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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    Chuuya shivered, sniffling a little in the cold as he huffed out a white cloud of air, stuffing his hands deeper in his pockets as he trudged through the thin layer of snow on the ground.
    He was stopped abruptly at the sound of an animal, sounding strangled and pained.
    He turned around quickly, searching for the sound, until it came again, more clear this time, a soft ‘meow’ from under a car.

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    Dazai's a shapeshifter and can turn into a cat-- until he gets stuck in his cat form. It's winter, and cold out, and suddenly he ends up living with the pretty boy from a nearby cafe.
    Chuuya is just trying to get through eighteen-- until he finds a stray cat freezing in the cold. Suddenly, his days seem to be a little brighter.

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    12 Oct 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    In a world where creativity is a battleground, Dazai Osamu and Chuuya Nakahara find themselves entangled in a high-stakes rivalry as renowned artists. Dazai, the reclusive genius with a flair for chaos, and Chuuya, the passionate and fiery painter known for his fierce loyalty to his craft, cross paths in a prestigious art competition. As their rivalry unfolds, secrets buried beneath layers of paint and pride come to the surface, challenging their perceptions of each other and the true nature of their bond.

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    12 Oct 2024

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    “Chuuya.” Dazai says, in a way that makes Chuuya think Dazai has said his name once already.

    “Dazai.” He responds. When he looks up, he accidentally focuses on Dazai’s mouth, the deep raw color of the bruise growing on his cheek. Chuuya blinks, rocks on his feet, looks away.

    “I said did you kill them?” Dazai asks after a long pause. His voice is uncomfortably even.

    Chuuya looks at Dazai and the violence in his eyes shakes him to his core. His stomach floods with want. His toes curl in his shoes.

    Chuuya nods, a jerk of his head. His ribs ache. Dazai evaluates him.

    “We need to go.” Dazai says.

    I am afraid of the power you hold over me, Chuuya thinks and says—

    “Yeah.”

    Dazai steps on a body when they leave, eyes trained elsewhere. It makes a sound like ice cracking.

    Dazai doesn’t look down.

    The palms of Chuuya’s hands itch.

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    26 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    They're just a voice explaining maths to him. So why does he feel so drawn to it ?

    Or : Bokuto needs help in maths classes and asks the Internet for some help. What he hadn't planned was for the person helping him to have the prettiest voice he has ever heard, and confuses his heart who now both has feelings for it and the quietest of his teammates.

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    03 Aug 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    Akaashi's heart pounds in his chest. He worries it’s going to jump out of his chest any second. He feels the soft touch of Bokuto's hand against his skin and his whole body tingles. Fuck. He’s going to lose it. He’s going to kiss him.

    "You're amazing, Akaashi. You’re my best friend."

    As soon as Bokuto is out of sight and the door is closed, he sinks to the floor. "Fuck, Koutarou. You idiot," Akaashi whispers into the empty hallway. “You’re killing me.”

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    Akaashi isn't in love with his ace. He's not. He's not in love with Bokuto Koutarou. Fuck. Okay. His feelings might breach the line between friendship and love, but that's not his fault...Bokuto's smile is just too damn contagious.

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    03 Aug 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 94

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    15!Chuuya gets injured on a mission and gets to know a side of Dazai he didn't expect to meet. Revelations are made and a relationship progresses significantly.

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    15!Chuuya gets injured on a mission and the aftermath brings both him and Dazai to the realization that the other cares about them a whole lot more than they might've expected.
    Fluff ensues.

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    16 Jun 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 34

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    Dazai wants to rip through his skin. Peel off the ugly parts of him and grow a new identity. One where he could be worthy of the attention. One where there's a single fiber of his being that isn't drenched in black.

    Bile rises up his throat and he swallows it back down. No matter how much he forces out, he's still rotten to the core.

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    Alternatively, Dazai's self-destructive coping mechanisms. Chuuya is there to help him pick up the pieces.

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    05 Jun 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 46

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    Dazai tensed up, anticipating to shudder in disgust and self-hatred, but surprisingly one of pleasure and arousal.

     

    Good boy, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 were a good 𝙗𝙤𝙮. They don't mind being called good if it's from Chuuya.

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    05 Jun 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 51

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    "Oh Chuuya~" He dragged out his name as he peeked in and stepped into the office. His eyes immediately fell on the smashed pieces of the vase. His gaze shifted to the ginger mafioso who had his head buried in his hands.

    "Chuuya?"

    "It broke on it's own." Chuuya interrupted, his voice sounded rougher than usual.

     

    Dazai eyed the vase which, very clearly, did not break on its own. He decided to not push the matter. Something about Chuuya's tensed posture told him that he perhaps shouldn't push his buttons today.

     

    He pursed his lips. Chuuya's tensed, slumped down posture was something he wasn't used to. Neither was he used to not being insulted and shouted at upon entering his office. He felt uneasiness grow in his stomach but he pushed it down.

     

    He had more important things to focus on.

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    Chuuya spirals, Dazai comforts him.

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    05 Jun 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 67

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    "Fucking leave, mackerel..." His voice was weak and tears brimmed his eyes.

    "I'm not going anywhere, Chuuya." Dazai's tone was firm but gentle, full of understanding and something else that the redhead was trying to ignore. Dazai tightened his hold around the smaller man.

