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    Ilya creates a stan account for shane, shane decided to be messy and answer his tweets. The internet loses it's godamn mind

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”

    Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
    Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.

    But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    While spending the summer in Russia, Ilya learns that Shane has mysteriously retired from the NHL. When he attempts to call, Shane’s phone goes straight to voicemail…

    Or the one where Shane finds out he’s pregnant, retires and goes ghost, but underestimates just how much Ilya Rozanov loves him

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is cold, ruthless criminal who rules the Ottawa's underworld ever since he moved there. Life of luxury and respect from others is all he is used to. Shane Hollander, however, is not, and when Shane catches Ilya's attention, Ilya's calculated obsession begins, drawing Shane into the world of danger, power, and psychological tension that he can't escape.

    "There are only two ways out of this. With me. Or in a body bag. Your choice."

     

    **** please read the tags carefully!!!! i am not joking about them if any of these are not your cup of tea, please skip!!*******

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.

    ** EPILOGUE ADDED 02/20/26 **

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    24 Feb 2026

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    What if Shane went back inside after running away from Ilya?

    Maybe Shane's actions set off a fire in Ilya's dom side

     

    Shane’s cheeks were bright red. Ilya’s rage was stunning, the painful grasp he had on his hair, the heavy pressure of his restraining arm, his hot breath fluttering on his neck, the sharp bite of his too white teeth on his ear. All of those factors were turning him on but none could compare to the devilish glint in his eyes or how his accent was so thick he could hardly understand him.
    Shane whimpered as the fingers in his hair tugged roughly and he arched his back, eyelashes fluttering as he tried to press himself against the taller man. “Ily… Ilya, I, I.. I’m sor-

    He was cut off abruptly by a chilling laugh and a muscular thigh shoving between his legs and pinning his lower half to the wall. “Oh so you call me Ilya now?” He shook his head, golden curls bouncing, “Mm no. No I do not think you will call me that.” Ilya raised his knee up, applying pressure to Shanes stiff cock. “Oh poor Shane Hollander, so hard for me with just a little manhandling.” He brought his knee back down and gazed piercingly into Shanes eyes. “I know what you need. What only I can give you.”

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    13 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 92

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    Shane blinks hard as he realizes he recognizes the face of the tall, handsome man standing awkwardly in front of him. Then the son of last generation’s biggest hockey legend sticks out his hand and introduces himself. "Jack Zimmerman."

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    06 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 78

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    Shane drops after the Las Vegas incident, and Ilya must race to find him before the cold takes him away.

    Some of it is sub drop but honestly I just made Shane crash out.

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    06 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 48

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    On the night of the game against Boston, Shane felt like he was on top of the world. A month later, he felt like the world was on top of him. He wasn't alone in that feeling.

    Now with an added timestamp.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again. 

    “Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."

    “That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”

    “No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.” 

    “Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”

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    31 Jan 2026

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    There was a bead of sweat on his brow. Shane watched it drop over onto his chin down to his neck until it had dissolved into his skin. His face was still his face. He pressed his thumb against the side of his lips. He didn’t know why he thought he would look different. He never had. This was the 5th time he had done this. Watched his skin turn to sweat until all he could think about was the heat of his body. The tightening of his stomach. The wet in between his thighs.

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    Or the one in which Shane pretends to be a beta and becomes so touch-starved that very inconvenient things happen.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    alternate universe where it’s ‘i’m coming to the cottage’ but make it feral werewolf shifter Ilya trying to court an oblivious Shane.

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    Shane trying to enjoy a relaxing time at the cottage only to discover a hot naked man in his living room, instead of the wolf he had previously put there.

     

    now translated in russian here!

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Ilya opened one of his messages.

    Have you seen the news?
    Ilya, call me. Now.
    Please tell me you already fucking know.
    Jesus Christ, man.

    That was it. No context. No explanation. Just panic wrapped in vague bullshit.

    His jaw locked. “Are you fucking serious right now,” he muttered, thumb scrolling harder than necessary. Say it or don’t, you assholes. The half-answers made his skin crawl. It felt like they were all circling something awful, whispering around it, waiting for him to step close enough to get hit.

    His chest felt tight now, pressure building, so he did the one thing that made sense. He opened social media.

    Shane Hollander’s name was everywhere.

    Or

    Shane was hurt in ways everyone could see, and in ways only Ilya would carry.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Ilya gets a surprising call from none other than Hayden Pike saying something is wrong with Shane and no one really knows why. Ilya drops everything to go help him because, he does know. And it's all his fault.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Media: Here is the goodest most normal boy.
    Me: Oh so he’s a lil fucked up, got it. Here he is developing a bruise kink on top of everything else going on.

     

    Something’s different, just in general. Like wearing sunglasses, a filter of sorts over everything, but if Shane was in any way honest with himself, he’d know it was more like going without for the first time.

    He’s painfully aware of his body these days; how it looks, how it moves, how it responds to… stimuli. And it is responding, lately. His bruises, too: always just there, so used to them they’d barely registered anymore, but recently there’s been a sort of constant hum of them at the edge of his awareness. It’s a layer of input he really doesn’t need right now, busy as he is.

    But he’s been woken up. Restless. Needy.

    Late in bed, when all his chores are done, fingers travel up to his collarbone, where the newest acquisition is waiting for him.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

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    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Hermione Granger has been missing for seven years. After being taken straight from the Malfoy Manor that fateful April afternoon, most presume she is dead. But Draco Malfoy has never stopped trying. And after seven years of searching, he finally finds her. Hermione's journey of healing, trusting, and reintegration seems almost impossible until she's offered one gift.
    Revenge.

    “That’s your kill, Granger. I would never take that from you.”
    I reeled from his words. He would let me have the kill? I looked to Draco to confirm.
    “Of course,” he said. “They’re all yours. You have every right to watch the life fade from your captors.”
    “In a manner as horrific and deranged as you’d like,” Theodore added.
    “Theo,” Narcissa said. “Draco, you wouldn’t honestly expect her to kill them, would you? After everything…”
    “I want to,” I said.
    I remembered the feel of his crushed nose against my skull. I remembered the adrenaline, fear, and power I felt as I tightened the chains around his neck. I deserved to see it through. I deserved to finish him forever.
    “When it’s time, the kills are yours,” Draco nodded. “You have my word.”

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    02 Jan 2026

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    The war is over but everyone who survived is left with scars. Hermione has been appointed to the role of Head Girl for their optional eighth year at Hogwarts. While struggling to come to terms with the immense trauma she’s lived through, she finds herself in shared quarters with her Head Boy partner, Theodore Nott. In an unexpected turn of events, Hermione is comforted by the Slytherin who is surprisingly adept at handling her persistent panic attacks. The presence of Draco Malfoy in her life becomes synonymous with Theo Nott as the two seem to be a packaged deal. As life unfolds she finds that Malfoy no longer holds the malice he once did towards her. The three of them find themselves in a unique position as they find common ground in both trauma and healing.

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    01 Jan 2026

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