1 - 20 of 73 Bookmarks by haspel

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 31

    Tags
    Summary

    Laurent comes home to a very tired Damen asleep on the couch.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,653
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    305
    Bookmarks:
    31
    Hits:
    2,705

    01 Aug 2021

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Laurent wakes screaming. He’s dying. He must be. It’s the only explanation he has for the utter agony, confusion and terror that he feels. His brain is splitting itself open, bits of it strewn across space and time. He’s twenty one, in Arles, finally crowned. He’s fourteen, at Chastillon, on his knees for his uncle. He’s twenty, in Ios, watching a blade sink into Damen’s side. He’s sixteen, all alone, dreaming of revenge.

    Last night Laurent had thrust his arm at Damen, “attend me,” he had commanded, as if Damen weren’t a king in his own right. Last night, Uncle had sat on his bed, played chess with him. “I will always have time for you,” he had reassured Laurent, “even though Auguste has outgrown you.”

    Laurent leans to the side and vomits, violently. His fingers shake as he pushes his hair back, slowly, the room spins into focus. His hair is shorter than he remembers, Damen likes it long. His hair is exactly the same, cut by his nursemaid once a month.

    He is thirteen, at Marlas, and he knows everything.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    57,258
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1,151
    Kudos:
    2,686
    Bookmarks:
    619
    Hits:
    51,018

    12 Feb 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 7

    Tags
    Summary

    Laurent is a young ingenue who meets Damen in the summer. What was once a summer fling turns into something else after Laurent discovers that he must stay in Ios for the foreseeable future. They agree to remain together, and Laurent takes an internship at Theomedes Inc., not realizing that the CEO is the man he's been romancing all summer.

     

    The Grease AU no one asked for.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,471
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    85
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    761

    08 Feb 2021

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “That's it,” he says, and pulls on his jacket. “I'm saying something.”

    “Laurent, don't,” Auguste says, reaching out to grab his arm. “Think about this, for a moment. They're probably roaring drunk and even if they weren't they'd be no match for you. Why don't you just let it go, enjoy a drink with your favorite brothers in the whole world, and have a nice, soothing night. Hmm?”

    Laurent settles down, and takes a deep breath. He shucks off his jacket, earning him a warm smile from Auguste.

    “You're right,” he says, letting the anxious breath his brothers had been holding wash over him before continuing. “If I'm going to eviscerate them and make them regret every decision that's led them to this point in their sorry little lives, I'm going to need a better plan."

    His brothers groan in unison, and Laurent smiles evilly.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,192
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    101
    Kudos:
    1,141
    Bookmarks:
    159
    Hits:
    6,357

    29 Oct 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 9

    Tags
    Summary

    Domestic, fluffy ficlet about Laurent coming home to Damen making dinner. After years together, they're still deeply in love.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,204
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    205
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1,896

    18 Oct 2020

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    James Barnes leads a busy life as a single working father in New York. But when his childhood best friend Steve Rogers falls back into his life, James will have to re-learn what love, friendship and family are really all about.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    425,450
    Chapters:
    37/37
    Collections:
    5
    Comments:
    2,598
    Kudos:
    5,890
    Bookmarks:
    1,692
    Hits:
    238,470

    01 Oct 2020

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After Bucky was released from the hospital, it only took him a couple of weeks to give up on himself. Difficult to believe in any kind of future when the simple act of staying alive was almost too big an effort.

    Out the frosted window, across the street, there was a tiny homeless guy burrowing under an awning.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    106,589
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    5,852
    Kudos:
    14,797
    Bookmarks:
    5,593
    Hits:
    253,497

    27 Sep 2020

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Bucky Barnes, weary soldier, illegal immigrant, sarcastic sex worker. Steve Rogers, miracle of science, lonely man, disillusioned cop. Both of them on a collision course in this brave new world, like that's not gonna end in sex and explosions.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,349
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1,470
    Kudos:
    4,603
    Bookmarks:
    1,318
    Hits:
    54,441

    27 Sep 2020

  9. Public Bookmark 91

    Tags
    Summary

    Far from home, numb from the loss of his mother, Steve doesn't expect to find satisfaction in repairing the house he grew up in.

    He doesn't expect that his childhood best friend will still live next door, either, or that Bucky will be just as thoughtful and generous as ever.

    He does expect his friends to find a way to meddle, though. They always do.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,636
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    248
    Kudos:
    634
    Bookmarks:
    91
    Hits:
    5,486

    16 Jun 2019

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Bucky’s born with "Are you the stripper?" on his ass, because of course he is.

    (a schmoopy soulmate AU)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,101
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    90
    Kudos:
    2,818
    Bookmarks:
    477
    Hits:
    19,148

    20 May 2019

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Steve knows he has a million and one problems. Trust issues, intimacy issues, commitment issues. It’s been this way ever since he came home from Afghanistan. He hates people on principle, yet worries about the sad and lonely-looking strangers he passes on the street. The mere thought of a relationship scares him, yet he desperately craves human companionship. He shies away from a friendly hug or pat on the shoulder, yet sucks cock on weekend afternoons till he comes in his pants...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    33,202
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    147
    Kudos:
    1,443
    Bookmarks:
    335
    Hits:
    14,195

    13 May 2019

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Steve’s been hit with a curse,” Natasha said. She said it calmly, so Bucky didn’t immediately go flying out of the apartment to tear apart the Tower in search of Steve. Then again, Natasha would probably be calm if New York City spontaneously burst into flames. He lowered the coffee pot and squinted at her.

