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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dean is 17 when he loads Sam and Adam into the backseat of the Impala and never looks back.

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    15 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    There's the normal pairs of socks and boxers, another sweater. Then the mishaps: a pair of jeans too small for either of them, a child's pajama pants, and two pairs of panties.

    And—Ray's a big guy, but he'd fit in these.

    It's a crazy thing to think. But they would fit him.

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    15 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    Pete twists his mouth to the side, rubs his nose, conscious of being observed. “No, I don’t know. I’ve been thinking about a lot of things. Just staying occupied.”

    “The old escape hatch.”

    “Yeah. Yeah, that’s right.”

    “Okay.” Ray studies him a moment longer. “Well? Where’re we escaping to?”

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    Pete and Ray jump off a bridge. And survive.

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    30 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    "The Major's my father," Stebbins spits out the words at the wheels of the half-track rumbling on in front of them with what little energy is left in his body. The red rim of his eyelids glimmer as he looks up at the Major. "I'm his bastard."

    Ray stares at him. The actual meaning of his words take some time to penetrate the coldness in his chest that's slowing all his thoughts, but when they do, he looks at the Major to see his reaction. When he sees that there is none, he looks back at Stebbins, and the awful, raw edges of his expression, and then back to the Major, hoping for Stebbins' sake, that the man at least fucking reacts. However, when he looks back at the Major, he is no longer there. Instead, a cavernous hole decides to open up beneath the half track with a roar not too dissimilar to that of the carbines, swallowing the entire vehicle whole.

    A moment later, a great watery crash rings out from miles below them.
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    The 23rd Annual Long Walk has no official winners. It's better this way.

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    03 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Sam took a step forward.
    Dean took a step back.
    Sam smiled. “Scared?”
    “No.” Dean said, like a liar.
    “Don’t be,” Sam told him. “I’m not going to hurt you.” Like wearing Sam’s face wasn’t killing Dean.
    “Why not?”
    “Well,” Sam, or rather Lucifer, said. “You know the rapture: one brother to lead the demons, one to lead the angels. I was supposed to take Sam and let you go. But I thought.... why not take you both?
    Or, alternatively, Sam makes a decision, and Dean has to live with it.

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    22 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 93

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    “Okay. If you don't like your wish and you don't like mine, if you had a do-over, what would you ask for?” Ray asks, unimpressed, like this is a dare that he doesn't expect Pete to be able to complete.

    Pete had spent a lot of time thinking about this after the Walk. It’s near impossible not to, really; you’re given the hardest choice you’ll ever make after the most horrific few days of your life, and you have forever to stew in the consequences of it. Pete has been stewing in it, indeed. “Do you really think you can wish for anything?” he asks. “It shouldn’t have been possible to get that kid an elephant so soon, but—”

    “You want a magical wish, then? Like a fucking genie? It’s all hypothetical anyway. Go for it.”

    Their feet move in tandem, like soldiers. The horrible ache in Pete’s stomach has gone away. This is the only time it ever goes away: here, in a dream, with Ray. “Well, I’d ask if I could just go on walking with you forever.”

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    If Pete McVries had another chance, he'd choose a different wish. Post-Canon Garraty/McVries Fix-It.

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    01 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 68

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    Cas leans back into his space, sturdy. "I promise, I would not do anything that would put myself or our family in danger."

    Michael throws a tantrum inside Dean someplace between his feet and the top of his head, He digs into the bars of Dean's ribs and contorts Dean's soul around His Grace. Cas sees none of this, or more likely he does, and ignores it for Dean's sake. He laughs at the absurdity of it all. "So what you said, about me still be being me. It's not true then?" Cas doesn't respond. Waves of grief wash over them, it's a wonder Dean can still breathe. He inhales. "Cause then you wouldn't kiss me. You wouldn't kiss me. I wouldn't want you to kiss me."

    Cas does anyway. The darkness doesn't come.

     

    There’s an archangel in Dean’s head and strangers from another universe in his house. His kid is sick, his mother is young and aloof, and to make matters worse, his best friend is keeping secrets. Again. Only this time, Dean finds out about Castiel's deal with the Empty, and he's got a pretty solid idea about what (or who) might trigger it. Knowing full well Cas must stay miserable to stay alive, Dean makes his move.

    This is the way they can have each other. No matter how much it hurts.

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    05 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Dean is a young, vibrant hunter with a keen sense of purpose, itching to prove himself. When a sudden, catastrophic illness strikes him down, Heaven and Earth collide in a desperate race to save his life.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    There are two irrefutable truths that Cas has learned during his time on Earth.
    One: nothing is as it first appears to be.
    And two: every good deed has a consequence.
    Castiel has learned two things, so he knows this: this is not what it seems. And this is a consequence he’s brought upon himself—and like all consequences, he must endure for what he’s done.

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    Post season-15 Cas meets pre-hell Dean. Yes, this is one of those fics.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    “Don’t spend it on anything stupid, Dean. This is for you two to eat,” Dad says. He doesn’t have to say that there isn’t any more money, that he’d better figure out how to stretch it if he needs to—Dean already knows that better than he knows anything.

    Or, Dean and sex work.

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    13 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 12

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    Syril wraps her in skinny arms and pulls her against his chest. The heat of his body seeps through the multiple layers of clothing they both wear. And he doesn’t smell like smoke. He smells… clean, a mix of soap and laundry detergent. She’s close enough that she can hear the beat of his heart alongside the thudding of her own. It’s fast but not too fast, and the illusion of safety allows her own heart to fall into a calmer pace. The softness of his embrace slowly begins to overwrite the feeling of hands clutching her legs. Even the blaster fire seems quieter now that he’s holding her. Perhaps she won’t die, after all.

    In the aftermath of the riot on Ferrix, Syril and Dedra create their best approximation of love.

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    06 Jun 2025

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    02 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 87

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    There’s nothing in her stomach to come up when she retches. Her body heaves for the sake of heaving. It all seems wrong. If she opens the door, she should see him standing proudly in his brown coat and his beret, with a scarf wrapped around his neck. She should be able to look into his eyes, smile, and tell him they’ve won. That they’re the Imperial heroes they’ve always dreamt of being, and now, having claimed victory, they can go home and be together for the rest of their lives. They can put this Ghorman mess — and all the smaller messes it encompassed — behind them.

    I didn’t want this.

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    Syril dies. Dedra mourns.

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    17 May 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    “You know what to do,” Castiel says softly. Dean will not let himself be touched gently—Dean will barely let himself be touched with anything but punishment—but Castiel can still find ways to give him pleasure. He takes the brittle-thin cut of Dean’s jaw in one hand; works his thumb beneath Dean’s sweet lips; pries his mouth open by pinching his chin between thumb and forefinger, so wide that he can feel the humidity of Dean’s breath speeding up into desperate little pants against the inside of his wrist. “Get to work.”

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    OR: Castiel is forty years too late pulling Dean out of hell, and punished to Fall from grace for it. They find each other anyway.

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    14 May 2025

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    Cas dies. The world disappears. Dean stops eating.

    Cas dies. The world comes back. Jack leaves. Dean stops eating.

    Cas dies, and Dean stops eating, and he keeps on dreaming.

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    (“You’ll be gone by the time I come back,” Cas says sadly.

    Dean smiled at him, content and serene, and slowly signed, rusty from lack of use, “I can’t stop.”)

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    21 Apr 2025

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    “How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.

    The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.

    The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.

    “I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”

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    Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.

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    02 Apr 2025

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    When you thought I was dead…what did you do?

    Dean’s not going to tell Sammy. He’s not going to tell his little brother about the handful of benzos and oxycodone still churning in his system, because Sammy’s breathing hard through the gunshot in his gut, and Dean’s not going to add to Sam’s already extensive list of problems. And Dean knows how Sammy gets whenever Dean tries to trade his life in for his little brother’s. It’s never been something Sam takes well. So Dean isn’t going to tell him.

    Sam and Dean spend a night on the floor of a motel bathroom after the events of 11.17

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    25 Mar 2025

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    Dean dies on a hunt while Sam is at Stanford. Sam mourns by crisscrossing the countryside. Sam has regrets. So does Dean. After all, what is a ghost but the manifestation of regret?

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    12 Mar 2025

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    Cas time-travels back to when Dean is 19 and has 90s prettyboy swoopy model hair. He pets his hair. They cry together. Cas holds him all through the night, giving Dean one night of peace and comfort and safety.

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    10 Mar 2025

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    It’s September 18, 2008. Castiel is being deployed to rescue Dean Winchester from Hell.

    He lands in Dean Winchester’s motel room in 2003. Things go from there.

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    01 Mar 2025

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