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    Oscar never meant to tell anyone.

    When long-buried truths come to light, he’s forced to confront a past he’s spent years outrunning - in public, under pressure, and with more at stake than he ever wanted.

    Through it all, Lando stays.

    A story about survival, love, and the slow, uneven work of learning how to let yourself be held.

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    02 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    Akito doesn't remember anything about himself, only that he was kidnapped when he was 5 by a group of mages and then saved by his mentor, who has taken care of him for the past 10 years.

    However, that peace is shattered when the mages return, and Akito sets out in hopes of stopping them from accomplishing whatever their goal is...and learning who he truly is along the way.

    Title from "Moonlight" (Kitani Tatsuya/Harumaki Gohan)

    THIS FIC IS IN THE FINAL STAGE, JUST A FEW CHAPTERS LEFT

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    24 Nov 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Andrea Kimi Antonelli and Lorenzo Fluxa reading The Zombie Survival Guide.

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    20 Mar 2024

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    “Trust and integrity aren’t exactly words the paddock associates with you after the way you ditched Alpine.”

    Lando froze as the words came out of his mouth, but it was too late to take them back. And as he saw the hurt bloom like a bruise on his boyfriend’s flushed face, he knew the damage was done.

    Fuck. How could he have said that to him?

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    After the two McLaren cars make contact in Monza, Lando and Oscar have their first real fight. Maybe, as teammates, it was always inevitable.

    Lando isn't prepared for the emptiness he feels when Oscar walks away. But he's prepared to do everything in his power not to lose him.

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    01 Mar 2024

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  5. Public Bookmark 88

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    When Tim was seven years old, he remembers sitting all alone in his dark and cold mansion. It was his birthday. He had ordered a box of cake mix and cobbled together a cake for himself which he put seven candles on. He wanted to try out something he saw a character do in television. Singing happy birthday to himself, he blew out the candles and made a wish. "Please, make it so I’m not all alone."

    Or: Tim is a sad sad sixteen year old who feels all alone because almost everyone he ever loved died.

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    05 Jan 2024