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technical difficulties by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
13 Feb 2026
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- Holly Grover/Jeremy | Jerma985
- Jeremy | Jerma985
- Holly Grover
- (referred to as monica)
- chat as an entity
- Exhibitionism
- Bondage
- Accidental Bondage
- Tentacle Sex
- Sort Of
- Tickling
- Nipple Play
- Dream Sex
- Silly
Summary

j gets tangled up in chat's shenanigans :P

inspired by pylo's art!!

Language:

English

Words:

1,266

Chapters:

1/1

Kudos:

12

Hits:

284
haircut by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
08 Feb 2026
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- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy | Jerma985
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jenna Harrington
- Jeremy | Jerma985 & Steven Serge | STAR_
- Jeremy | Jerma985
- Steven Serge | STAR_
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Jenna Harrington
- Wedding Planning
- Gender Dysphoria
- Banter
- Bickering
- :)
- Domestic Bliss
- Cuddling & Snuggling
- Hair-pulling
- Crossdressing
- Mild S&M
- Biting
- Rimming
- Anal Fingering
- Bad Dirty Talk
- Anal Sex
- Aftercare
- Coming Out
- Changes to Gender or Sex
- Cheesy
Summary

jeremy tries to find suitable wedding attire and fails (and fails and fails)

Language:

English

Words:

8,334

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

14

Kudos:

15

Hits:

178
honeymoon suite by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
23 Jan 2026
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- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Blaire | QTCinderella/Jeremy | Jerma985
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy | Jerma985
- Ludwig Ahgren/Blaire | QTCinderella
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy | Jerma985/Blaire | QTCinderella
- Jeremy | Jerma985
- Blaire | QTCinderella (Video Blogging RPF)
- Ludwig Ahgren
- TwitchCon
- Cheating
- cheating triangle lol
- referencing nyp + hey donna
- Miscommunication
- Public Display of Affection
- Kissing
- Drunken Kissing
- Bickering
- Cuddling & Snuggling
- just sorta silly :3
- Groping
- :P
Summary

jeremy visits his boyfriend and girlfriend :) everything goes well because they are great at communication

Language:

English

Words:

4,179

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

2

Kudos:

13

Hits:

125
left it warm for me by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
16 Oct 2025
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- Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy | Jerma985
- Ludwig Ahgren/Blaire | QTCinderella
- Holly Grover/Jeremy | Jerma985
- Ludwig Ahgren/Original Male Character(s)
- Ludwig Ahgren/Aiden McCaig
- Ludwig Ahgren/Holly Grover
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Jeremy | Jerma985
- Blaire | QTCinderella (Video Blogging RPF)
- Holly Grover
- (referred to as monica)
- Anthony Bruno | slime_machine
- Original Male Character(s)
- Aiden McCaig
- Cannibalism Play
- Cannibalistic Thoughts
- Post-Break Up
- Mental Instability
- Murder Kink
- Experimental Style
- (2nd + 3rd person pov switching and lots of texting. it gets weird)
- Tags Contain Spoilers
- Mutual Masturbation
- Fantasizing
- Orgasm Edging
- Self-Harm
- Boss/Employee Relationship
- (let's pretend offbrand still exists)
- Feeding Kink
- Sexting
- Cheating
- Drunk Sex
- Recreational Drug Use
- Biting Kink
- Wet Dream
- ludwig ahgren is a big whore
- Awkward Dates
- Trust Issues
- fast 52
- Blow Jobs
- Being Walked in On
- Guro
- Blood Drinking
- Blood Kink
- Vomit Mention
- Heavy Drinking
- Dubcon Kissing
- dubcon that isn't dubcon that is dubcon.. smiles
- Cock & Ball Torture
- a little :P
- Dick Biting
- BDSM
- Come Sharing
- Anal Sex
- Switching
- Mental Breakdown
- Heavy Angst
- Mentions of Cancer
- Cannibalism
- Surreal
- Bathing Together
- :)....
- Cutting
- Assisted Suicide
- consensual murder
- consensual cannibalism
- Necrophilia
- Graphic Description of Corpses
- Delusions
- Depression
- Wound Fucking
- somewhat...
- Vaginal Sex
- Murder
Summary

ludwig has a hunger that he just can’t kick.
loosely inspired by the 2001 armin meiwes case