    “Of course he has,” he said. He felt, abruptly, exhausted. “What is it?”

    “The witch kept ranting about sexual repression and archaic moral principles,” she continued blithely.

    “It’s not like you to prevaricate, Romanov.”

    Natasha pressed her lips together. For a moment, Bucky thought she might start laughing. “It might be easier just to show you.”

    OR: Steve’s been hit with a rather telling curse.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,138
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    498
    Kudos:
    8,995
    Bookmarks:
    1,433
    Hits:
    58,715

    18 Mar 2019

  13. Public Bookmark 303

    Mystery Work

    Part of Hidden Words Writeonclara
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    18 Mar 2019

  14. Public Bookmark 68

    Tags
    Summary

    “Hi,” Bucky said.

    The guy froze, looking up at Bucky with startled—and really rather stunning—blue eyes. Bucky tipped his head up and curved his sweetest smile at him, which he figured would a) charm the guy out of wanting to fight him or b) would further annoy him. Bucky was hoping for the former.

    Instead of doing either a) or b), the angry blond looked over Bucky's head, looked back down at his feet, and then said, all in a rush, “I’m Steve.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,517
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    68
    Kudos:
    619
    Bookmarks:
    68
    Hits:
    5,160

    18 Mar 2019

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    I’m pretty low on funds and need to make ends meet this month, Barnes types slowly into a new post three days later. I’m taking commissions for hits in the New York City area.

    Will Not Kill: Captain America or other Avengers.
    Will partially refund payment if target turns out to be HYDRA.
    Will not go to Jersey. No dismemberment or killing children.
    Message for negotiations and payment details.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,196
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,132
    Kudos:
    16,077
    Bookmarks:
    3,446
    Hits:
    103,893

    10 Mar 2019

  16. Public Bookmark 12

    Tags
    Summary

    Steve likes his boring, predictable routine. Then he meets Bucky, and suddenly predictable doesn't seem nearly as fun.

    Or: The story of how Steve Rogers gets his first date in way too long. Turns out it's the best first date he's ever had.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,489
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    136
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    979

    10 Feb 2019

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Bucky’s not going home for Christmas. But it’s fine. He’s spending Christmas alone in his apartment, but it’s cool. He’s not feeling up to seeing his family after his accident anyway, plus he has to work. He’s totally fine with it. But then he runs into Steve, literally, and suddenly his Christmas isn’t looking so empty after all.

    -----

    Hurrying was a bad idea. Bucky’s foot hits a patch of ice and slides out from under him in what would have been a comical cartoon banana-peel-like trip, if it wasn’t happening to him, and he braces himself to hit the ground. This is going to hurt.

    “Fuck,” Bucky screeches, but as he lands on his back, it’s not the cold hard concrete he expected, but a solid mass beneath him. Oh god, Bucky thinks as he realises he smacked into the person behind him and took them down with him.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,873
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    603
    Kudos:
    2,598
    Bookmarks:
    403
    Hits:
    37,037

    15 Dec 2018

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Steve Rogers, at only 5'4", is kidnapped and brought to a completely different world as a slave. He is bought by a mysterious soldier, who's face is covered by a mask and arm is made completely of metal. Steve has to learn how to deal with this new world he's been thrust into and his new lack of autonomy.

    Includes historically based fashion, sexual tension, terrifying geese, conspiracies, humor, angst, misunderstandings, and all of the fun and horrific things that come with this sort of slavery. This is the slave!fic that is focused more on storyline than porn.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    179,006
    Chapters:
    43/43
    Comments:
    953
    Kudos:
    1,445
    Bookmarks:
    281
    Hits:
    55,690

    09 Dec 2018

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "You don't have to worry about not having good health insurance," Bucky says. "I'll pay. Whatever your treatments cost, I'll pay it." He'd pay anything to save Steve.

    "I can't let you do that," Steve says. "I can't let you drain your savings when we both know I'm going to die eventually anyway."

    "Don't say that," Bucky says. This is a problem. He can solve problems. He solves problems at work all day. That's what he does.

    And then it comes to him. The wonderful, horrible solution to this catastrophe.

    "Let's get married," Bucky blurts out.

    When Steve's heart starts failing, Bucky's gold standard Stark Industries health insurance gets Steve the treatment he needs. But Bucky finds that when you're secretly in love with your (maybe dying) best friend, things get a lot complicated, fast.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    53,452
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    972
    Kudos:
    2,317
    Bookmarks:
    591
    Hits:
    28,041

    28 Oct 2018

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After assembling their own Infinity Gauntlet, the Avengers defeated Thanos and brought back everyone who disappeared. But their victory came at a great cost: in order to take the Soul Stone, Steve had to sacrifice the Captain America mantle and all the super-soldier strength that came with it.

    Small and sickly again, Steve’s poor health soon reaches a breaking point and his last option is a difficult surgery only Shuri and her team can perform.

    But not all hurts can be fixed with medicine, and the real healing begins after the operation -- when Bucky asks Steve to stay in Wakanda with him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,963
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    374
    Kudos:
    1,890
    Bookmarks:
    461
    Hits:
    26,305

    28 Oct 2018

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation