emilywithoutY

Red lipstick kiss on paper.



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    A collection of angsty Steve/Bucky canon-verse drabbles and one-shots, on the theme of surrender.
    Because I like my pain in small, exquisite doses.

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    Doc asked about writing, I said it's going good, she said can I see, I said no it’s a journal it’s private, she said so you haven’t been writing, I said I’ve been writing, she said okay I don’t have to read it just flip through the pages, I didn't say anything, she said that’s what I thought James.
     
    A sporadically maintained journal of wanting to die and not dying anyway, and also how hot it is to move to Louisiana in the summer.

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    01 Jan 2024

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    Grounded
    Margo_Kim

  2. Rec 97

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    The worst of times, like the best, are always passing away. How’s that for some consolation on the road?

     

    A post-The Falcon and The Winter Soldier Stucky fix-it as part of the all-American road trip, detours included.

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    02 Jan 2024

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    Lost Vocabularies that Might Express (The Memory of These Broken Impressions)
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    “If you’re gonna stand there admiring your handiwork,” Steve says to the construction paper he’s laying over the hardwood floor, “the least you could do is pitch in.”

    Bucky doesn’t move from the shadows of the window frame. But Steve can see in the dark, too. Can see his suppressed smile tick, then reset.

    There’s a soft whir as he points at the kitchen island, where the granite countertop is cracked down the middle. Then a Steve-sized hole in the living room drywall.

    “That was all you,” he says, before picking up a drop cloth off the floor and covering Steve’s couch.

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    04 Apr 2024

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    Steve Rogers is a seasoned activist and not at all afraid to get arrested while protesting the building of a pipeline. HOWEVER he is TERRIFIED when he realizes he’ll be chained to the same backhoe as Bucky “very handsome southern boy who also plays guitar and struts like a panther in his very tight, worn thin blue jeans” Barnes.

    Our brave, tiny Steve will find out once and for all: Can you catch on fire from blushing over your crush?

    May Contain: Extended descriptions of how to get arrested while chained to a backhoe, copious amounts of sisters, Appalachian accents, cheerful silliness interspersed with tragic background realness. Pining with a happy ending. Chicken related controversy.

    Tragic background realness mainly consists of parents passing away, because who doesn’t love adult orphans. Discussion of funerals. Very brief homophobic interaction in chapter 18 (marked in the chapter intro notes). There is no violence, but there are a few moments where you might think there might be violence. Overall this is a romance not a gritty, hard hitting documentary.

    If I missed any potential triggers I always appreciate being told as I know what it's like to have my day/etc ruined by something in a fic.

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    27 Jan 2024

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    Backhoe by Zenaida

  5. Rec 73

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    Did he mean to—did Steve know, during that long march back from Azzano, that he slept the whole night with a hand through the open neckline of Bucky’s shirt? Each time Bucky woke, heart racing, he felt that heavy, certain weight against his chest and remembered who he was, and where he was supposed to be.

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    Bucky wanders between DC and Bucharest trying to understand himself, outrun his ghosts, and hide Steve from both.

    Steve won’t let him. And certain ghosts won’t let up.

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    01 Jan 2024

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    dharmashark