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  1. Public Bookmark 76

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    He awoke, launching himself off the bed. His body reacting before his mind did. It wasn't until his feet were on the floor, chest heaving, that he understood what happened.

    A strangled sob tore its way across the room. Hayden's eyes shot up, a bolt of fear coursing through him at the sound.

     

    Or - Rookie Shane begins to have frequent nightmares, his mood deteriorating as he desperately pretends he has everything under control.

    Hayden struggles to get his rookie to let him help, while Shane grapples with what happened to him. Over time, with the help of those closest to him, Shane comes to terms with the fact that it wasn't his fault.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    The epitome of apathy, Craig Tucker has never been anything but nonchalant when it comes to his life and other related catastrophes. As long as he's not missing his favourite tv show or being hassled into another one of his classmates' ill-advised schemes, the boy truly doesn't care. Why should he? He's almost halfway through his Junior year at South Park High, which he's already figured out means he's only trapped there for another year and a half.
    Yet, there's only so far flying under the radar can get you, and unless he can get his grades up before the end of the school year, he won't be graduating with the rest of his class.

    Luckily, there's a blonde-haired recluse who might be able to help him - in more ways than he'd hoped.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    "You need to let it out, Shane. It's not healthy to keep it all locked away for so long," Rozanov whispers, rubbing a hand up and down Shane's spine. "I need to know what happened so I can help you."

    Shane sniffles. He lets himself stay in the dark crook of Rozanov's neck for a long while before gathering the courage to reply. Once he feels less tense, he brings his face away, and settles his weight back onto Rozanov's thighs. They're so close he can count each of Rozanov's eyelashes, his pores. Rozanov's looking at him with expectation, as if he can't fathom a world where Shane wouldn't do this for him, and he's right.

    Rozanov's hands fall to his hips, and Shane lets it happen.

    "What do you want to hear first?" He asks tentatively.

    Rozanov's fingers twitch against him.

    "Let's start with the first time he touched you, hm? Context is important."

    OR

    pervert therapist Ilya x vulnerable patient Shane

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    19 Sep 2026

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    Shane's favourite time of the day is when he can crawl back into his apartment where he finally gets peace and quiet after a busy day juggling work and med school. His routine is sourly interrupted when a new neighbour moves in next door, being as loud as he is infuriatingly handsome.

    Or,

    Shane Hollander lives a quiet life, Ilya Rozanov wants nothing more than to make him scream.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    A blur explodes from the undergrowth.

    Shane barely has time to register movement before something slams into him hard, the impact driving all the air from his lungs. The world flips sideways, the ground rushing up to meet him, and he grunts when he lands, pain erupting from his shoulder. Dirt and debris fly, getting into his eyes, and Shane hisses at the pain, shaking his head violently. 

    Something massive lands on top of him. Shane's first thought is 'Holy shit, it's a bear.' The bear that killed the moose has followed him, has decided Shane is its next victim, and he opens his burning eyes to blurrily look at the animal on top of him.

    It's not a bear.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    When he releases his grip on Shane’s chin, drags his knuckles along Shane’s jaw, Shane follows the touch, chasing Ilya’s fingers with his mouth.

    Fuck. He is so fucking transparent. So clearly fucking vulnerable. A careless move could break him, and Ilya is not the sort of person who can be trusted with fragile things. People don’t trust him with much at all.

    [Or: five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.]

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    01 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Yeah? Doesn’t seem like he could handle us, Frank; seems real fragile…” Matt turned his head slightly toward Frank as he spoke.

    “Ya can’t see ’em, but trust me, he’s anything but fragile.” Frank's voice got a bit darker towards the end. Peter instinctively put his hands between his thighs and closed his legs tight.

    —————

    Frank has a new boy toy when he comes to visit Matt.

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    17 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 45

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    Peter never expected to end up in the king's court as a concubine Omega, but with the debts his family owed, he should have. It had terrified him when he found out, but when he got there, things weren’t so bad—at least not the first day. Now he's being trained for a purpose he doesn't understand, at the behest of his beloved Alpha.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    "No," Shane said again, a minute or so later.

    "No?" Ilya mumbled against Shane's skin.

    "Not good," Shane said petulantly.

    Ilya pulled his face away from Shane's shoulders and opened his eyes, though he couldn't make out much. Some horrible realization was building in his chest, and he wasn't sure he wanted to see it clearly. Still, he asked, "You're not good?"

