19 Bookmarks by enderash
List of Bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
When Eddie moves to Los Angeles, it’s for three reasons: to be closer to the ocean (and further from his parents), because he’s gotten a divorce and full custody of his son, and because he’s come out. LA feels like the perfect place for him and Christopher to start over—and that’s exactly what they do.
Or
Probie Eddie meets his Captain’s son, Buck who’s a teacher at his son’s school and the story goes from there.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,751
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 168
- Kudos:
- 2,167
- Bookmarks:
- 443
- Hits:
- 34,263
Bookmarked by enderash
10 Jun 2025
-
I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
Tags
Summary
A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
or
Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
Series
- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 128,883
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 1,224
- Kudos:
- 7,254
- Bookmarks:
- 2,569
- Hits:
- 204,351
Bookmarked by enderash
13 May 2024
-
Tags
Summary
eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
Series
- Part 1 of tell me about despair
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 148,982
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 1,386
- Kudos:
- 5,416
- Bookmarks:
- 2,441
- Hits:
- 143,342
Bookmarked by enderash
12 May 2024
-
Tags
Summary
A Soulmate was a definitive thing. And a Freezing soul only meant one thing:
Your Soulmate doesn’t want you. And without their love, without their acceptance, you’ll die.
At first, Buck didn’t realize why he was so cold. But it was true; because of this dumb lawsuit, Eddie rejected him. Buck would die. Buck was dying.
He was nothing to anyone. He’d fade away, freezing from the inside out, ice in his veins, in his soul. And no one would even care.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,461
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 563
- Kudos:
- 8,863
- Bookmarks:
- 1,847
- Hits:
- 133,825
Bookmarked by enderash
11 May 2024
-
Tags
Summary
"Hear me out," Buck said. "Clearly, both of us are sick of dating other people. And we're a good fit, in pretty much every way that matters. So what if we're not in love? We don't need to be in love to be happy together."
Eddie frowned. "So basically, we'd be boyfriends, without benefits?"
"Yes!" Buck snapped his fingers. "Like platonic boyfriends! We'd get all the benefits of a relationship and none of the heartbreak."
And maybe Eddie had finally lost his mind, or maybe it was from all the alcohol clouding his judgment, but the idea of it didn't sound half as crazy as it should have.
***
After Buck’s and Eddie’s dates both end with disasters – proving once again that maybe dating just wasn’t meant for them – they decide to simply settle for each other. If there was one person in the world they'd ever trust with their hearts, it was each other. And who was a better person to date other than your very own best friend?Series
- Part 1 of What's love?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 134,079
- Chapters:
- 30/30
- Comments:
- 3,089
- Kudos:
- 12,468
- Bookmarks:
- 3,360
- Hits:
- 430,365
Bookmarked by enderash
11 May 2024
-
Bookmarked by enderash
27 Mar 2024
-
Maddie, May I? by carrieluvshstpr (solarpunkdreamz)
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
23 Dec 2025
Tags
Summary
In the Osemanverse, Nick and Charlie were everyone’s evidence that soul mates truly exist.
But what if their teenage friendship never began?
Would that be the end of Nick and Charlie?A small twist of fate tweaks the Osemanverse and Nick and Charlie’s blossoming friendship is cut short, sending the boys down completely different paths.
Now, ten years later, the universe brings Nick and Charlie back together. Will they prove to be soul mates after all? Or have the experiences of the past ten years changed them in ways too difficult to overcome?
And what of the mysterious woman in Nick’s life…
Will she drive Nick and Charlie apart?
Or could she possibly bring them even closer together?- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 273,917
- Chapters:
- 33/40
- Comments:
- 1,938
- Kudos:
- 3,370
- Bookmarks:
- 511
- Hits:
- 247,551
Bookmarked by enderash
03 Sep 2023
-
Tags
Summary
When Steve applies for a summer camp per Dustin's request, he doesn’t expect to have the most interesting summer of his life.
Featuring a sulky metalhead who hates Steve for no reason, eight kids set on driving Steve to an early grave, Robin Buckley’s ability to charm any girl she wants, and Steve’s bisexual disaster/dream/nightmare.
