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    Something has changed, though, like they've taken a step past friendship, but haven't reached whatever's beyond yet — still half-covered by an umbrella, yet to step fully into the rain.

    (Or, Touya struggles in wanting to kiss Akito.)

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    26 Sep 2025

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    tfw your highschool ex (who youre TOTALLY over) becomes the most famous idol of all time and you're the #1 top-charted streamer

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    Love is forged in distance and yearning and music.

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    17 Sep 2025

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    Even something as small as a kiss can change everything, and Akito is about to learn that the hard way.

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    01 Sep 2025

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    “Wait.” Akito blurts. “Did you give my friends weed brownies?”

    Kaito gasps, affronted. “No!” He cries. “I would never! That’s illegal! You’re kid- well,” he pauses, considering. “Does a SEKAI abide by Japanese law, or are we out of that jurisdiction?”

    Akito stares at him dumbly, and wonders just whose feelings are responsible for making Kaito the way that he is.

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    01 Sep 2025

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    And if I may ask of that blossoming attachment inside of you - just consume me whole.

     

    Akito accidentally tells Toya he loves him, and An won't let him live it down.

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    01 Sep 2025

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    This was far from the first time Dazai spent time in a mental institution. The inpatient facility was more like a second home at this point. He wasn't expecting anything different from usual when he was admitted yet again. But a short redhead with anger issues had the potential to save Dazai from this monotonous torture.

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    29 Aug 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 4

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    in which;

    a young writer stumbles upon a melodious voice

    can dan heng handle his ever-growing feelings for his classmate caelus?

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    27 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 34

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    “I’m not singin’ for the likes of you,” Chuuya answers anyway, “And settle down, you’re gonna aggravate your injuries.”

    You’re gonna aggravate your injuries,” Dazai mocks, with the poorest imitation of his accent he’s ever heard. “How ‘bout I aggravate you.”

    The mafioso has to bite his lips to prevent more laughter, “You really don’t hear a word you’re saying, do you?”

    A mission with Dazai is always bound to be an eventful one, so it’s no surprise when the man ends up injured and unconscious on a rookie level job. Now it’s Chuuya’s responsibility to look after him until backup arrives, and strangely, he doesn’t want to punch Dazai’s brains out.

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    16 Aug 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 21

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    The rockstar let go of the guitar, letting it lay idly against his chest as he took the microphone in both hands. "Alright, last song, folks," he said. Dazai wondered with mild awe how his voice could sound so normal after hours of high-pressure singing, much worse than Dazai had endured, with his music taste which included everything but rock – ironic, really, given his taste in men, or rather, man. But then again, Chuuya was used to the voice exercise.

    "This one is a cover, actually. It's not a rock song, believe it or not... But it's one that's special to me, and it's for a person who's special to me too." Dazai sucked in his breath. It had to be about Ane-san, right? Or else... Kyouka-chan? Both of those were public relationships – everyone knew about Chuuya's older and younger sister. It couldn't be about him... Could it?

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    Rockstar/UpcomingPerformer AU (with focus on the rockstar)

    Naturally, Dazai steals Chuuya's guitar (a picture-perfect loving boyfriend, isn't he?).
    As naturally, Chuuya... dedicates a song to him??

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    28 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 54

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    Maybe it’s not a word that mere mortals could come up with to describe it. The way they know each other like the back of their hands, every scar and memory, the way no one else will understand. The layers of their relationship, built upon trust and betrayal and trust despite, and what that means for them.

    Is it forgiveness for Chuuya to let Dazai into his apartment, when they’re so different now?

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    or, Dazai stays the night and cuddles with Chuuya on accident. He has a few thoughts on that.

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    26 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 7

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    (Title from Alfie Jukes’ ‘Amsterdam’)

    Racing prodigy Stelle Akivili is nothing short of a Trailblazer. She knows that reaching the elusive pinnacle of the sport will be no small task — especially when she’s competing with Dan Heng, her mysterious and cold teammate with a hunger for victory.

