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    Ilya watches his fingers fiddle with it. “Hear what? Hear us sleep?” he scratches behind his own ear, helpfully. “I snore so loud?”

    “No, Ilya, they can hear us not sleep,” Shane leans forward, searching Ilya’s face. Almost. “What we do before we sleep.”

    And Shane knows he gets it, because his whole face lights up, and Shane isn’t really in the position to appreciate it fully because the context is just not allowing him to. And it makes him feel worse. “Ah, that!” Ilya is laughing, and he presses down on Shane’s neck more solidly, shaking him around a little, almost proud if Shane had to guess.

    or, Shane's roommates can hear him and Ilya when they have sex, and it becomes a problem

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander ✅ @shanehollanderofficial 
    I’ve seen many publications over the years speculating on my own, and my husband’s, hockey stats and accolades in relation to our romantic relationship and when the public assumes it started. 

    We don’t owe this to anyone. But we’ve also been playing professional hockey for seventeen years and we’ve both run out of ahem, cares to give.

    On the right is a photograph from the behind the scenes of our joint CCM advertisement in July of 2010. This photo predates the hundreds of combined accomplishments listed on the left. 

    Oh, and it was also taken about six hours before our first kiss. 

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    or; a year from retirement and out of fucks to give, shane reveals their timeline to twitter in response to the latest speculatory article on their relationship. hollanovs across the world rejoice, centaurs celebrate their beloved dads, and former teammates share the not-so-subtle clues they missed the first time.

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    23 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    Sharing a tent with Taehyung and getting lost in the wilderness with him. That’s all it takes for Jeongguk to realize that he only has eyes for Taehyung.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Ilya's face split into a wide grin. It made his eyes sparkle. Shane wanted to kiss him very badly. "Oh. Oh. You are very drunk."

    "I wouldn't say very drunk. I'm normal drunk." Shane corrected, stepping closer to Ilya until they were barely centimeters apart. Shane reached up and wrapped his arms around Ilya's neck. They were so close and he smelled so good. Shane breathed him in for a second. Fuck, he had missed him so badly. It had only been two weeks, but it felt like forever.

    "I missed you too." Ilya whispered. Wait, had Shane said that out loud? Oops. Maybe he was very drunk. "More than you know."

    Or, the transition from friends with benefits to lovers is far from seamless.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    When Neil meets the perfect guy Andrew realizes that six and a half years later, he still doesn’t know how to ask the important questions.

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    15 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 31

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    "We were meant to have forever. Instead we had fourteen years."

    OR: Ilya bleeds out on the ice, devastating Shane and everyone around him. What follows is pain, grief, and hope.

    Work title is from song 'Work Song' by Hozier.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Ilya has always loved the little things Shane does. It’s one of the million reasons he married him. Shane can say hi to him in the morning and suddenly Ilya knows he’s going to have a good day.

    Unfortunately, sometimes Shane does something so painfully mundane and attractive that Ilya temporarily loses the ability to act like a normal human being.

    Or:

    5 times Shane's domesticity turns Ilya on, and 1 time Ilya finally acts on it.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Neil channels all of his energy into looking incredibly unbothered, like getting caught crashing a wedding by the groom’s twin-slash-best man was all part of his grand plan.

    The other man breaks the silence first. “Who are you?”

    Stubbornly, Neil keeps his ass planted on the ground while he racks his brain for the bride’s name. Kate? Kathryn? Katie? Oh, right—“I’m Katelyn’s cousin.”

    The best man tilts his head, observes Neil, and says, “No, try again.”

    Fuck.

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    Neil is no stranger to crashing weddings. This one would've been a walk in the park, if not for the groom’s twin getting in his way.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    For the first time in his career, Taehyung is out of ideas, inspiration, and out of fucks to give.

    Jeongguk gives him all three.

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    08 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 73

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    Jungkook’s lungs don’t work well. Taehyung forgets to breathe sometimes. They learn.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    It’s a silly party game: find your card match, kiss a stranger, and enjoy a free shot.

    Jeongguk finds his match, but the problem is that Kim Taehyung is not a stranger. He is, in fact, the complete opposite of a stranger.

    He represents ten months of Jeongguk’s life, a drawer still half-full of things Jeongguk never returned or even looked at, and somehow he remains the first person Jeongguk searches for in a room.

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    31 May 2026

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    Shane: Ilya, what, what is happening, it's seven in the morning.

    Ilya: (calling back, still grinning) I am vlogging.

    Shane: You're what?

    What starts as a “simple vlog” turns into a soft and deeply intimate snapshot of Ilya's domestic life.

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    26 May 2026

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    ”Pee-oh-vee, when bro puts his legs on my shoulders so I can drive every inch into him while he whimpers…” Shane reads out, looking back at Ilya incredulously. “Ilya, what the fuck?”

    “Funny, right?” Ilya chuckles, his reaction contrasting Shane’s disbelieving expression.

    OR: A 5+1 where Ilya has a burner TikTok account where he posts crazy ass gay sex scenarios with basketball game highlights in the background.

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    26 May 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    23 May 2026

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    02:13 in the morning and i just finished reading the most attractive Ilya EVER

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    The mating run was an event Shane dreaded every year, and when he’s finally forced to participate he decides to simply find somewhere to ride it out, alone. What he doesn’t bank on however, is Ilya Rozanov. And this year the alpha is determined to finally claim what is his.

    After so long being the hunter, Shane is now the hunted - he just doesn’t quite know it yet.

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    21 May 2026

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    There are so many things these days that Nikolai Petrov can’t believe. He can’t believe he’s actually going to get to play professional hockey. Can’t believe he isn’t going to be relegated to some second rate Russian league in Moscow. But most of all, he can’t believe that he’s standing on Ilya Rozanov’s doorstep. 

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    The Ottawa Centaurs have a new Russian rookie - the first Russian rookie Ilya's ever had, and Ilya is determined to make him feel welcome. Petrov finds that Rozanov and Hollander aren't at all what he expected (Hollander is somehow even more Canadian than he thought possible), but they somehow make him feel just a little more at home in this strange new country.

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    19 May 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    14 May 2026

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    An artist can fall in love with its art.
    A spectator can fall in love with art.
    Kim Taehyung fell in love with art long ago.
    But he never thought he could fall in love with the artist at the same time.
    Not when he was already in love with someone else.

     

    THE BOKEH EFFECT TRADUCCIÓN AL ESPAÑOL 🇲🇽

     

    THE BOKEH EFFECT TRADUZIONE ITALIANA 🇮🇹

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    11 May 2026

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    "I just didn't like losing," Jeongguk says. "I still don't."

    "I can't say I'm too fond of it either," Taehyung responds. He's looking directly into Jeongguk's eyes. "Still, I realized that if I were to lose to you, I wouldn't mind that much."

    Jeongguk wants to blame the alcohol coursing through his veins for his ringing ears and rapidly beating heart, not Taehyung, but he's aware that it's too late to deny some things.

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    09 May 2026

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