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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Dan is the one who cries that night. Phil bans him from every device in the house, making a big show of setting his phone on a high kitchen shelf while Dan pouts. It’s silly, and they’re both playacting, and Phil hopes it stems the nervousness in its own little way.

    (scenes post-hard launch. phil's proud. he's really, really proud.)

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    18 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dan knew very early on that he'd do anything for his Phil, even restrained and bleeding for him.

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    17 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    "Phil tried something a little less sweet than normal. The cute barista who always serves him didn’t expect him to take the lid off"

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    13 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Right now, with Dan on his knees in front of him, Phil thinks he can finally give that to him. This isn’t about control, this isn’t about being some distant stranger pushing him around, it’s about Phil seeing clearly what Dan needs and guiding him there.

    “Okay,” he whispers. “You’re okay. I’ve got you. Just do what I say, yeah?” He lets his hand trail down Dan’s cheek down to his jaw, thumb brushing the sensitive skin there, and watches Dan’s eyelids flutter.

    God. Maybe he can do this.

    Phil tries himself as a dom.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Through gritted teeth, Dan reads his message out loud.

    Snowdude: wait, I’m confused – how is it baby bowser’s fault that you took the curve so badly?

    One day, Dan will ban him. He’s not sure why he hasn’t yet. It’s like Snowdude only exists to enrage him.

    Dan is a gaming streamer on Twitch. Everyone knows that he has 1) a short fuse and 2) a massive crush on AmazingPhil.
    Phil likes to watch and ragebait him using a pseudonym.

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    21 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    The younger Phil standing in front of him, though, doesn't know. He doesn't know how they're going to make it through everything. He doesn't know what the future holds, or even if he's rehearsing for a show that is going to be called off. Phil can see the way he holds the tension in his body, the straight lines of his shoulder accentuated by his bright, red shirt and the straps of the leather apron. The way he's standing so straight, so rigidly uncomfortable that a strong breeze could snap him in half. The lost look on his face, his brows drawn in tight, mouth set in a thin line. His black-clad fists curled into a hard grip at his side.

    Phil has never seen someone so in need of some stress relief in his life

    OR: 2026!Phil pays 2018!Phil a visit and they fuck it all out.

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    20 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 33

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    I understand your concern, but I don’t think we have anything to worry about here. As a hoax, or a prank, or dark satire or whatever, the video is pretty effective, and I can see why you’ve reacted so strongly. But I think it’s a mistake to take this thing at face value. Simply put - the idea that Howell would post it, if it were genuine, is nuts.

    Dan and Phil return from a seven-year hiatus with a very different kind of hard launch.

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    22 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 30

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    Dan never uploaded a single YouTube video. After falling deeply in love with Phil in 2009 and filming a few videos with him, their developing relationship took a hard hit when Dan was not accepted to the University of Manchester, and they drifted apart in 2011. Phil never became a famous YouTuber without Dan.

    In 2026, Dan is struggling™, and his therapist recommends physiotherapy for health issues that his GP can’t deal with. Imagine Dan’s surprise when the PT comes in wearing a t-shirt he bought for Phil all those years ago…

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    06 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 17

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    Dan Howell is a lawyer in Manchester, he has a well paid job in a not so horrible law firm with a not terrible boss. But he's tired. So tired that it's starting to make him feel like maybe this life is not meant for him.

    Or: Dan and Phil never met but a 6 year old message arrives just in time.

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    04 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 84

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    Phil sighs, and does what every sensible person would do, after being abandoned by their partner of thirteen years because it’s “the best for him”.

    He opens Grindr.

    He finds some buff guy named Hank who put in a selfie in a fitness studio, posing in front of a mirror to show off sweaty biceps. His bio says “I don’t do that pronoun shit, I do protein”, and Phil knows he’s perfect.

    Dan breaks up with Phil. Phil decides to try and get him back the unconventional, yet effective route (Rage-Baiting).

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    23 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    Matthew 25:41 "Then He will also say to those on His left, ‘Depart from Me, accursed ones, into the eternal fire which has been prepared for the devil and his angels"

    or, extended metaphors about religion and celestial bodies, by Daniel Howell

    or, Dan gets depressed, spikes a fever, and generally has a bad time.

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    20 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 17

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    The story of Phil's near death experience

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    Dan was always good in a crisis. Blame that traumatized kid gene of being absolutely calm in the face of chaos.

    He went into full adrenaline mode and left no space for any emotions to intervene. He’d always been that way.

    Today was different. 

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    15 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 76

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    “Oh, but you did. I heard your prayer, it was delicious. So full of doubt, so helpless, so heretic.”

    “I wasn’t–”

    “And you looked so pretty too, on your knees for me. How could I ever resist that call?”

    Phil knew he was blushing – felt the heat in his cheeks, wander up to the tip of his ears.

    Father Philip is the simple priest of the community. When he gets visited by a demon dressed in a nun dress a few sizes too short, his faith is being tested.

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    14 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 38

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    “Did your son take it home?”

    She watched as his face distorted into a bizarre mix of horror and disgust. Whoops. Not his son then.

    She went to open her mouth to apologise before he slurred out “erm, yep, he’s bringing back clean clothes,” he then sluggishly attempted to school his expression into a neutral one.

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    13 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 25

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    it’s so, so hard to ignore “i want to die” when he hasn’t genuinely, truly felt that way in sixteen years. it’s equally terrifying and comforting, and tempting, which is even more terrifying in and of itself.

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    12 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 60

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    Everyone is hitting on Phil tonight but Dan believes he's the only one who can please Phil right. So he's horrified when a younger version of himself appears in front of them and rivals his love for Phil.

    Meanwhile the two Phils would love taking two Dans to bed. Maybe even have one of them watch.

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    21 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    “Uh,” a voice that isn’t Phil’s, and it isn’t his, except it is, says from the door, and they both flinch and look up at the same time, Dan propped up in Phil’s lap, speechless.

    In the door to their bedroom stands Dan, except Dan is pretty sure that he’s in the bed and also, he’s not that young anymore. The face of the other Dan is smooth, free of any crease, full, his curls shorter, his expression lost. He stands pressed against the side of the doorframe, arms wrapped around himself like a security blanket.

    “Dafuq?”

    In 2016, a younger Dan attempts suicide and wakes up in his own future.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    “Are you– are you full though?”

    “I’ve taken the safe amount,” he says, which Dan understands means ‘no’. “Do you need anything else?” Phil adds, glancing at him. “Uhm– a shower maybe?”

    So he knows. Great.

    The only thing worse than coming in your pants like a pubescent school boy at the thought of being drained of every last drop of blood, is the guy who was sucking your blood to notice.

    Dan really needs some money to pay his rent. Phil really needs blood to survive. It's a pretty good deal, and Dan gets a lot more than he bargained for.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Hot hot hot

  19. Public Bookmark 78

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    Five times Dan bit Phil and one time it led to sex- featuring Dan’s jealousy issues and Phil being a freak on main.

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    05 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 21

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    Another month of Mystrade. One shots, short multi-chapters, AUs, character studies, fluff, etc.

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    6,761

    10 Nov 2021

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