But hey, that’s what summer camp is all about. Right?
Series
- Part 1 of CFCU (Camp Folktale Cinematic Universe)
-
i could be your best yet future favorite regret (do you feel it too?) by blxcat
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
16 Nov 2022
Tags
Summary
Just a classic wrong number!AU.
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
charlie (10:19) you’re right, i have the wrong number
WRONG new number (10:20) It’s okay, don’t worry!!! It was actually quite funny
WRONG new number (10:21) Even though you called me a bitch and made fun of my favourite movies…
charlie (10:22) OMG I’M SO SORRY
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
Series
- Part 1 of the telephone series
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 34,540
- Chapters:
- 31/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,661
- Kudos:
- 2,781
- Bookmarks:
- 440
- Hits:
- 84,498
Bookmarked by enderash
16 Jun 2022
-
Bookmarked by enderash
23 Sep 2021
-
Bookmarked by enderash
11 Sep 2021
-
All is Fair in Love and Football by orphan_account
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
18 Jan 2022
Tags
Summary
The first time George Vincent meets Dream, the latter is passed out on the grass outside a college apartment in nothing but his boxers, the beer can in his hand leaking into the dirt.
Charming.
In which George is the captain of the cheer team, Dream is an up and coming football star, and George spends a great deal of time avoiding said up and coming football star like the plague.
-
Tags
Summary
The funny thing about being frozen is, it makes your cheeks blush harder, your lips flush brighter, your eyes see clearer. But to get there, you have to wade through a shit-ton of ice.
or, George can't express his feelings out loud, so he writes a letter to Dream
Bookmarked by enderash
21 Jun 2021
-
Bookmarked by enderash
12 Feb 2021
-
Public Bookmark 392
Mystery Work
Part of Taken down
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by enderash
09 Feb 2021
-
Tags
Summary
Statistically, it made sense that it was his name on the paper that had been pulled. He was eighteen, after all, so that was already seven entries. Add on the tesserae for himself, his mother, his father, and his two younger brothers, and that added an extra twenty-eight entries. Thirty-five slips of paper with George Davidson written on them. It was simple math.
George hated statistics.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,189
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 247
- Kudos:
- 2,701
- Bookmarks:
- 299
- Hits:
- 26,379
Bookmarked by enderash
29 Jan 2021
-
Bookmarked by enderash
13 Jan 2021
-
[message redacted] by justyouraverageloser
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
18 Feb 2021
Tags
Summary
Dream gets a girl's number and thinking he hit the jackpot, texts it as soon as he gets home. Who knew it wasn't hers, and who would've ever thought he'd get attached to this person he doesn't even know the name of?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,002
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 1,345
- Kudos:
- 6,541
- Bookmarks:
- 585
- Hits:
- 75,801
Bookmarked by enderash
21 Dec 2020
-
Tags
Summary
Day 3: Flowers
“I promise you. I promise I’ll come back.”
He promises, George thinks wistfully. He promises such a thing- to offer George with his word on something, to uphold it. It’s as if he’s saying that he’ll give the world to him, just for him. But somewhere is the lingering thought in George's mind is that he won't come back. That the cruel war that had riddled their land will take him too, and he will be left aching and worry-worn. George shivers at the thought. Of a life without him.
“You promise?"
That you’ll come home to me?
And as if he heard those unspoken words. Dream beams at him.
“I promise. You won’t even notice that I was gone, my love.”
George lets out a wet and broken laugh at the overly romantic pet name that he associates with his beloved. Dream does so too, before pulling him back into his embrace.
They stay there for a bit. The war can wait.
“I promise I’ll be waiting.”
(or, the war au with letters and oscar wilde quotes.)
Series
- Part 3 of Dteam Prompt Week [september]
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,038
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 33
- Comments:
- 2,780
- Kudos:
- 17,799
- Bookmarks:
- 4,272
- Hits:
- 407,708
Bookmarked by enderash
21 Dec 2020