticks learns the difference between being loved and being used.

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    07 May 2026

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    Pope is a frequent flyer in the Pitt, notorious for unsettling the entirety of the staff and only letting Abbot treat him.

    Until Dennis.

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    07 May 2026

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    Any registered nurse or physician found to be administering suppressant medication, or any medication that can be prescribed off-label to induce a suppressant effect, will be terminated immediately and subject to criminal proceedings.

    Protecting Omega Fertility is Everyone's Responsibility. See Something, Say Something.

    When you're one of only a third of the population who can bear children, and you want nothing less, there's little choice but to take the illegal drug, pose as a Beta for your entire life, and deal with the dysphoria, dysregulation and loneliness.

    It's been working out just fine (not fine) for Whitaker so far. He just didn't count on the two Alphas who keep screwing each other in secret to take an interest.

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    07 May 2026

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    “You’re gonna tell me you’ve felt nothing? Nothing from these last ten months?”

    Robby feels like he could die. If Dennis pulled out a gun and shot him in the street Robby would let it happen and bleed out right here on the pavement. He almost wishes he does.

    “I’m twice your age, kid. Doesn’t matter what I’ve felt.”

    Dennis frowns, “M’ not some stupid kid.”

    “I’m your boss.”

    “No, you aren’t.” His voice has some jagged edge to it, harsh, “Not right now. Not tomorrow, or the next day. Not next month. Do you even plan on coming back, Dr. Robby? Or do you plan on getting killed on that fucking bike.”

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    After a chaotic day at the Pitt on the 4th of July, the crew goes out for Javadi's birthday and to celebrate Robby's sabbatical. Dennis especially needs a drink after how Robby has been touching him after he got whacked in the head by a patient.

    Robby later finds himself driving Whitaker home.

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    “Look kid.” Dennis hates when Robby calls him that. Or at least when Robby does it to try and emphasise their age gap. It could be hot if Robby didn’t actually treat him like a kid. Like he is right now. “I’m flattered honestly, but you don’t want to date me.”

    Dennis barely contains a scoff. Crossing his arms he straightens, standing as tall as possible. Their height difference really doesn’t help Dennis, not when Robby is literally looking down at him all the time. “I wouldn’t have asked if I didn’t want to, Robby.”

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    Dennis is sick of Robby not taking his advances seriously, so he advances onto Jack Abbot. It helps that they both enjoy how much Robby hates them interacting

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    07 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 10

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    Jack Abbot has never been particularly lucky.

    He’s lost limb, lost love, and learned to cling to the ledge. How could he have ever anticipated a second chance at happiness?

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    Runaway idea of Jack grappling with all the ways Dennis reminds him of his wife, and all the ways he doesn’t. Both are enough to keep him tossing and turning.

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