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    John knows what eating disorders look like. The thing is, he’d found nothing. There was nothing, nada, zero, absolutely no evidence for any kind of eating disorder. No anorexia, no bulimia, nothing. It lulled him into a false sense of security.

    Sherlock always wears his coat, no matter what the weather or the season. Not that there's any particular reason for this, of course.

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    04 Jul 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    "We are gods among mortals. But even gods must be tested." Sherlock loses his sight temporarily and must rely on his other senses and John in order to solve the case at hand. But as the killer draws closer, could the pair be in more danger than they first thought?

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    04 Jul 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Mycroft snoops in Sherlocks room to find his drug stash, and finds another secret he's been trying to hide.

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    14 Jun 2023

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    What the hell does it matter if my words upset him, when he's so obviously out of control?

    ''I think you know what this is. I think you know that you have an eating disorder. And I think you are scared.''

    Sherlock blinks at me, his throat still swallowing. He has a wild look in his eyes that I don't like, so I push back against my chair, stand up, and go towards him.

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    21 May 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Sherlock would never say he's struggled with an eating disorder. Infanct he believes himself to be winning it.
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    Sherlock has an eating disorder. How it formed and how the people around him treat him because of it. Hudders doesn't realize it. Mycroft knows but doesn't help and John is...well he's John.

    He can get out of this pit, right?

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    16 May 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 86

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    Not eating was something Watson did when he was young. He's over that now. So he's a little careful with his food and likes to be organised and neat. It doesn't mean that he has a problem.

    But when Holmes comments about his weight after a difficult case, Watson realises that he's not better after all.

    Written for the kink meme

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    31 Jan 2023

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    John struggles to cope after losing Sherlock, pushing himself to the breaking point just to carry on. When Sherlock returns from the dead, it becomes clear he never really coped at all.

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    10 Jan 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    Sherlock has always been sharply aware of his body.

    Perhaps too aware for his own good.

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    10 Jan 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 18

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    It's not that John Watson didn't want to, nor that he purposefully refrained from it. He just stopped putting the effort into doing it. 

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    10 Jan 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 13

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    Sherlock Holmes counts. He keeps track of how many people he sees in a day, what they wear. How many shades of red he encounters during the span of a case. It keeps him sane, afloat within the ocean of his own mind.

    Except when the detective counts himself.
    Then, he feels like he's drowning.

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    10 Jan 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 46

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    After a particularly distressing case, John notices Sherlock is acting strange.

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    09 Jan 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 1

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    The obligatory 'Sherlock has an Eating Disorder' Story™. Or, a brief bit of introspection from Sherlock's point of view about his relationship with food and how eating (or not) affects The Work.

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    09 Jan 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 7

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    31 weeks ago John noticed something wasn't quite right with Sherlock. He'd never eaten during cases before, but is this any different...?

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    09 Jan 2023

  14. This has been deleted, sorry!

    08 Jan 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 11

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    John thinks they've got on top of Sherlock's eating disorder, but what he finds in Sherlock's room changes his mind.

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    08 Jan 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 3

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    "You might imagine that a person would resort to self-mutilation only under extreme situations or duress. But once I'd crossed that line the first time, taken that familiar step off the precipice, then almost any reason was a good enough reason, almost any provocation was provocation enough. Cutting was my all-purpose solution, my new drug of choice."

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    07 Jan 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    John grieves. He can't move on. All the little pieces of him fall apart without the biggest piece holding him together. He isn't whole. He isn't complete. TW: Self-harm, depression, agoraphobia, anorexia.

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    03 Jan 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 23

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    His entire life he had been looking for it - for a way to silence his thoughts; a way to hold time in his fingertips and know that everything was going to be okay.
    He finally found what he was so desperately looking for in nothing more than his own body
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    A character study following Mycroft growing up with anorexia and bulimia
    Please heed the trigger warnings in the notes at the beginning

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    03 Jan 2023

  19. This has been deleted, sorry!

    03 Jan 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 66

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    The finishing touch is the scarf, and once that’s wrapped around his neck he looks almost normal (normal for the Freak, Sally amends). Still too thin, maybe, although the coat hides most of it, makes his form look more substantial than it really is. But the illusion’s broken now, and Sally knows that she won’t be able to look at him without seeing ribs and spine and collarbone stretched under too pale skin.

    Or...the one where Sherlock has an eating disorder and Sally tries to help.

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    03 Jan 2023

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