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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    At some point, they stopped being separate people and became a unit. Geoff and Awsten. Awsten and Geoff. Never apart.

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    t4t gawsten are BACK BABYYYYY

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    20 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    Otto Wood first contacts Awsten via MyspaceIM in 2009.

    Years after the band breaks up, Awsten reaches out to Otto via Instagram DM.

    A virtual love story.

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    08 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    r/Camming • Posted by u/Bunny_bunbun_511 7 hours ago
    What to do if streamer has a crush on you???

    guys i started watching this streamer last week and in the first stream he talked to me specifically a lot and it was almost like we were just on a video call and no one else was there and then after the stream he was DMing me a lot. in the days after that he’s DMed me even more and told me weird things about himself like how he has extra sensitive nipples. so he can’t touch them very much because he’ll get over-stimulated. he also just posted a video for all his fans to see of him wearing something i bought him?? and he’s calling out my nickname and talking about how im his favorite?? idk i don’t know what to do because i don’t know him very well but clearly he’s interested. thoughts?

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    21 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Riku has always thought Yushi was odd—eccentric in a charming way. At first he figures it is only because he finds Yushi incredibly pretty, the kind of beauty that feels almost otherworldly… but he never would have imagined that Yushi is not actually from Earth.

    Something is definitely wrong with Yushi, yet when he holds Riku, everything feels terrifyingly right.

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    13 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    After dinner, Daeyoung is already being shoved into the back row of the car and manhandled against the leather of the carseat - it takes him thirty full seconds before he even realizes that Yushi is jumping him. Which is probably indicative of the fact that he is not exactly on his A-game today.

    “Noona,” he breathes. He’s a little confused but then there’s a hand pressing his chest back, back, back against the cup holder, until it digs hard into his lower back. And he is admittedly not complaining about the… erm. Physical nature of this.

    “Daeyoungie,” Yushi noona purrs. She’s still half out the car door, half looming over him. In the dark of the parking lot her smile is almost menacing. You can see her teeth gleam. “I’ve been waiting for this all day.”

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    Femme Yushi and her very well-behaved puppy-butch Daeyoung get up to Very Normal Things in their 2011 Hyundai Elantra.

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    09 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 35

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    Riku is a tattoo artist, a chain smoker, and utterly terrified of facing his own anxiety. Yushi just wants him to look after himself but watching Riku self-sabotage leaves him sleepless and scared.

    After a sleepless night and a broken mug, morning finds Riku on the balcony, cigarettes in hand, and Yushi at the edge of panic. Words are whispered, bites are taken, and fragile trust is built in quiet, careful moments.

    Love isn’t always grand gestures it’s the small, shaky steps forward, holding each other through fear, guilt, and ash-stained mornings.

    Warnings:
    ED behaviours [specifically anoreixa+bulimia], self-harm, references to suicide.
    Heavy themed chapters will have TWs in top notes.

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    26 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 32

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    “I brought the boys here to watch guard while you two… re-familiarize yourself.” Yushi’s voice is soft but firm. “My presence here is much more damning since I’m not to leave your side, Ku-chan. It will raise less alarm if they are seen here and I am not.”

    “I owe Yushi-nii a favor,” Ryo bows his head, almost in regret. “And it can’t be too hard to just stand here while you guys bone or whatever.”

    Sakuya similarly nods. And then he nudges Yushi in the side. “Then what will you do?"

    While it’s true that normally would earn Sakuya nothing more than a blank stare, or maybe a slow blink, tonight Yushi’s hand reaches out to clasp onto Daeyoung’s and he smirks something sly.

    “I am also re-familiarizing myself with my beloved,” Yushi says haughtily. “And we wish to be left unbothered until dawn.”

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    Daeyoung is Prince Sion's knight. Yushi is Prince Riku's knight. Their princes are a Thing. And so are they.

    Or: Kim Daeyoung's guide on how to accidentally propose to the long distance love of your life after the most mind-blowing, yearny sex known to man. But at least Yushi hyung says yes. And also a lot more than that.

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    25 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    He stares at the small gap, which seems to beckon him toward the depths of hell, and swallows hard, forcing down the saliva that has pooled on his tongue in a futile attempt to quiet his nerves.

    “Can I come in?”

    Now, Daeyoung doesn’t believe in God. But holy shit, the view that greets him is nothing short of divine. And fuck—Daeyoung realizes he was wrong. This isn’t hell. This is fucking heaven. And since only good boys get to be here, he doesn’t need to be told twice when that deep, intoxicating voice reaches him again. This time, it unfurls like an angel’s hymn murmured straight into his soul, the sound reverberating through his chest and leaving him completely undone.

    “Come here.”

    Daeyoung is hopelessly, stupidly, completely gone.

    So if you see him dropping to his knees on Sion’s command, don’t save him. It’s where he wants to be.

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    16 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 68

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    Yushi is probably in love with him. He's probably been in love with him for a while.

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    09 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    Yeonjun and Beomgyu have finally made space in their college lives for each other between exams and soccer practice, and Yeonjun has the benefit of a single dorm due to his occupation as the RA, perfect for the newly minted couple. However, Yeonjun has a few holdups, as Beomgyu will be the first partner he's been with since he started taking T. But of course, Beomgyu turns out to be the perfect person to lean on and ease him into who he is and who they can be together. And he’s willing take as much time as Yeonjun needs, a second or a year.

    "Tell me what you want, Beomgyu," Yeonjun asks, reaching higher under Beomgyu's shirt.

    "Whatever you want," Beomgyu says, his voice airy. "Whatever you're comfortable with."

    What a very Beomgyu sort of answer to give.

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    06 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 19

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    “Can I have a kiss,” Yushi murmurs. Daeyoung’s almost done and he gets impatient, sometimes. Mostly because he’s weak to having a beautiful woman lean down over him.

    “Sure,” Daeyoung grins wider. And she kisses him.

    This is their seventh winter together as a couple and something like their twenty-ninth as friends. Or whatever you’d call that relationship. Daeyoung was four years younger and so fucking clingy, chasing after him like he was something worth chasing after. It was fine when they were kids but when Daeyoung transitioned fresh out of uni, Yushi was a little freaked out by how caring she was. After all, Sion and Daeyoung’s mom had been convinced that Yushi gave her baby boy the transgender disease.

    But now already been seven years and some change and Daeyoung is still kind. Still sweet. Almost to a syrupy extent, saccharine and only getting sweeter. Yushi tilts his head back and leans up for her as she mouths at him.

    She's trying to seduce him and it's working. Yushi might just let her. Sion noona's gonna kill them.

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    In which Sion and Riku get married in December and Yushi wonders, not for the first time, if he and Daeyoung should have a wedding of their own.

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    05 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 72

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    “You think I’m smart?” Yushi asks.

    “I do,” Daeyoung insists, and he sounds earnest. Yushi does not know many people who are earnest. He can see it on their faces - the way they judge him, size him up, try to figure out what box he deserves to fit into. Are you enough of a man, Tokuno Yushi? Have you proved yourself yet? Have you mutilated your body, taken your shots, trained your voice to go deep?

    “You’re the only person to say these things about me,” Yushi mumbles.

    A normal person would be puking and gagging and telling him to shut up. And yet Tokuno Yushi - who is not the type to blush, let alone at something a man says - feels his cheeks go crimson as something in him aches, aches, aches.

    But Daeyoung shrugs and smiles. “Hyung,” he says, voice low. “I think you’re amazing."

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    Tokuno Yushi works at a noraebang with his puppy-like coworker who has this vague obsession with him and he, like, doesn't even care. There is no time for romance, let alone when Kim Daeyoung is the size of a tree and annoying. Because that's what he is. Annoying. And hot. But mostly annoying.

    So it doesn't even matter, really. Because Yushi does not have a crush. Not even a little bit.

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    03 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 47

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    “I can’t tell what you like more, Suguru; getting split open on my fat cock or getting choked out with your brand-new collar.” Gojo leans down and puts his lips to his puppy’s ear. “You want to tell me? Which part is your favorite, hm?” He cackles when Geto’s only reply is a borderline scream. “That’s right, you can’t talk anymore, can you?” he coos. “You like it when I do all this rough shit to you, because it turns you into a useless fucking dog; just a loud, wet toy for me to use however I want.”

    Gojo spends the night training his naughty puppy.

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    27 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 7

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    In 1950s Hollywood, Nathaniel Samuels is a newcomer with talent, but he’s already in over his head. Nat was born female but lives as a man in a world that wouldn’t accept him. Nat carefully navigates the studio system, knowing that if anyone finds out who he really is, he could lose his career, his safety, and the life he’s worked so hard to build.

    When Monarch Studios teams him up with their star, Jackie Taylor, for a fake publicity romance, Nat expects only headlines, bright lights, and constant attention.

    But Nat doesn’t expect how much Jackie will affect him. Her trust is both exciting and scary, and his feelings for her mix with real danger. As his career spins out of his control, Nat has to keep up the act, stay hidden, and try to survive. Every step brings the risk of heartbreak and being exposed, and he starts to realize that falling for his co-star could cost him everything.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    In which Ilya’s summer at Shane’s cottage gets wrecked by a 4 a.m. phone call from Moscow. His fourteen-year-old sister is suddenly alone, their older brother is useless, and now Ilya’s on a plane to Russia to drag her out of this mess.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Sixteen years ago Shane Hollander disappeared from the limelight for an entire year, recovering from a serious knee injury. This was the story everyone was told, even Ilya. Especially Ilya. The truth was kept secret. But secrets never stay buried for too long and the truth comes knocking on Ilya’s doorstep in the form of a 15 year old girl with Shane’s warm, brown eyes and pretty freckles and his own curly hair and crooked smile.

     

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    At 20, Ilya gets Shane pregnant. Sixteen years later they deal with the consequences. Could this be what brings them back together?

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya learn to navigate their new relationship at the cottage. A wrench is thrown in their plans when Shane gets his first period in ten years. Ilya helps him cope

    These two idiots love each other so much I'm going to throw up.

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    08 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 8

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    Estelle is a 25 year old gallery assistant who works at a private gallery in Manhattan. Her life is instantly changed when she meets Louis de Pointe du Lac, a sad brooding man with many secrets.

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    24 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Nat,” Lottie interrupts, sounding vaguely amused. “Is this something you want to try?”

    “I asked you first,” Nat says petulantly.

    Lottie is quiet for another moment. Half-hidden by her hair, Nat can see her ears slowly going red, the way they always do when she’s embarrassed.

    “It’s not that I don’t want to,” Lottie says eventually, almost shy. “I’ve just never done it before.” A pause. “Like, been on the receiving end, I mean.”

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    13 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 84

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    By definition, Dan Howell is not mentally well. He’s slowly losing hope and realizing that he’s not capable of having a ‘normal’ life with the list of mental disorders that suffocate his will to live.

    Honestly, Dan isn’t sure if it’s really worth it to try and survive.

    Until Phil Lester involuntarily steps into Dan’s life and by Phil’s definition, Dan’s more than worth it.

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    26 Oct 2025

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