    "I've got you, Chuu,"
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    Chuuya gets badly injured on a mission and ends up in the hospital. Dazai knows theres more to it than that and comes to take care of the redhead, despite Chuuya's protests. Maybe Chuuya will actually end up opening up to someone about the dark feelings that have been bothering him these past few weeks. And, just maybe, he won't have to deal with them alone anymore.
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    TW for implied suicide attempt and talk related to it! The attempt itself is not written, but it is still talked about!

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    05 Jun 2024

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “I have an idea,” Dazai trills, as he pushes his glasses up the bridge of his nose, “why don’t I model for you?”

    Chuuya averts his gaze from the magnetic pull of Dazai’s eyes and stares into the black abyss of his coffee instead. Why is he cursed with a genius best friend who’s always eager to think up perfect solutions? In this case, perfectly disastrous. There’s no way Chuuya is going to be able to look at Dazai in lingerie on a daily basis and not internally combust from the heavy burden of unrequited love and… uh, well, horniness.

     

    OR: Chuuya is a designer who needs a fitting model. Dazai wants to be a model. Seemingly a perfect match, but they're desperately in love and very awkward about it, so a lot of chaos and misunderstandings ensue.

     

    Russian translation by Kiuochi

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    02 Jun 2024

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    Dazai smiles brightly as Chuuya glares at him from the crook of his elbow. "We're stuck with each other now," he says cheerfully. 

    "What's new," Chuuya sighs. "It's been that way for years. Try as I might, I can't get rid of you. You're too fucking annoying and persistent, like my hangover."

    "Aw, thanks. I find you to be particularly cockroach-like."

    (Dazai, and Chuuya, being Dazai and Chuuya.)

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    02 Jun 2024

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    21 May 2024

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    “Why, I’ll be on my best behavior. Chibi will see I can be an absolute angel~”

    With a slight twitch of lips, Chuuya leans forward. He leaves a peck on Dazai’s mouth, and the man can’t tell up from down anymore. Chuuya rattles him.

    “Then, angel, I suggest you get moving,” he says, “go get your colleagues.”

    [Or: Chuuya wears Dazai’s shirt. Dazai malfunctions.]

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    14 May 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dazai, a boy living In St. Petersburg who suffers from isolation and loneliness, stumbles upon a fiery redhead arguing with another. Will Fate work in their favor, or will She be cruel?

    OR: Soukoku in the setting of White Nights by Fyodor Dostoevsky.
    OR: Dazai is absolutely enamored by Chuuya and longs to have him in his life.

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    13 May 2024

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    In which Akaashi Keiji is an overworked accountant who stumbles upon Bokuto one night playing the piano in the lobby of his work. Bokuto is different, that much is obvious. But with such supreme musical talent and a smile so dazzling it rivals the sun, there's just something about him that brings Akaashi back every night.

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    06 May 2024

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    Akaashi knocks Bokuto out and Bokuto falls in love. Kuroo laughs about it.

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    05 May 2024

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    “I'm gonna date that,” Bokuto declares solemnly, and Kuroo throws a plastic spoon at his head.

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    05 May 2024

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    “Hey Mackerel?” Chuuya asked gently, drawing small circles onto Dazai’s spine. “Do you think maybe you feel just a little small? Even just a teeny tiny bit?”

    Chuuya hoped this was the right move and he didn’t just unleash the kraken again.

    And a million thanks to anyone who was listening, Dazai didn’t start to cry more. He gave a small nod, and buried his face in Chuuya’s neck guiltily.

    Score.

    “Yeah?” Chuuya says, pulling his baby impossibly closer. “That’s okay, then, Sweetie. That’s okay. You’re my good, sweet baby. You’re not bad, honey. You’re so, so good. My little angel.” Chuuya soothes gently, whispering softly into Dazai’s ear as he whimpers and sniffles softly.

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    dazai is sick and has a bad day and regresses. the poor baby cant help but feel anxious and overwhelmed and afraid, and he doesnt even know why. chuuya just wants his sweet boy to feel better.

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    30 Apr 2024

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    “Who knew children were so strong these days?” Dazai grumbled, but that sucked Chuuya back into reality.

    Okay. Yeah, hell no. No one made fun of his height.

    “Who the hell are you calling a child, asshole?” Chuuya bit back, furrowing his eyebrows and crossing his arms. “I’m twenty-two, for your information.”

    “Ah, I didn’t think a grown man could be so short! The more you know!” he smiled brightly, but Chuuya felt the tease in it. Who did this guy think he was?

    “Fuck off,” Chuuya glared at him for a second but then decided to walk away before he picked a fight with someone at a callback. That wouldn’t look very good to the director.

    But if there is a god out there, it must hate Chuuya because the freakishly tall actor decided to follow behind Chuuya, chatting as if he wasn’t just cussed at, “You know, I’m sure it’s not too late for a growth spurt! If you drink more milk, you never know what could-”

    The ‘I’m not gonna punch someone’ plan failed.

    ---

    Nakahara Chuuya auditions for a movie. Dazai Osamu is a world famous actor.

    What could possibly go wrong?

    (updates every monday - check tags for TWs)

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    05 Apr 2024

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