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Model Eddie Diaz is advised by his manager to find someone to date to promote an upcoming magazine photoshoot. He's caught off guard when his manager suggests he date the photographer of his shoot, Buck. Buck agrees to the plan, but he doesn't expect for their pretend relationship to turn into something very real.
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23 Mar 2023
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It starts with a headache.
It starts with a headache. And it ends as he falls to the ground, lock jawed, the world fading away.
. . .
Look.
Buck knows as well as anyone the dangers of repeated concussions. He was a college football player; he’s followed the development of the concussion stories as they’ve come out. And yeah, between his childhood recklessness (which has bled into adult recklessness), a few workplace incidents including a notable day with a hoarder house and a bowling ball, and his general affinity for being caught in unfortunate positions, he figures he’s had his fair share of concussions. But they’ve never really been in such close succession that he’s worried about them.
Not really.
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31 Dec 2022
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i'll admit i never saw you coming, now i see your colors running by differentsnowflake
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
26 Jul 2022
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Eddie thought it would be easier.
He has Buck now, and he's never letting him go. But dating is- complicated in a way it wasn't supposed to be.
First, there's the fact that they don't know who they're supposed to tell. They don't know if they should tell Bobby or Chim or Maddie or- god, Chris. Eddie doesn't know how to act now- doesn't know when he's supposed to kiss Buck and when he's just supposed to pat his back and give him a hopeful smile.
They've been friends for so long the shift between them it's almost invisible, a step forward so awkwardly taken, full of fear and repression and nervousness. Eddie hates that dating Buck involves so much- thinking.
But it's worth it.Or, Eddie has spent so long thinking about kissing Buck that he never dared to imagine what would happen after. Now, he gets to keep secrets, come out to everyone, dance in the kitchen, deal with the consequences of dating a coworker, come up with petnames, face years of fear and repression, and slowly learn to go from having a best friend to having a boyfriend. At least he gets to do it with Buck.
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- Part 1 of won't you take your time on me?
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22 Dec 2022
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“I’m not leaving you, Buck.” Eddie says with a tired sigh, like he’s struggling with the weight of the world and Buck’s the one who put it there. “Just switching jobs, that’s all.”
That’s all?, Buck wants to scream, because every relationship he has is tied to the job in some way, and first Maddie left, and then it was Chimney, and now it’s Eddie. But he doesn’t scream, because that would be a little bit too tragic, even for him, and nods instead. Bites his tongue. Pretends that he isn't falling apart where he's stood.
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Or, set post season 5A, where Buck is alone, and angry, and exhausted, but mostly terrified that everyone he loves is slowly slipping away from him.
**rated mature for heavy themes**
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10 Nov 2022
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There’s mud on his hands. There’s mud on his hands and he has to dig deeper, quicker, because Eddie is forty feet beneath him and surely he can’t breathe because the well is gone and Eddie is gone and Buck can’t follow him.
“Eddie,” his throat feels raw, the words wrong to his ears, “Eddie.”
“Yeah,” Eddie says, holding onto him, “I'm right here, Buck, I’m right here.”
“I can’t—” Buck breaks off, his trembling, dirty hand in the air and Eddie must understand because he takes Buck's hand without question and pulls it to his chest, right over his heart.
{or five times Buck needs to feel Eddie's heartbeat and the one time Eddie needs to feel his}
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16 Oct 2022
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After the tsunami, Buck convinces the LAFD to upskill firefighters in swift water rescue skills and so the 118 go on a white-water rafting trip. Team building and pranks happen – and some other things too.
Set in some nebulous time before S5.
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14 Oct 2022
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In a world where soulmates can feel each other’s pain, Wilson had always grown up wondering if he really had a soulmate. Sure, he could feel the occasional twinge like that of a bruise or cut without actually seeing one, but he had always chalked those up to random aches and pains that everybody got.
Wilson would keep this mindset until both he and House begin feeling agonizing leg pain, and a realization dawning from it causes Wilson’s entire life and well-being to change forever.
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08 Jun 2022
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A series about what we could have had if Sanders adopted Michael like he wanted.
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19 Feb 2022
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the impossible replication of desire by lostin_space
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
15 Mar 2021
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Michael, what are you‒”
Alex froze as he turned to the work table. Michael stood by it, eyes wide, lips parted, and his hand a new piece of alien tech Alex didn’t recognize. He looked catatonic and Alex could feel his heart thumping in his ears.
“Michael?”
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The one where alien science makes Michael and Alex share a body.
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01 Feb 2022
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sometimes letting go is part of loving, (but I never want to) by itsmylifekay
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
05 Jul 2019
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In the wake of Michael and Maria and alien conspiracies, Alex is just trying to keep moving forward, to do what he can to fix the mess his life has become. That generally means avoiding Michael. Unfortunately, the universe has other plans.
Or, five time Michael holds on and one time he doesn't.
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28 Jan 2022
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Alex comes to the Airstream at midnight; he just wants to sleep.
Pre-1x9
The title is from: https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/54643/romantics
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27 Jan 2022
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“What’s with the cane?” Michael blurts out.
