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    The first few months of Shane and Ilya's relationship weren't perfect, but at least they were finally together. Even if they were long-distance. And a secret.

    Despite the difficulty of missing each other, they found solace through texts.

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    Snippets of Honeymoon Phase Hollanov :)

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    01 Aug 2026

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    “Yes, Sir-I mean, Rozanov–Captain.” He turns sharply, looking lost and bewildered for a moment, in search of his designated locker. Connor's points next to his, shaking his head in amusement.

    Ilya’s eyes widened. What the fuck?

    “Oh shit, rookie, please never call him that again. Rozys' head is big enough.” Cliff laughed hysterically, joined by a few others.

    Or, Shane Hollander is traded to the Boston Raiders after two years with the Metros, and Captain Ilya Rozanov starts to have some weird feelings about it.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    5 times Shane Hollander makes it clear that his husband would do anything for him.
    +1 time everyone gets a clue why.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Just a collection of texts between Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov.

    And sometimes the centaurs.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    It's been over a month since Ilya left the cottage. Their first reunion as boyfriends is filled with longing embraces, loving words, and, of course, desperate reunion sex.

    Title from "If I Could Fly" by One Direction.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Five times Ilya Rozanov doesn’t know how to ask for help (but gets it anyway) and one time he does.

    Or: the author writing gratuitously about all the times big strong Ilya Rozanov finds out it’s okay to be not so big and strong.

    Chapters can be read in pretty much any order or as standalones.

    Sister work to "Brick By Boring Brick!"

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Ilya's 5 ways to seduce Pretty Canadian Hockey Players:

    1. 9 inches is required
    2. Must be best at Hockey
    3. Fuck him so good that you ruin both yourself and him for anyone else
    4. Open your fucking mouth and talk to him
    5. Do not make him an angry kitten by marrying anyone else, or even suggesting it...

    After 7 years, Ilya Rozanov realizes that his feelings have grown beyond his control. What would happen if Ilya chose direct communication vs beating around the bush during the Tuna Meltdown? How would things change if Ilya and Shane had people in their corner from the beginning?

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Ilya: When Shane told off that [Censored] [Censored] [Censored] [Censored] and almost left hockey for me, was probably the most romantic thing to ever happen to me.
    Harris: I am gonna have to censor most of that.
    Shane: More romantic than my proposal?

    Or, Shane and Ilya answer questions for social media.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

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    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Shane: I'm begging you to stop texting like the rookies
    Ilya: why? I'm young and hip
    Shane: Please never say that again

    Glimpses into Shane and Ilya's phones after they got married and Shane joined the centaurs.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “It’s not fooling around. It hasn’t been that for a long time. We’re… in a relationship. I love him, Mom.”

    Yuna’s eyes flitted between the two men, back and forth, until they rested on Ilya’s. His heart was racing but he was determined to make Shane proud in that moment. “And you love my son?”

    “More than anything,” Ilya replied honestly, feeling Shane tangle their fingers together between them. “I did not mean for you to see that.”

    “I know, I think we all wish that, Rozanov,” Yuna said with a wry smile.

    ******

    5 times Shane and Ilya are caught out by unsuspecting people around them.

    And the 1 time they're caught and don't give a shit.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Harris: Hi, Shane!
    Harris: This is Harris Drover.
    Harris: I got your number from Ilya.
    Harris: Sorry to bother you, but I had a question.
    Harris: I know you’re coming in to sign contracts tomorrow, and I had an idea for a social media thing to announce your signing, if you’d be up for it?

    Shane: Oh, yeah, okay.
    Shane: I’ll be there, so we can do whatever.
    Shane: Always happy to help the team with a little internet humiliation that’ll be around for decades.

    Harris: Perfect!
    Harris: I promise, I think you’ll really like this, though.
    Harris: No humiliation involved.
    Harris: The only caveat is, you can’t tell Ilya.

    Shane: Okay?
    Shane: Why?

    Harris: Well.
    Harris: Here’s what I’m thinking.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Rozanov posts on Instagram a lot. Not on his feed, but his stories.

    Every time he lands in a city, he posts a story. Usually it's just back of his seat, or sometimes the view out the window—on the tarmac, never anything exciting, one of just many cities their lives are broken up into—and a location tag. Low effort.

    It’s pretty obvious what it is. Guys laugh about it, call it Rozanov’s Fuck Signal. The easiest way to get the hot girls who follow him to slide into his DMs.

    Easy pussy.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”

    Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.

    “Rozanov,” he begs again.

    “Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”

    “You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying and failing to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.

    “Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”

    “I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.

    “Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”

    OR:

    Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “Do not want to punish you tonight, Shane. Just want you to ride. Show me how good you are at taking control when you want to. All for me.”

    Shane mumbled, nodding, lifting his hips slowly away from the mattress. He was hesitant to move, was certain he would sob when the hollow emptiness hit, so he had to reach for Ilya’s hand, to steady him, to remind him that he would have Ilya soon. 

    “Good boy,” Ilya smiled, eyes widening as he watched the dildo slip out of Shane’s hole, covered in a mixture of Shane’s own wetness and their strawberry fucking lube. “Perfect boy. So pretty. All mine.” 

    When Shane was empty, he whimpered and whined like a puppy. Ilya was quick to grab the dildo to stop Shane from falling victim to temptation and sinking down on it again, a smirk pulling on his lips as he reached for Shane’s face. 

    “Ilya,” Shane mumbled, grazing his lips against his husband’s, inhaling the distant smell of alcohol and chewing gum mint and Ilya. “Ilya, let’s record a sex tape.” 

     

    OR, husbands Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander record another sex tape.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane explore a total power exchange/free use dynamic for the whole time they’re at the cottage. This is day one.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya now have the entire summer ahead of them, locked away from the rest of the world in the safety of their cottage. Ilya proposes a summer-long present he'd like to give Shane, and together, they discover that what Shane really excels at is sucking Ilya's cock like the sex toy he becomes for his boyfriend.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    A day of Shane being free use at the cottage means Ilya playing with him any way he wants to. In all the ways.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    32,853
    Bookmarks:
    12,960
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    1,242,545

    13 Jun 2026

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