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Mark tucks his phone in the back pocket of his jeans, then, instead of knocking, goes right for the doorknob, curling his fingers around the cold brass and twisting. It’s actually locked. Somehow, he hadn’t been expecting that. He pauses, struggling to figure out what the next step should be, but then through the wood there’s a gruff voice, the same one that scrapes something in his gut every time he hears it in his dreams. It’s a thousand times worse in person.
“What do you want?”
Fury flares in Mark, hot and salient like that last fight had just taken place yesterday, not ten months ago. “I want to know what the fuck you’re doing here, Damien.”
There’s a good ten seconds of silence, and then, much softer, imbued with some emotion that Mark can’t make out past the pounding in his ears: “Mark?”
“Open the goddamn door.”
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Prompted mainly by: "Any of my internal organs you desire for a fic where damien gives mark an apology blowjob as a last resort" & "Damien in general groveling and begging on his knees for Mark to give him anything at all is...quite the mental image." - fan discord
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the sweet interminable spectacle by genderhexed for pvwork
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
22 Apr 2017
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“Our line sustained a lot of damage when - with everything that happened yesterday.” Adam traces the line that flows perpendicular across the state, extending it westward. “It set off a kind of chain reaction that’s made it leaky in a lot more places than just Henrietta. If we want the power of the line back, I’m going to have to travel to fix it.”
The power of the line back. Blue looks up at Adam sharply, hope swelling in her chest. “You mean - Noah? We can get Noah back?”
“That’s the plan,” Gansey says, resting his hand lightly over her fingers, which are still clutching his shoulder. The fervent light filling his eyes makes sense to her now. This is Gansey without Glendower. This is Gansey with a new, even more desperate quest.Or; Post TRK, the Raven Gang goes on a Feels Trip. I mean a Road Trip. Sure.
NOTE: written pre-TRK, thus, is not TRK compliant.Series
- Part 2 of the sweet interminable spectacle verse
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Henry’s fingers spread and wiggle in a ‘ta-da’ sort of motion, dissolving the imaginary boxes as if he’s done a magic trick. Gansey thinks perhaps he has, as the proverbial lightbulb flickers to life above his own head. “Oh,” he says, and nods a little. “Are you saying you’re – would you call it transgender?”
(Included in the trans!Ronan series, and he is mentioned, but really it's the Everyone Should Just Be Trans series at heart, because that is my agenda)
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- Part 5 of Trans!Ronan series
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POST-TRK. Takes place directly after the last chapter (pre-epilogue).
Gansey’s eyes open, and extraordinarily, Gansey is there behind them.
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Shallow breaths so that they don't catch. Sips of air so that his burning eyes don't leak again. It takes him two tries to speak. “You were gone. Gansey. You were gone.”
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Part of a series of outtakes/different POVs that correspond with my ongoing roadtrip fic. Can also be read as a standalone.
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- Part 1 of the sweet interminable spectacle verse
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the sweet interminable spectacle verse by genderhexed
Fandom Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
22 Apr 2017
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“What are we looking at, time-wise?” I ask.
Three hours until full collapse, maybe two and a half before irreversible abstraction, and— For a moment, it pauses, but not as if it's nervous. It pauses in a way that punctuates its next statement. Two before you need to terminate my kernel.
Lightning shoots up my spine. “I'm not doing that.”
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- Part 2 of 2<3
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09 May 2026
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One of my top 5 fics in this fandom are you joking.
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SPOILERS FOR PLATFORM DECAY.
God hands you a bible one day on the torus that used to be the only thing you ever knew.
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05 May 2026
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Critical Repairs in Progress. Do Not Shut Down the Unit While I Am Still Fixing It (This Means You) by MuddyHyena
Fandoms: The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells
07 Mar 2026
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In which Murderbot is critically injured and ART refuses to let go.
Murderbot POV.
Guaranteed happy ending after we are done suffering. Guaranteed no fic abandonment unless I'm hit by a bus.
This is very indulgent hurt/comfort.
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04 May 2026
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The mission fails catastrophically. So does SecUnit. When it comes back online without any functional sensory inputs, it believes that it's still trapped on the surface of the cold, desolate planet, that its humans are all dead, and that nobody will ever find it. Luckily, it's wrong.
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[variable_affection] by avg (AnxiousEspada), flowerguts, Lillow
Fandoms: The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells
30 Sep 2022
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"ART loved its crew. The joy and the love and perfect clarity with what it was supposed to be, what it was supposed to do. ART couldn’t understand how someone could dislike their function - how I could. Once, I had a similar clarity of understanding with my function, then I hacked my governor module and left the company for good, and I had lost it all. It was better, now, in a lot of ways. I had my humans, and ART, and our crew. But in some ways, things were worse.
I still wasn’t sure what I was supposed to do, ever. I had made one good decision, to stay with ART, a few years ago, and I had been just making the same decision over and over again. It felt kind of like cheating."A 20-some year fic in which Murderbot comes to terms with what it means to have a home (or two), a found family (or several), and just what mutual administrative assistance can entail.
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