Language:

English

Words:

52,698

Chapters:

7/7

Comments:

23

Kudos:

27

Bookmarks:

4

Hits:

839
40 by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
22 Sep 2025
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Jeremy | Jerma985
- well. jenna harrington. :D
- Masturbation
- Body Dysphoria
- Body Dysmorphic Disorder
- not clinical just. discussion of dysmorphia altogether
- Birthday Smut
- :P
- Self-cest
- in ways.
- Self-Hatred
- Stream of Consciousness
- No Plot/Plotless
Summary

another year older.
just a quick birthday thing for my angel's special day 🥰🥰🎂

Language:

English

Words:

714

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

2

Kudos:

15

Bookmarks:

1

Hits:

200
birthday cake by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
21 Aug 2025
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- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Jeremy | Jerma985/Steven Serge | STAR_
- :/. i miss normal tags
- background jholly + ster and ashley's lavender marriage lol
- Jeremy | Jerma985
- Steven Serge | STAR_
- Birthday
- Birthday Cake
- Baking
- Cumming In Food
- Come Eating
- Rape/Non-con Elements
- Food Sex
- Masturbation
- Unrequited Lust
- but make it a little silly :3
- Banter
Summary

sterma baking sesh. nothing inappropriate happens.（*＾-＾*）

inspired by pylo's art :D

happy birthday mr. serge :)

Language:

English

Words:

2,379

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

8

Kudos:

44

Bookmarks:

2

Hits:

494
caged by fishysama for ditt0

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
25 Dec 2024
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Jeremy Harrington/Steven Serge
- Jeremy Harrington
- Steven Serge
- Phone Sex
- on stream. :)
- Butt Plugs
- Vibrators
- Sexting
- Daddy Kink
- Webcam/Video Chat Sex
- Overstimulation
- Chastity Device
- Cock Cages
- Banter
- :)
Summary

normal sterma elden ring let's play. :)
a secret santa gift for boyhypno :D

Language:

English

Words:

4,134

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

19

Kudos:

61

Bookmarks:

4

Hits:

1,116
monster mash by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
22 Dec 2024
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- some qtlud + qtj as a treat
- Jeremy Harrington
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Blaire | QTCinderella (Video Blogging RPF)
- jercula and werewig :3
- Halloween
- Alternate Universe - Vampire
- Alternate Universe - Werewolf
- Vampire Bites
- Vampire Sex
- Werewolf Sex
- Werewolf Bites
- Werewolf Reveal
- :3
- Knotting
- Accidental Knotting
- Drunk Sex
- Rimming
- Anal Sex
- Painful Sex
- Infidelity
- cheesy cringefest
Summary

jercula heads to la for an exclusive stweamer halloween party.. on a full moon night 😱😱

Language:

English

Words:

5,101

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

6

Kudos:

35

Bookmarks:

1

Hits:

462
scab. by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
13 Oct 2024
Tags
- Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- Jeremy Harrington/Steven Serge
- largely past tense
- past aimwig + qtlud + jholly
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Jeremy Harrington
- Blaire | QTCinderella (Video Blogging RPF)
- Holly Grover
- referred to as monica
- Steven Serge
- the harrington family :3 (briefly)
- otto harrington :3
- Anthony Bruno
- Joel Kumlin
- Suicidal Thoughts
- suicide kink
- Self-Harm
- Self-Harm kink
- Daddy Issues
- Childhood Trauma
- Character Study
- Self-Indulgent
- Dissociation
- Ambiguity
- Murder Kink
- Mental Instability
- Sexuality Crisis
- thematically incestual
- Experimental Style
- a cocky fruity and severly woobified j with a Completely Normal lud.. what will happen...
- Tags Contain Spoilers
- Masturbation
- Being Walked in On
- Bondage
- revenge porn
- Cutting
- Blood and Injury
- Blood Drinking
- Blood Kink
- Bad BDSM Etiquette
- HORRIBLE bdsm etiquette
- disordered eating mention
- Implied/Referenced Homophobia
- Flashbacks
- Cuddling & Snuggling
- Chronic Pain
- the sexualization of chronic pain. because i said so
- Hurt/Comfort
- Breathplay
- Hanging
- Frottage
- Hand Jobs
- Recreational Drug Use
- Coming Out
- Morning Sex
- Praise Kink
- Lazy Sex
- Blow Jobs
- Bloody Kisses
- Past Relationship(s)
- Abandonment Issues
- Drunk Sex
- Missionary Position
- Drowning
- Necrophilia
- Necro Play
- Gun Kink
- Gunplay
- Character Death
- Burns
- Extremely Dubious Consent
- Age Regression/De-Aging
- Age Play
Summary

things have died for me before.

Language:

English

Words:

87,558

Chapters:

18/18

Comments:

83

Kudos:

98

Bookmarks:

12

Hits:

2,714
luck by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
07 Sep 2024
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Jeremy Harrington
- Car Accidents
- Blood and Injury
- Hand Jobs
- Blood Drinking
- Blood Kink
- Come Eating
- disgusting!!!!! :D
- Established Relationship
Summary

car crash fic but it happened for real this time 😭
(for the uninformed)

Language:

English

Words:

1,482

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

11

Kudos:

19

Bookmarks:

3

Hits:

286
between by fishysama for 2minutestomidnight

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
22 Aug 2024
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Jeremy Harrington/Steven Serge
- Jeremy Harrington
- Steven Serge
- Face-Fucking
- Blow Jobs
- Angst and Feels
- Unrequited Love
- Implied/Referenced Cheating
- Character Study
- Stream of Consciousness
- a touch of. iykyk
Summary

more than love

Language:

English

Words:

912

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

23

Kudos:

35

Bookmarks:

2

Hits:

563
joyride by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
28 May 2024
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Major Character Death
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Jeremy Harrington
- Motorcycles
- Car Accidents
- well. motorcycle accident but there's no tag
- Implied/Referenced Cheating
- Blood and Gore
- Guro
- Head Injury
- Synesthesia
- the delulus..
- Angst and Tragedy
Summary

they get what they deserve :)

Language:

English

Words:

1,203

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

11

Kudos:

20

Bookmarks:

3

Hits:

227
i think you should leave by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
21 May 2024
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Jeremy Harrington
- Blaire | QTCinderella (Video Blogging RPF)
- based on the thirty seconds we got of j in unpaid intern 3
- Cheating
- thigh fucking
- ? is this not the term?
- Mildly Dubious Consent
- Sexuality Crisis
- S&M
- Chronic Pain
- sexualizing chronic pain. as is my duty
- Netflix and Chill
- lol
- Dry Humping
- Massage
- Bruises
- Light Angst
- Intercrural Sex
- thanks anon
Summary

reruns don’t really do it for him.

Language:

English

Words:

4,038

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

11

Kudos:

69

Bookmarks:

2

Hits:

935
dental work by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
24 Dec 2023
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Jeremy Harrington
- POV Second Person
- Breaking and Entering
- Assault
- Teeth
- Mild Gore
- Blood and Injury
- Blood and Violence
- Blood and Torture
- Blood Drinking
- Pinching
- Dubcon Kissing
- Somnophilia
- Oral Fixation
Summary

jeremy needs some extractions done.
a secret santa gift for bunny :3

Language:

English

Words:

1,445

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

6

Kudos:

21

Bookmarks:

1

Hits:

279
red wire, white wire by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Jerma985 - Fandom
13 Nov 2023
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- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Ludwig Ahgren/The Shuffler
- first :3
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- Ludwig Ahgren/Squeex
- (briefly. also first?)
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Jeremy Harrington
- The Shuffler
- Squeex
- Douglas Wreden
- Eric Morino
- Blaire | QTCinderella (Video Blogging RPF)
- Robot Sex
- Robot/Human Relationships
- Electricity
- Erotic Electrostimulation
- very weird porn
- Tentacles
- Tentacle Sex
- Sort of????
- Drunk Sex
- Implied/Referenced Drug Use
- Groping
- slutty lud
- Alternate Ending
- based on dougdoug's shufflemania!
Summary

ludwig needs the heat.

Language:

English

Words:

3,975

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

18

Kudos:

74

Bookmarks:

5

Hits:

1,554
crack rocks by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
12 Nov 2023
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Jeremy Harrington
- Jacob Komar
- (aka community jake)
- from the wonders of archaeology!
- Broken Bones
- Blood and Injury
- Serious Injuries
- Career Ending Injuries
- lol
- Guro
- Amputation
- Surreal
- Drabble
- another event stream gorn without plot quicky :)
- just fun and quirky :)
Summary

one, two, three, science!

Language:

English

Words:

719

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

2

Kudos:

9

Hits:

84
glamour by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
02 Sep 2023
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Jeremy Harrington
- just a quicky
- Punching
- Face Punching
- Internalized Homophobia
- Drag Queens
- Makeup
- OOC
Summary

*waving hands around hysterically crying and babbling about j wearing makeup again*

Language:

English

Words:

672

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

6

Kudos:

24

Hits:

325
unforgivable by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
29 Jul 2023
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Blaire | QTCinderella (Video Blogging RPF)
- Jeremy Harrington
- Masturbation
- post-juiced
- Masturbation in Bathroom
- Discipline
- Slapping
- absolute coomer
- Fantasizing
- Being Walked in On
Summary

ludwig forces his mod to make a normal video that he will NOT touch his peepee to... for cornerofshame <3

Language:

English

Words:

1,034

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

11

Kudos:

58

Bookmarks:

1

Hits:

958
hopeless romantic by fishysama

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
10 Jun 2023
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- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- Ludwig Ahgren
- Jeremy Harrington
- Songfic
- Bad Flirting
- Misunderstandings
- Texting
- very goofy
Summary

i love you forever, i told you that

Language:

English

Words:

974

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

3

Kudos:

22

Hits:

287
devil's advocate by fishysama for bunnypr0nz

Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
31 Mar 2023
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Ludwig Ahgren/Jeremy Harrington
- Jeremy Harrington
- Ludwig Ahgren
- where do I even start
- Gore
- Blood and Gore
- Magical Realism
- Immortality
- Deal with a Devil
- Blood
- Blood and Injury
- Blood Drinking
- Blood Kink
- Blood as Lube
- Consensual Violence
- Guro
- Disembowelment
- Stabbing
- Vampire Sex
- hehe :)
- Self-Harm
- Cutting
- Sexual Violence
- Some Humor
- Cannibalism
- Cannibalistic Thoughts
- Cannibalism Play
- Masochism
- Fluff and Smut
- Domestic Fluff
- Lovey-Dovey
- Anal Fingering
- Anal Sex
- Religious Imagery & Symbolism
- also leaning into j's insecurities a lot with this. hehe
- wound-fucking
- Gut-Fucking
- also patenting the intestine fleshlight with this one
- Bad Flirting
- i think that's it. dear god
Summary

will you love me forever?
part of the sicko fic exchange, for chai.

Language:

English

Words:

8,796

Chapters:

1/1

Collections:

1

Comments:

14

Kudos:

36

Bookmarks:

6

Hits:

720

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i think you should leave by fishysama

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hopeless romantic by fishysama