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“Oh, fuck you. Sorry I still want to win cups instead of smoking weed with my teammates between losses,” Shane argued.
The words seemed to drain the rest of the fight out of Ilya. He didn’t know what he was doing anymore, what they were fighting about anymore. All he knew was that it felt like the fears he’d spent the last few months convincing himself were unfounded were unfolding in front of him in real time.
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A look at how Ilya struggled with his move to Ottawa and an alternate ending to the Boxing Day fight.
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21 Aug 2026
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Unanswered, Unaware by allaboutfictioncoffeeandplants
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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The plane crash aftermath, if Shane and Ilya had broken up 3 months earlier
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13 Aug 2026
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To: Jane 19:09 12/07/2016
she's in your jersey? she looks like a fucking puck bunnyTo: Jane: 02:27 12/19/2016
remember that time we broke your bed? i thought you’d get mad, but we just laughedTo: Jane 02:33 01/05/2017
did you take her home and fuck her? does your dick even work lolTo: Jane: 01:05 01/12/2017
i’m never letting you touch the fucking cup ever again________
A Post-Tuna Melt Unsent Project AU
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10 Aug 2026
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Alone Like I’m Supposed to Be, Tonight, Tomorrow, and Every Day by SpectrumColor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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“Ilya hadn’t woken up that morning planning to die. At least not with any more commitment than he had felt for the past few months.”
Or, with Shane out of his life in a very public relationship with Rose Landry, Ilya is struggling.
He deals with this by downing a bottle of Vicodin.
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03 Aug 2026
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Betrayal by leafygreentree
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Jul 2026
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Shane loves Ilya's moles. Like...LOVES them.
He notices one looks a little...evil.
He freaks out about it.
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30 Jul 2026
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there I saw you standing (must have been a holy light) by nobodyknows11
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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There’s a sudden cacophony of yells. As Shane turns to find the source of the noise, the only thing he can see is red splattered across the ice and a #81 jersey.
For an absurd moment, all he can think is “my parents are at this game. Hayden and Jackie are in the stands. Thank god the kids aren’t here.”
He doesn’t remember moving, but the next thing he knows, he’s kneeling in a pool of blood with his hands on Ilya’s neck, certain that he was about to die.
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14 Jul 2026
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“I was trying to be cool about it.” Shane's confession is a quiet whine, muffled into his palms. “Go with the flow, y’know?”
It’s almost unbearable, how much Ilya adores this perfect, neurotic man. “Hollander,” he says patiently. “You have never once gone with flow. Not ever in your life.”
There is only one grey cloud in the perfect blue sky of Ilya’s summer.
His two weeks at the cottage are almost over, and Shane still hasn’t asked him to stay.
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05 Jul 2026
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“No, Ilya, stay.” The last word came out as a whine.
“Why is he calling you Ilya?” Pike asked.
"Why is he asking you to stay?” Hollander’s mom followed.
Ilya shrugged. “How would I know?”
Hollander lifted his arm out, as if reaching for Ilya. “Because I want him to stay.” It was said in a tone that seemed to say, 'obviously'.
“Shane,” Hollander’s dad started. “Um- what’s going on? I thought we hated Rozanov.” He seemed to realise what he’d said and glanced at Ilya. “Sorry.”
“Is fine.”
"No, I don't hate him. I love him."
Cliff's jaw was firmly hanging open, and he didn't think it was going to move anytime today. He felt as if he'd been punched in the stomach, all the air ripped away from his lungs.
"Am I dreaming?" Cliff muttered to himself.
Pike let out a strained laugh. "I think someone spiked my coffee this morning."
(cliff, ilya, hayden & shane's parents visit shane in hospital after the incident. a very drugged up shane cannot hide his feelings for ilya)
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- Part 3 of ways they didn't find out
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03 Jul 2026
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He'd still not seen them kiss or touch in any way that signified love or affection, despite their now very public relationship and the elephant-in-the-room matching gold rings. No, instead, he’d seen Hollander push Rozanov away and tell him to 'fuck off'.
The next half an hour did nothing to lessen his view that they do not seem very compatible. They barely touch. Every time Rozanov moved to touch his husband, Hollander moved away, looking awkward. Instead, they bickered and threw chirps at one another like they were still bitter rivals on the ice.
Then, slowly but surely, Shane Hollander got drunk.
The second the third vodka passed Shane's lips, Wyatt Hayes had let out a long-suffering sigh and said, "Here they go."
Scott frowned, not understanding. "What do you mean?"
Boodram chuckled. “Oh, you’ll see.”
Scott and Carter exchanged a glance as if to say ‘what the fuck?’.
(scott doesn't understand how hollander and rozanov work. one night in his bar is enough for him to realise that he's an idiot)
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- Part 4 of from the outside
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03 Jul 2026
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His mother stared at him, wide eyed and more than a little panicked. "Shane, honey, what do you remember?"
He searched his mind for a memory of this game, of the injury - but nothing came to him. The pain worsened, and he groaned, clutching his head. Fuck, that hurt.
"Shane, is okay. Don't hurt yourself more, please." Rozanov said. He moved his hand towards Shane's, trying to grasp hold of it.
Shane swatted him away violently, aghast. What the fuck was he playing at?
"Get the fuck off of me, Rozanov."
Both Rozanov and his mother gaped at him.
"Shane-" Rozanov tried again, but Shane wasn't having it.