    Shane sighed like he was in pain. "Not good enough."

    Or

    Ilya reminds Shane how good he is.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

    ~~~~~~

    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    22 Jul 2026

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    “Good,” Ilya praised, his voice thick. “So good for me. Taking my hand so well.”

    Then with a final careful twist, he pressed his thumb alongside the four fingers, curling his whole hand into a loose fist. He began to push.

    The sound Shane made was inhuman–a guttural, choked scream.

    (or, Shane's boyfriend doesn't make him cum. Ilya needs to fix that)

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    09 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 62

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    08 Jul 2026

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    He looks up at Rozanov, whose brows have since migrated up over his forehead, almost tangling in his mess of curls as he eagerly awaits either a response or a reaction.

    Shane gives both at once.

    “We can’t fuck in there.”

    Ilya’s smile doesn’t falter. Shane really wishes he was kissing him instead of standing here, shrinking into his jacket, shivering under the cool nighttime air, the hot tub water glimmering under a heavy moonlight.

    “Why not?” Rozanov challenges. “Is fine, no? I can make you break a sweat, Hollander. Even without the bubbles.”

    Shane deadpans him and that just makes Rozanov laugh airily, clearly bemused by his response to all this.

    or: ilya’s house has a hot tub and a mirror in the yard, so he and shane make very good use of it

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    06 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    shane is moving on. he's winning games, filming endorsements, getting drafted into the MHL, and, stupidly, wanting to fuck his rival. but, he's also fourteen, bare skin sticking to the leather car seats, body splayed, silence taken as affirmation. and that version of himself, he can't seem to shake.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane gasped as his hands exploded, flapping back and forth. His back arched, and as he let the most beautiful whine escape his lips. He could be good for Ilya. He could be so, so good.

    “Oh, fuck, Shane,” Ilya bit his lip. “Look at how beautiful."

    or

    Shane stims during sex.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    ‘Was he? What you needed?’

    ‘No. I mean, sort of. But…’

    ‘Did he hurt you?’

    Shane didn’t answer. Instead, his gaze dipped to the floor.

    The blood drained from Ilya’s face. ‘Shane?’

    ‘Um.’

    Ilya’s fingers dug into the desk he was leaning on. He watched Shane’s face. That beautiful fucking face. The one he had to force himself not to stare at on the ice in case he got distracted. The face he had known since he was eighteen years old. Whether Shane believed it or not, there were few people who could read his face like Ilya Rozanov could.

    And he was reading the truth on it now.

    ‘Fuck. He hurt you?’

    //

    In which Ilya finds out that Shane's other sexual experiences have not been as safe or pleasurable as he deserves and decides to make things right.

    (Please check the tags, this might not be for you!)

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “Mmm. You want it bad,” Ilya purrs, teeth grazing the column of his throat.

    “Yeah,” Shane whines, hating how petulant it sounds. A fresh flare of determination rises up in response. “Just give it to me. Ilya. I can—just go hard. Just make it fit.”

    Ilya laughs quietly, incredulously. It’s hot against Shane’s ear. “Make it fit."

    -

    Or: in the midst of a stressful season, Shane's a little... out of practice. He's not gonna let that stop him getting what he wants.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “Can’t…” Shane breathes out, the overwhelming scent of Ilya taking away all of his dignity. “Can’t focus,” he admits quietly.

    “Tell me one word,” Ilya instructs, soothing Shane by brushing his knuckles against his cheek.

    Shane melts into the gentle touch. “Breed…”

    “What?” Ilya leans down to him, even though Shane is sure he heard him.

    “Breed my pussy,” he whispers more firmly.

    When Shane Hollander notices his husband’s body growing into its natural size, all he can think about is being bred.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane & Ilya discover a new shared kink. This is basically a series of interconnected/chronological one shots of them figuring out how (and maybe why) they like it, while being domestic, in love Hollanov.
    ………………………………………………………
     

    "Oh god, Ilya," he said, voice wrecked. "I'm so close."

    "Let go," Ilya said. "For me."

    Shane's eyes snapped open. He searched Ilya's face, like he needed the reassurance still.

    Ilya grabbed his hand and pressed it to his own hard cock. "You feel that?" he asked, voice low. "I'm about to come in my pants just thinking about it, Shane."

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    16 Jun 2026

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