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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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The Perfect Match by loveinthemargins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jun 2026
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Shane's single, but that's only because he hasn't found the right woman yet, obvi. Luckily, he's got an appointment with a matchmaker and it's sure to go well, right? RIGHT?!
Or, Shane makes an appointment with a matchmaker, who turns out to be the sexiest man on the planet, and it definitely doesn't go exactly how he planned.
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06 Jul 2026
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it's gonna be forever by galactictsukki
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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The knee-jerk response, obviously, is a big, fat no fucking way.
“Dude, c’mon,” Hayden says, slapping his arm. “It’s a rite of passage. You can’t break tradition or you’ll risk a bloodline curse.”
Shane goggles at his best friend. “You think that I, as a gay, Asian, autistic man, have concerns about following antiquated rites of passage? Or bloodline curses?”
“I think that you, as someone who has had the same warm-up routine and pregame rituals since they could sing their ABCs, would understand the value in following the rules.”
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Ilya, obviously, says yes. He only lets the WAGs ask first because it’s proper etiquette and he would never do anything to disrespect his posse.
Or, before their wedding, the boys are morally and legally obligated to allow their friends to throw them a bachelor and bachelorette party, which are very different in nature but equally chaotic
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- Part 3 of i love the players, you love the game
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23 Jun 2026
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fresh bruises we learned patterns to by downtheroadandupthehill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 May 2026
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The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.
Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.
Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”
“Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.
“Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”
“Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”
Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.
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- Part 2 of mutual instincts
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06 Jun 2026
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The Family Man by GoodStrongWords
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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I woke up with an idea for a fic of Ilya in The Family Man (the 2000 movie with Nic Cage,) then immediately nixed it because it’d be incredibly short with no tension because Ilya would be like hell yeah no further questions, your honor.
Then I decided to write it anyway because you know what, we all deserve a little sweet treat.
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02 Jun 2026
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25 May 2026
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ACOMAF Part 1: The House of Beasts (Rhys POV) by illyriantremors
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
20 Feb 2017
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The first 13 chapters of ACOMAF told from Rhys's POV. Includes some brief details of his three months without her after he comes home from UtM and some improvised scenes, but most of it concerns his time with Feyre.
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- Part 1 of A Court of Mist and Fury: Rhysand's POV
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25 May 2026
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The World's Best Tuna Melt by Griffin_Bronstad for GennyPWrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Set during week of Tuna Melt Day in the TV show. Told from Ilya's POV.
Ilya is excited for Shane to come over to his house in Boston. Ilya being the king of nonchalance and laid-backness definitely isn't going to overthink this visit. At all.
This is simple.
Just ignore how much planning he has put into this totally meaningless, lowkey hook-up. No big deal.
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23 May 2026
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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15 May 2026
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Under A Crescent Moon by ladyallisonhewitt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Apr 2026
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Harvard University PhD student Ilya Rozanov crashes a company’s post-conference drinks and meets the love of his life.
A love story.Bookmarked by fluentinangst
14 May 2026
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angel in a raiders t-shirt by hollanovaas (makeadealwithdean)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Mar 2026
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Ilya’s phone buzzed, and the screen lit up with a notification. He sighed and shifted his bags to one hand to grab and see who the fuck was texting him so soon before a game. The screen said “Jane,” and the annoyance faded.
Jane: Attachment: 1 image
Ilya’s bags fell to his feet.
He gripped the phone in both hands, holding it to his chest as his head tipped back. Fuck.
There, on his screen, was a mirror selfie. Hollander. In a fucking Boston Raiders shirt. Hours before Montreal was supposed to play against Boston.
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Ilya Rozanov loses his mind over Shane Hollander in a Boston Raiders shirt. It's just a casual hookup though. No big deal.
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- Part 1 of jersey boys
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13 May 2026
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the proposal by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Mar 2026
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Ilya: I think Shane is going to break up with me.
Bood: I’m sorry…what?
Hayes: You think Shane Hollander is going to break up with you?
Hayes: Shane Hollander.
Hayes: The Shane Hollander who learned Russian for you?Bood: The Shane Hollander who drives back and forth from Montreal any chance he gets to see you?
Barrett: The Shane Hollander who started a charity with you and named it after your mother?
Bood: The Shane Hollander who just generally puts up with you and seems mostly happy about it?
Ilya: It does boggle the mind.
Ilya: But yes, I’m almost certain of it. -
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Lily: i am alive
Lily: hurt
Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice
Lily: i want you
Lily: my hands miss yours
or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.
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04 May 2026
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NSFW fanart of Shane Hollander
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01 May 2026
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A Safe Place by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2025
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High on painkillers, Shane is a giggly, handsy handful; Ilya is just trying to keep him still, if only he’d stop whispering “Daddy” against his neck.
Or: Ilya came to the hospital to apologize, not to have his sanity systematically dismantled by a concussed, clingy Shane who won't stop touching him.
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30 Apr 2026
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Double the pleasure by Whimperwonderland
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Apr 2026
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Shane planned a weekend getaway for their little family. He booked an airbnb about two hours from their house in Ottawa. Ilya doesn't know any details, so he's a little puzzeled but he's excited to get away for a few days with Shane and Anya after another heavy season. And he also really wants to find out what is so special about that damn Airbnb.
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30 Apr 2026
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Territorial Waters by 11_ravenhazeeee_11
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Mar 2026
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When someone looks like they are trying to flirt with his husband, oh you know, it's on sight. Unhinged Shane being possessive of Ilya and shutting everything down. Their team seems to love watching it.
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08 Apr 2026
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love letters on your skin by somnatic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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What was he supposed to say? Yes, Hollander. I have a soulmate. All I know is that he has played hockey in Canada before. Oh, that could apply to the entire league? Oh, that could apply to you? Oh, you are now having a panic attack in my bed?
Yes. That would not have gone well.
(Or: Soulmate AU where the marks that appear on your body appear on theirs. Ilya finds out that Shane is his soulmate long before Shane does. They are idiots in love.)
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08 Apr 2026
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Immediately following the events of Episode 6, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov return to the cottage and spend the next number of days talking, fucking, and sharing secrets about their relationship the other person doesn't know.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov, 2017
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07 Apr 2026
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But the physical calendar that Shane stuck up on their fridge was different, it was what Ilya had nicknamed, their sexy Shane calendar. Although they did write some work related events on it to not draw suspicion, it was first and foremost used to indicate when Shane wanted Ilya to use him. For Ilya to take what he wanted, whenever and wherever. This would be indicated by a red square drawn around the numbered date of whichever day Shane has chosen.
TGIF but make it free use.
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- Part 3 of hollanov’s filthy escapades
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06 Apr 2026