He was beginning to panic. It was too much; the too-bright blue lights, his mother's panic, the constant beeping of the monitor, the big gaping whole in his memory, the godawful scratchy feeling of the cheap fabric of the hospital gown - it was all making him lose his fucking mind because it was making him itch and too hot and - and worst of all, Ilya fucking Rozanov was trying to hold his hand and call him sweetheart in front of his mom.
(post-book one, shane gets injured & forgets ilya)
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- Part 1 of from the inside
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03 Jul 2026
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jj boiziau: ultimate ally (unfortunately) by goldengalaxies
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16 Apr 2026
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JJ
ok why don't you tell me what your type is since the last four men were no goodMon Capitane🫡
I'm just not interested in dating right now!JJ
right but no one said you had to date these guys. just some fun with them😏😏—
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i need someone to take out Boiziau in next game no questions asked(jj tries to matchmake for shane after finding out he’s gay. things unfold. ilya crashes out. jj finds out a little more)
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- Part 16 of ways they didn't find out
- Part 13 of hr: online edn
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02 Jul 2026
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“You…wanted to see me?” He asks, barely resisting a wince at how awkwardly it comes out. “After yesterday-” He stops, swallows.
Hollander makes a face–one of Ilya’s favorite faces, in fact–that says he’s a little embarrassed about what he’s about to say. Ilya feels his chest go a little tighter, wondering if Hollander has had time to reconsider, if he’d even planned to reach out after the game, apologize for spooking and running, ask to come ba-
“Did something…happen yesterday?” Hollander asks.
Ilya stares at him.
(the accident that takes shane out for the season happens the day after the tuna meltdown) (...it also takes his memory of the tuna meltdown with it)
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01 Jul 2026
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Our Captain, Their Problem by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.
It's a very normal day for the Montreal Voyageurs.
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01 Jul 2026
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Can I Get A Kiss (and can you make it last forever)? by justbeingzsozso
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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And Ilya does come back, still avoiding Shane's eyes. Takes off his ring and gets his charger and just as he was stepping out of the room, hand on the handle – because he knows Shane only sleeps when the door is closed – Shane finally speaks up.
“Can I at least have a goodnight kiss?”
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Shane and Ilya's first big fight as a married couple.
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30 Jun 2026
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What were you going to ask me? by Lis4
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
27 Jun 2026
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"We can't keep doing this, Hollander," he told him. "Is not safe."
"Why are you saying this now?" Shane interrogated. "We're playing a game tomorrow."
"I—," Ilya started but he had no idea what to say. He hadn't meant to end it like this. "I'm sorry."
"Sorry?" Shane repeated. "You can't even look at me."
Ilya closed his eyes, then forced himself to meet Shane's eye. He wish he hadn't. Because Shane was looking at him like he'd been slapped. Like Ilya had just played a cruel joke on him and was laughing at him like he was stupid.
"We can't, I can't..." Ilya said pathetically.
"You can't," Shane repeated, like reality was setting in.
"Not like that," Ilya tried to correct. "I just—"
"No, I got it, Rozanov," Shane assured sarcastically.
Ilya didn't think he did but he was at a loss of how to explain things.
"You know I was gonna ask you something," Shane said.
-What if Ilya broke up with Shane before he got hurt at the Boston game? Ilya's world is completely shattered and he doesn't know if Shane is going to be okay and he just fucking left him.
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29 Jun 2026
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Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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29 Jun 2026
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After their summer in the cottage, Shane returns to Montreal’s locker room only to find out that his teammates have the newest gossip: Ilya Rozanov is dating a famous catwalk model.
Shane can’t believe it. Ilya is cheating on him! Or is he? And if he’s not… How does Shane ever make up for his stupid assumptions?
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28 Jun 2026
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it only falls into place when you're fall to pieces by dreamsoflovingness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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“Tabarnak,” Shane heard JJ curse from the other side of the locker room.
“You okay?” Miitka asked as JJ eyed everyone nervously.
“The Centaurs plane is missing,” JJ said carefully.
“It’s what? How the fuck does a whole plane just go missing?” Miitka said.
“Yeah, it never arrived in Tampa and it just disappeared from radar,” JJ explained, “they’re searching the area for the crash site.”
Missing.
Never arrived.
Not on radar.
Crash Sight.
Ilya.
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Manifest style AU. The Centaurs plane disappears in 2021, only to reappear three years later the day after it original vanished. Those three years broke Shane Hollander. Ilya is determined to put him back together.Bookmarked by heyitsec
27 Jun 2026
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Last night, Ilya dreamed Shane served him divorce papers. They were making dinner when suddenly Shane pulled them out of the microwave and thrust them into Ilya’s hand. This isn’t working, he said. I’m divorcing you. No negotiations.
And look: of course Ilya understands that it was just a dream. The official divorce petition was a stack of sticky notes. Shane had faintly green skin and, Ilya is pretty sure, a third eye next to his left nipple. It obviously wasn’t real.
But.
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- Part 5 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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24 Jun 2026
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When a benefit gala for the Irina Foundation drags the worst year of Ilya Rozanov’s life back into the light, he spirals hard and fast. Ilya decides Shane deserves a life that is not built around carrying him. Shane decides Ilya cannot get better with him standing in the doorway of every room, being another thing his husband has to deal with.
So they sign the papers. Not because they want to end their marriage, but because each of them would rather be the one left behind than the reason the other keeps drowning.
Or: Just before Shane is supposed to file the divorce paperwork, he finally says the one thing he should have said from the start, and they discover that love does not have to leave to be kind.
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23 Jun 2026