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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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27 Jan 2026
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Lovers, or, English is a damn funny language by Basingstoke
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Ilya asked Shane’s father while Shane and his mother were talking outside: “Is boyfriends correct? Lovers is incorrect, but I am not sure what is correct.”
“Well,” Mr. Hollander said. “‘Lovers’ is usually used for, hm, a mistress or an affair. Something kind of sordid. Though--you would say Romeo and Juliet is a play about two lovers,” he said. He paused his knife on the chopping board. “Somehow that’s right and using it for real people isn’t right. English is a damn funny language, Ilya."
“Yes,” Ilya said from the bottom of his heart.
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26 Jan 2026
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Across the Red Line by Wipandwonder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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When a brutal on-ice accident nearly claims Shane's life in front of 20,000 fans, Ilya's carefully guarded world shatters. He can't hold Shane's hand in the ambulance. Can't claim his as family in the hospital. The fear of losing the man he loves forces Ilya to make a choice. Keep hiding, or risk everything?
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26 Jan 2026
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Fall Apart by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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The night of Shane and Rose’s infamous restaurant breakup is the same night that happens to be the final breaking point for Ilya. For weeks, the memory of that night at the club has replayed on a relentless loop—every look, every word, every implication gnawing at him. No matter how hard he tries, his thoughts keep circling back to Shane Hollander, inescapable and consuming, until the weight of it all becomes unbearable. Grief, jealousy, alcohol, and longing blur together, leaving Ilya exhausted and unraveling. With his judgment clouded and his emotions spiraling out of control, he makes a devastating, irreversible choice. In the early hours of the morning, alone and overwhelmed, Ilya Rozanov drives his car straight off the Boston docks.
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- Part 1 of Fall Apart
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26 Jan 2026
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25 Jan 2026
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"Do you want children?"
It should have been a simple question, a yes or no answer, and Shane knew that Ilya wanted children, because he did, too. they talked about it before they got married and briefly after they got married. But as their heat and rut approaches, something they have never shared before, Shane wonders if it might be time to talk about the next part of their relationship. But when Shane gets an answer he's not expecting, he starts going down a rabbit hole to confirm that this is actually what he wants.
Occurs after the Long Game. Canon divergence and is set in Omegaverse.
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25 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is having a very good night. He’s scored a goal, his edges are perfect, and his chirping of the Vegas Golden Knights’ roster is reaching art-form levels of arrogance. But hockey is a game of physics and ruts in the ice, and it only takes one meaningless check in the third period for Ilya’s season to shatter in a single, sickening crack.
Three hundred miles away, Shane Hollander is forced to watch the replay in a silent equipment room.
When Shane finally breaks and calls Boston forward Cliff Marlow, he expects to be met with confusion or hostility. Instead, he finds that the Boston Bears have been keeping a secret for years— and Shane starts to realize the differences between Montreal and Boston span further than he was ever ready for.
What follows is meddling teammates who insist on doing laundry, PT that involves more sitting and standing reps than really feels necessary, and a boyfriend who is one research paper away from a medical degree. Plus, so much kale.
Or: The one where Ilya breaks his leg, the Bears decide they love Shane Hollander, and everyone argues over who gets to be who in NHL 18.
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24 Jan 2026
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Hockey is a dangerous sport. Ilya has seen everything from broken teeth to broken bones, but nothing could have ever prepared him for the sight of something dark oozing out from underneath Shane’s head, dying the ice beneath him a bloody red.
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24 Jan 2026
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What if Scott Hunter was waiting for an elevator in Vegas?
What if Shane and Ilya had an emotional support Old Man and his Art History Twink?
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23 Jan 2026
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the song's out of key again by amandundundun
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Another post-injury amnesia fic, because I can't get enough!
Three and a half years after a career-ending injury that took five years of memories, Shane suddenly remembers everything. He knows now that he's ruined his life, but he has to try to get it back.
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21 Jan 2026
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commotio cordis (comes with the territory) by hitlikehammers
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane had truly believed that the worst was behind them.
Mostly because his barometer for ‘worst’ had been recalibrated from a weighted mass of worry lodged in the base of his throat about league reactions, and the strain of hiding his heart, rewritten in an instant where he'd known that the worst was actually a notification bubble in a corner where it never showed, next to a name that taught Shane what it was worth to be alive at all; that opened up and spelled terror and the end of the whole goddamn world—but then it wasn't. They didn't end. Shane didn't lose. They made it through the worst.
Surely that meant everything would be okay moving forward, since they'd already survived the worst.
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Or: Shane genuinely does believe they've made it through the storm, that the worst came for them and they walked out okay. Breathing. Alive. Together.
Shane—waiting for his fiancé in a hotel room, watching the man he loves more than life collapse on the ice in high definition, the light vanishing from his eyes, the feed cutting just before a crash cart descends upon him—
Shane realizes swiftly—painfully—that he was really fucking wrong.
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21 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.
The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.
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@OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.
@OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm in Galetta, On
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20 Jan 2026
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Off of the Ice by EmeraldBunny
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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Shane says he’s fine. He always does.
Ilya doesn’t believe him.
When the early signs of pregnancy start showing up — the nausea, the fatigue, the little tremors Shane refuses to acknowledge — Ilya notices everything. He notices the way Shane pushes through practice, brushes off concern, and insists he doesn’t need help. And he refuses to let him do it alone.
Between ice rinks, drives home, and quiet evenings in their apartment, they learn to navigate this unexpected pregnancy together. Ilya takes care of Shane with careful hands and steady insistence, and Shane, despite himself, starts to realize maybe he doesn’t have to handle everything on his own.
Hockey doesn’t stop. Life doesn’t pause. But slowly, stubbornly, the two of them adjust — learning to balance routine, responsibility, and each other, one small, intimate moment at a time.
Because some things — like care, trust, and each other — aren’t optional.
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- Part 1 of Holding the Line
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20 Jan 2026
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It shouldn't have been possible. He was too old for something like this to happen. Too established in his body for the rug to be pulled out from under him.
But the truth was undeniable; Shane Hollander was in heat.
(Picks up the morning after Ilya and Shane tell each other they love each other in The Cottage)
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20 Jan 2026
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Hollander is mysteriously absent from the Boston-Montreal game. At the behest of Jackie, Hayden tells Rozanov during the game that he needs to go and see Shane. For such a vague request, Hayden acts like it is a matter of life and death.
That evening, when Ilya finally gets to Shane, it turns out that it is.
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19 Jan 2026
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etched in the surface (i left there on purpose) by verahoney
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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The closet in the hall holds the thicker comforter that he sleeps with in the winter. Shane doesn’t recognize his own hands as he yanks it out from the top shelf, watching it tumble onto the floor and trail behind him as he hefts it into his bedroom, laying down on his bed and pulling it over him.
He ducks his head underneath, blanketing his own sight in blue-tinted darkness. The ringing in his ears lessens, the ache behind his eyes softens. Shane knows what he’s done, but maybe if he just doesn’t think the word, it doesn’t have to be true. Maybe he can ignore all of these implications and keep doing what he’s been doing for so long, avoiding the change that looms over him like an executioner’s blade.
The nest is still wrong.
The realization makes his breath catch in his throat. Panic collapses like a dying star in his chest—not an outward explosion, loud and impossible to ignore, but a quiet implosion, the integrity of his choices quickly falling away in the face of instincts he’s been suppressing like this for five years.
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Or, Shane and Ilya spontaneously bond. Neither of them are ready for the domino effect of consequences.
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19 Jan 2026
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Shane finds himself pregnant and is left with two options; abort, and save his career/ keep his identity hidden, or quit the NHL and go awol. It should be known by now; Shane Hollander never does things the easy way.
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“Okay with it?” Ilya parrots, his voice just as raw as Shane’s. “Why would I not be okay with it?”
Shane shrugs one shoulder, unsure of the answer himself, unsure of exactly what to say besides the ugly truth hidden within his chest; because it means I am a pathetic man.
Ilya seems to read his silence anyway. He walks forward, then, and this time Shane doesn’t try to stop his progression. He has enough time to brace himself for it before strong, familiar arms are wrapped around him and he’s entirely engulfed by the Russian.For the first time in weeks, Shane feels himself snap back to reality so violently his body quakes.
He clings to Ilya, burying his nose in the Alpha’s chest, inhaling his deep, pine scent and allowing it to fill him entirely as something in his chest cracks open and he sobs.
“There you are.” Ilya murmurs as he buries his nose in Shane’s hair, taking an audible deep breath.“Do you know how long I have waited to smell you, Shane? To know you fully, just by this?”- Language:
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19 Jan 2026
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Over the years he thought maybe, just maybe, being knotted by an alpha semi regularly might change something, like his biology would one day answer Ilya’s despite their ups and downs. He even helped Rozanov through a rut one time, and at the time he thought surely his inner omega would finally respond to his pheromones and the teeth shaped bruises on his nape that almost resembled mating bites and give him a heat.
But nothing.
Heats are the last thing on his mind right now though. Ilya is spending two weeks with him at his cottage, alone. Completely and utterly alone. Together.__________________________
Omega Shane has never had a heat. Over the years, he has given up on expecting to have one, but when he spends two weeks with alpha Ilya in the comfort of his cottage, something unexpected happens: he is thrown head first into his very first heat. Luckily, Ilya is there to help.
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19 Jan 2026
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keep your head up by ThornedHuntress
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander had it all. Until he didn't.
Because he could see it there, in Ilya’s gaze as he prowled across the room. That awareness that everything was different, that everything was wrong, that everything was ruined.
Because Shane Hollander was a fucking omega and, in the work of an instant, with a single, stupid burst of perfume, the decades he’d spent trying to hide his designation—the diets, the bruising physicality, the stress—all of it was for fucking nothing.
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19 Jan 2026
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I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by writerbri
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26 Jan 2026
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Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
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After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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17 Jan 2026