    Phainon Elysiae of Flame Chase Racing knows better than anyone how the high intensity of the sport can bring people together.

    Mydeimos Kremnos knows how it can tear them apart.

    [ON TEMPORARY HIATUS]

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    21 Jul 2025

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    peak

  12. Public Bookmark 21

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    Nikolai Gogol is a relatively average student attending an art school in Moscow, doing his very best to leave his ‘Class Clown’ reputation behind in Ukraine. By a twist of fate, he ends up striking up a friendship with a fellow painter, Fyodor Dostoevsky, as they team up to survive their introductory painting class together.

    From accidental bird adoption to grumpy new roommates, they stick together and stick it out, learning and growing together not just as artists, but as people too.

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    20 Jul 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    Toya has been spending a lot of time around girls lately. Akito doesn’t care in the slightest.

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    09 Jul 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 11

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    Tighnari rapped his knuckle against Kaveh’s temple, frowning. Of course I do. I love you. I’m not letting you die. Call me cruel.

    I wouldn’t, Kaveh replied. He cracked a smile so genuine it hurt his teeth. I’d call you my saviour.

    Those who loved him lifted him out of the void.

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    05 Jul 2025

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    “Four months from now will be the seven year anniversary of when you and Osamu Dazai released your hugely successful first and only album Double Black and its diamond single Corruption. After performing with Dazai earlier this year, are you planning anything special to celebrate?”

    “Corruption is insanely overrated, and I would prefer to never hear Dazai’s voice for the rest of my fucking life.”

    gorgeous art by @Letnia919 and liz

     

    [Russian Translation]
    [Vietnamese Translation-Facebook]
    [Vietnamese Translation-Wordpress]

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    23 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 40

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    You Huo rolled his eyes, "Leave 154 alone. The fact that he likes 922 more than you probably says something about your personality.”

    Qin Jiu looked up mid-sip from his morning coffee, blinking at You Huo, before putting his cup down. He reached up, pulling on You Huo’s tie and tugging him down to eye level, “And who’s the one who’s dating the one with this kind of personality?”

    “Fuck off.” You Huo stared at Qin Jiu directly in the eye.


    For JiuHuoWeek2023 on Twitter!
    Day 4: Domestic Fluff

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    06 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 10

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    Frances doesn't know what she's doing. She thinks she's trying to prove something, but that might just be something she's telling herself to keep from leaving this stupid house party.

    She wants to go home.

    She wants Aled.

    When did those two things become synonymous?

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    27 May 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 36

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    Selfishly, disgustingly, he really likes Tsukasa. This is just like the Chernobyl disaster, he thinks sourly, barely disguising his panic. This is just like when they dropped the bomb on Hiroshima. This is a disaster because Rui cannot be in love with Tsukasa. Anyone but him. He’d ruin anyone else with his parasitical self, but not Tsukasa.

    “最初から君を好きにならなきゃ良かった?” I wish I hadn’t fallen in love with you.

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    Rui is good at making observations. There are some things he wishes he didn't observe.

    Case and point: His very clear feelings for Tsukasa.

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    25 May 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 8

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    Kohane's Valentine make up contest ended with a victory. But it left Touya with questions he isn't sure how to answer, and ones he doesn't know if he wants answered.

    Touya realising she maybe, just maybe, is a trans girl...

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    18 May 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 36

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    Kaveh has tried many times to fall in love. And just as many times, he's failed. Now, an upcoming festival may force him to admit to himself that he doesn't feel it - not the romantic kind, at least. And then there are his growing feelings for Alhaitham, which certainly aren't romantic, but aren't entirely platonic, either.

    And Alhaitham? He just wants to be close to Kaveh, but that seems impossible when Kaveh keeps misinterpreting his gestures.

    (A fic about queerplatonic Alhaitham and Kaveh!)

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    18 May 2025

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