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    When Shane mentioned that he would like to try weed, he expected Ilya to disregard it. Imagine his surprise when Ilya shows up a few weeks later in a fancy car with some surprises in the glove box.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    14 Feb 2026

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    After an injury takes Shane's memory, Ilya is left as the only one who remembers.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Ilya thinks about the last night they spent together, thinks about Shane splayed out on a hotel mattress pleading for his touch, thinks about how they hadn’t even kissed, and it starts as a strange little tickle in the back of his throat. Barely-there. He could ignore it if he wanted.

    Then the intensity grows, flourishes into full-blow irritation, and suddenly he’s sputtering on his Coke and attracting the attention of the woman in the first-class seat across the aisle from him. He thinks it’s just some odd coughing fit, or that he inhaled his soda on accident, so he’s shocked when he feels something soft and smooth and triangular against his tongue.

    It’s not until he spits the object into the napkin he’d received with his drink that he can see what it is: a long, thin, green leaf. A sepal.

    As soon as Ilya realizes what he’s looking at, he’s flooded with dread.

    Ilya's known these feelings were doomed from the start. He never thought they'd literally kill him.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    The breath that Shane expels feels like the last straw. Ilya is so fucking tired of guessing. Wondering what he did wrong and how he can make it right. A pit forms in his stomach every time Shane looks at him like that. Like he’s done. Like he’s tired. Like he’s one stupid comment away from kicking Ilya out entirely.

    It’s not what Ilya should feel when in proximity to his husband. This shaken, tense situation is beyond fucked. Maybe it makes him a child that he hasn’t asked Shane point blank what is going on yet. Maybe it makes him a coward.

    Shane and Ilya spend a tense evening together.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Draco Malfoy might not be a killer, but it turns out he's an effective painkiller. If stopping pain was all Draco's touch did, things might not be so complicated, but either way Harry can't afford to be choosy.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Harry’s not the kind of person who pays for sex. He really isn’t. Until he is.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    For a long time, Castiel thought that every earthly possession other than the immediately necessary was excess to requirement. But Dean – Dean who named his car, who keeps a photograph of his mother in his wallet, some thirty-plus years after her death, who still has the crumpled ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign with a sleeping pelican emblazoned on it from the Microtel outside of Roanoke where he first kissed Castiel, clumsy and unsure, under the unsteady fluorescence of an exhausted bathroom bulb – is sentimental.

    It puzzles Castiel, where Dean draws the line between what is meaningful and what it is worthless.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    The briefing was simple: ‘Stand guard over the Michael Sword until the battle is ready to commence. Await further instructions.’

    Castiel doesn’t mind working security duty; he was briefed shortly after the initial salvation of the Sword from the pit, and again before taking up his position. He knows what to do. However, it’s easy to forget that the green room isn’t real. Time moves differently there, the space ever-changing to make a prison of mountains, cathedrals, salt flats, orchards, and whatever Castiel was led to believe about Heaven’s greatest weapon—Dean Winchester is something entirely unexpected.

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    16 Dec 2025

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    “We should go on a date. You and me.”

    Castiel wishes he could see Dean’s face. He wishes he had any idea what to say.

    “I’m asking you out, Cas.”

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    16 Dec 2025

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    No one ever tells Dean anything.

    (or: Dean Winchester and the not-relationship crisis of 2014)

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    16 Dec 2025

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    The mission resets abruptly, from objective: kill to objective: protect

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    15 Dec 2025

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    Steve gets out of the hospital in two days, but just barely. “I’m fine,” he tells Sam, Nurse Eunjung and the phalanx of doctors assigned to make sure Captain America didn’t bleed out and die and get bad PR all over their nice clean hospital. “I have an advanced healing factor. It’s fine. See? I’m standing.”

    “That is not standing,” Sam tells him.

    “You’re bending the IV stand,” Nurse Eunjung adds pointedly. “Let go and sit down, they don’t grow on trees.”

     
    aka Steve and Bucky's Global Honeymoon Revenge World Tour.

    Podfic of this story available by the incredible quietnight!

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    15 Dec 2025

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    Dean can't sleep. Cas offers to tire him out.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    "Deano," Donna says brightly. She must still be at the office; the white noise behind her is all hushed voices and keyboard clacks. "I was kind of surprised to hear from you. Word is you're on the wrong side of the law these days."

    "You know me," Dean says, sighing. "I'm always in a reasonable amount of trouble."

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    15 Dec 2025

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    In which Castiel teaches poetry to fish. Also, himself. Also, eventually, Dean.

    (A series-long story, diverging slightly from canon after S14.)

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    15 Dec 2025

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    Following the death of his wife, John Winchester became New England's most notorious Witchfinder, taking his sons up and down the land to burn out evil. Dean has always sought to follow in his father's footsteps, and rid the world of the wickedness which killed his mother.

    But on returning to their hometown, John senses the corruption of magic everywhere, while Sam is fascinated by it. Dean must toil to save his brother's soul from hell, as well as from their father's wrath. To do so, he pursues the man he suspects of leading his brother astray—a man who lives alone, on the wide, dark lake which sits at the feet of the town. But Dean's pursuit turns inch by inch into obsession. As the insatiable hunger in him grows, he is followed by horrors of the town which had, secret and unspoken, lain for decades under fathoms of dark water.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    It’s the Dumbledore’s Army Reunion Holiday, and Harry’s found himself in hot water with his friends once again, after telling them he has a boyfriend he definitely does not have. In an attempt to fix things, he’s made it his colleague on Level Nine, Draco Malfoy’s problem too. Featuring a ski chalet in Switzerland, a pair of bunk beds, and an agreement that should’ve been simple, were it not for all the bloody feelings getting in the way.

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    05 Sep 2025

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    Since the war, Harry Potter has gone from Saviour to Scoundrel—not that he’s complaining.

    With a schedule full of gorgeous men, alcohol, and late nights, why would he want to change? Enter Draco Malfoy: beautiful, sharp, and completely untouchable. When Draco comes to Harry with a proposition to help him attract an engagement, Harry’s up for it—after all, how hard can it be not falling for his former nemesis?

    Very hard, apparently.

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    04 Sep 2025

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    Harry and his partner are called to investigate a murder that occurred at an exclusive getaway hosted by Muggle patrician Robert Morton in his own house. The surviving six people are now both witnesses and suspects. There is just one problem for Harry: Draco Malfoy is one of them.

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    04 Sep 2025

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