10 Works by kellinqueerballsack
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Kellin's shitty day just can't get any shittier.
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menthol, benzocaine, and cherry by kellinqueerballsack for everyonelovesyou
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
16 Aug 2025
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He couldn’t afford to be sick. Cho Sang-woo, the man who’d graduated as top of the class valedictorian from Yeoubul Private High School. The only one from there to get into Seoul National University—the Seoul National University—was not sick.
Cho Sang-woo, who was not sick, stood in the mirror until he could no longer stand. And when he could no longer stand, he buckled to his knees, crawling over to the nearest toilet.
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After spending the weekend with gihun for his birthday, Sang-woo comes down with an abhorrent fever and a nausea even *he* can't deny—yet still insists on attending class.
Gi-hun, on the other hand, has other plans for him.
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“‘Do you think you’re funny?’
He did.
Not in that particular moment, no—but he’d considered himself to be rather hilarious, with his jokes that nobody laughed at (and never would).”
After the murder of ‘Oh Young-il’, In-ho has his own struggles to deal with.
One of which?
A ghost stationary over his shoulders, mocking him at every turn. Every turn. Every phone call. Every bitter, waking thought, In-ho was haunted. -
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Cho Sang-woo always expected death to be the end.
When you died, you felt nothing. Not a single trace of you left behind, no soul remaining to roam in your memory. Just perfect nothing. That was how it was supposed to be.
So why was he still here?
Trapped on the island he died on. Unable to move on. Bound to a place soaked in blood and regret.
And what made it worse?
He was far from alone.
[OR : sangwoo-centric ghost AU following the events of the 33rd squid game. the majority of this story takes place in s2]
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"He barely even recognizes he’s falling, with how slow everything feels, as if time has stretched to make him watch. Gi-hun isn’t flying. He isn’t floating, he’s just falling, body limp, arms open, now unable to see the top of the platform he descended from.
He was Seong Gi-hun of Ssangmun-dong.
Gi-hun was human.
And humans die.
Gi-hun was dead.
But he wasn’t dead."SQUID GAME 03x06 --- SPOILERS!!
When Gi-hun's life comes to an end by means of altruistic suicide, he is greeted by the very man whose actions he'd begun to mirror, whose presence haunted every ounce of blood in his body, and every elongated corridor. The man he'd lost and loved for unrelentless decades is the same man holding his hands as he awakens.
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He never shuts up. He never had. “With a genius like you, we’ll surely win against all the other teams. We’ve always been the best duo!”
We’re sure to win, he says, smoothly rubbing his palm against the sleeve of your jacket like he’d die if he wasn’t touching you. Like he needed you. He gives you faith. He gives you despair. He makes you want to live, but more so, he makes you want to die. You’re practically dead, anyway.Sang-woo and Gi-hun had chosen each other throughout their early years. Time and time again, they were inseparable, until suddenly they weren't.
Now, as the end nears, they choose each other one final time.
Or—Sang-woo and Gi-hun team up for marbles.
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So-yi picked the spot—down by the Han River, where the lights of the city blurred just enough to make the stars peek through, and pollution was a minimal concern. She packed a blanket, snacks (surely he liked mandu, right?), and a thermos of camellia tea. She even checked the weather four times, just to make sure there would be absolutely nothing in their way.
So-yi is determined to make her relationship with Sang-woo go right.
But how the hell do you do that when your so-called boyfriend won't even look at you?SANGIHUN WEEK DAY 3 - phone me
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the nails in my coffin remind me of you by kellinqueerballsack
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
27 May 2025
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Gi-hun balanced the cigarette between his fingers like it was the most normal thing in the world. Like absolutely nothing was wrong with this. “A couple of girls at that big school event last month showed me how. Real pretty, too.” He grinned, smug like he was expecting Sang-woo to be impressed.”
Fueled by praise from his beloved hyung, Sang-woo learns how to smoke a cigarette. And like a curse, the thought of death creeps closer and closer with each drag, burying him in his own coffin.
SANGIHUN WEEK DAY 2 - cigarettes | youth
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“His fingers twitched. He looked down. No blood. No shackles or guards. Just his own hands, unbroken and free. A faint aching knocked at his head, beating like a heart.
Violet, violet, violet. Violet everywhere. That hadn’t changed. The corridors were vacant in front of him, unscathed and removed of any traces of bullet holes.”The rebellion has failed. Jung-bae is gone. Gi-hun, demoralized, beaten down, and likely somewhat sleep-deprived, goes into syncope, where he sees an old friend again.
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"I miss you. I’ve been thinking about you a lot. Sometimes I walk past your mom’s fish shop and I remember how we used to leave letters like this on each other’s porches. I really hope you haven’t forgotten, Sang-woo."
Five times Sang-woo received handwritten letters from Gi-hun, and the one time Sang-woo was the one holding the pen and paper.