“New prosthetic chaffed,” Alex says, “it’ll heal soon.”Well Michael can take that as a comforting thought in the afterlife since seeing Alex with a cane and his dress blues is going to kill him.
“Shit,” he says, “you got a new one?”
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12 Jan 2022
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my soul is tired (and calls out for yours) by see_addy_write
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
21 Apr 2019
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"But going back hasn’t been an option since Alex was seventeen, when he fell in love with Guerin the first time. That kiss at the museum had ascertained that Alex would never be able to let go of his feelings for Michael for any reason, no matter how noble it was — and the truth of the matter is that Alex wants to let Michael into the less romantic parts of his life. Because he knows that opening himself up and offering Michael the most vulnerable parts of himself is the only way to keep him, to prove that Michael trust him in return, after far too many mistakes and heartbreaks. Laying himself bare is the only way they’re ever going to move past this awkward phase somewhere between cosmic love and tentative friendship, and though Alex has never been so frightened in his life, he takes the first step by unlocking the door."
Post 1X12; written before the finale.
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11 Jan 2022
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After everything with Max and Michael and Maria is sorted out, Alex is still trying to fight his own battles. Unfortunately, casualties are often a part of the mix.
"Max Evans wasn’t who Alex expected to be speaking to at the very end, but he supposed he wasn’t in a position to complain. Nothing in life had been how he expected, anyway. Not really."
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13 Dec 2021
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Michael stares at Kyle. “But I’m a guy! How can I be pregnant?”
Kyle looks embarrassed. “Well, you appear to have a fully functioning set of female reproductive organs—or, I mean, like, the kind of reproductive organs that are associated with a double X-chromosome in humans, so I’d assume that you probably became pregnant when semen was introduced into your reproductive tract—”
“Jesus Christ, Kyle!” says Michael. He could have happily lived the rest of his life without ever hearing Kyle Valenti say the words “semen” and “reproductive tract.”
Kyle’s eyes widen. “Have you been having unprotected sex?”
“Oh my God, I am not having this conversation with you!”
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27 Nov 2021
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During the lost decade, Alex gets Michael pregnant and Michael doesn't see or hear from him again for the next four and a half years. When Alex comes back to town, he discovers he has a daughter with Michael and they all have to figure out how to be a family.
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04 Nov 2021
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SuperWing, Stucky and SlaDick, Oh My! by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
18 Jul 2019
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“Well,” Nightwing said with an awkward laugh, “this is embarrassing. You are definitely not the Superman I was expecting.”
“You mean I almost missed out on having Nightwing leap into my waiting arms?” Derek asked teasingly. He couldn’t help it, the guy was adorable, and while he wasn’t exactly light, he already knew it was all muscle. This guy definitely worked out.
Nightwing let out a loud, boisterous laugh that had people around them turn to look, but he just grinned down at Derek before speaking.
“In that case, didn’t mean to keep you waiting.” He waggled his eyebrows and Derek let out a small huff of a laugh. “I should probably, uh—get down.”
“Probably.”
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21 Sep 2021
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It’s Not Pretend When It’s Real by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella) for Swlfangirl
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
27 Jul 2020
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“At least we got this far,” Stiles argued. “Could’ve been worse. For now, they know he’s taken by someone in the pack.”
“Mm hm,” Lydia said, giving him a look. “You realize that you are now going to have to pretend to date Derek, right?”
Stiles rolled his eyes. “Oh no, what a hardship. That sucks, boo hoo.” He motioned Derek emphatically. “He’s like, my best friend.”
“Hey!” Scott insisted.
“He’s like, my second best friend,” Stiles amended. “It’s fine, we’ll figure it out. Right?” He turned to grin at Derek, who was scowling at him.
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29 May 2021
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“Oh!” He turned to Stiles. “Is he your new bodyguard?”
Derek saw Stiles stiffen at that, wondering why, but before Stiles could open his mouth to insist that, why yes, Derek was his bodyguard like the brat he was, Derek spoke first.
“I’m Mieczyslaw Stilinski’s bodyguard.”
The confused look that crossed Scott’s face now was kind of annoying. Scott looked at Stiles, then back at Derek, and then at Stiles again.
“I see…?”
(SNYE - January 27th - Bodyguards)
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- Part 27 of Sterek New Year's Extravaganza
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26 May 2021
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Business Skype by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella) for pandane
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
10 Feb 2019
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He was positive the elevator doors hadn’t even fully opened yet when he heard the voice, someone literally standing right in his path and instantly demanding his attention.
“Have you met the hot new guy?” Erica Reyes demanded, blocking his exit.
He gave her an unimpressed look at the question. He still had his coat on, he was holding a coffee, he’d literally just arrived at work after two weeks off, and he wasn’t even out of the elevator yet.
“Hi Erica,” he said dryly. “My vacation was great, thanks for asking. Got a lot of rest and relaxation. I missed you while I was away, you didn’t text me as much as you said you would, we should grab lunch together later.”
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25 May 2021