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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    It's Shane's first game against the Metros. He is struggling handle all the big emotions that come with facing them.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Shane thought love meant safety. Ilya thought love meant control.

    When secrets surface and choices are stolen, Shane is forced to confront the truth about the man he loves and the empire that comes with him. In a world where protection looks like possession and devotion comes at a cost, walking away may be just as dangerous as staying.

    Some loves don’t let go. Some don’t survive the truth.

    A dark, emotionally charged story about love, power, agency, and the dangerous question: can you have both roots and wings?

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov and Yuri Plisetsky are brothers.

    Shane Hollander and Katsuki Yuuri are cousins.

    The world reels in the face of double family rivalries.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    "What?" Matthew stared blankly at the coach in front of him who shifted in front of him in discomfort.

    "You need to be collared,” Coach Huska reiterates.

    Matthew sighed, "I can't just get Gio to collar me and that be that right?"

    To the Coach's credit, he looked sorry as he replied, "Sorry, Matthew. But it cannot be a teammate unless you are looking to get traded."

    Matthew winced, "Yeah, I'm not getting traded. I'll figure something out. Has to be before my birthday, right?"

    "Yeah. Good luck."

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Shane is miserable, Shane is depressed, Shane wants to give up.
    Ilya will never let him, and if he has to drag his boyfriend to another country to make sure he is looked after. He will.

    Shane will be signing with Boston and Ilya will wrap his precious in blankets.

    Shane needs to stop assuming people hate him and his gayness.

    Starts in 2019, Ilya and Shane have been dating for like 20 months at this point.

    Important tag - Shane is a bad narrator and will assume the worst. People are not what Shane assumes.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Shane loses something he didn't even know he had until it was already gone. It breaks him. Ilya walks away.

    --and then, eventually, they communicate like adults and end up together before 2017!

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Shane gets a call that would change his life after practice. He subsequently goes on leave for a couple of weeks. He has a secret. What id he going to do?

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    Shane become a single dad one day after practice and Ilya becomes kind of obsessed with both of them.

     

    (Takes place in like 2013, Shane and Ilya are 22.)

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    07 Apr 2026

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    June 2018. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are about to execute the first step of their ten-year plan, with Ilya signing with the Ottawa Centaurs when free agency begins on July 1.

    Except Shane accidentally, drunkenly, outs himself to the Montreal Metros at the end of the season. Who are not as okay with it as Shane would have hoped.

    AKA the most eventful Canada Day that the MLH has ever seen.

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    31 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 25

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    29 Mar 2026

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    If Ilya and Shane got to soft launch their relationship on social media

    (Fan Mail video leak did not happen.)

    Made by my own bare hands and images from Pinterest, fuck ai

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Shane experiences a Autistic meltdown after the scene in Vegas which leads to their story being completely different.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Cliff Marlow is done with the homophobic dicks in Boston, so he heads to Ottawa. He learns just how much the Bears locker room sucked, and how amazing the Centaurs are.

    Or - Cliff Marlow gets traded to Ottawa and Ilya Rozanov better be ready to run it back

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    12 Mar 2026

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    It was then that he saw them first, trapped behind a grainy screen, and, really, he should have known. Every previous compulsion would pale in comparison, as earthly pleasures tend to do when juxtaposed with the divine. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. They were going to be his big whoopsie, the heaven at the end of a road paved with the best intentions.

    So yes - had Captain Scott Hunter been dragged in front of a jury, that would have been his last line of defence: I tried. It could not be helped.

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    In a fortuitous turn of events, both Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are traded to the New York's Admirals. Cue Scott having to handle their shared chaos and his own repressed desires. The more boundaries he draws, the more he ends up crossing, to the point of questioning his own morals, as well as his sanity. As it turns out, he might be the man he suspected all along. The same cannot be said for Shane and Ilya.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Shane didn’t expect to become a dad while he was still playing hockey. He also never expected the other dad would be Ilya Rozanov. He’s not sure how this will work. All he knows is he’s not giving up hockey.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander wasn’t stupid. He knew his body was changing. It was hard to ignore the imperfections that made him question if he truly had any control left and made him unable to look at his body without feeling disgusted. But he wasn’t pregnant.

    He couldn’t be.

    He was an omega. Ilya was an omega. It was impossible. Biology didn’t work that way.

    However, he learned far too late that impossible didn’t mean much to Ilya Rozanov.

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    Shane Hollander doesn’t realize he is pregnant until he is giving birth and, despite only giving birth to one child, he somehow ends up with two.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Hayden: it's just. you know i love Jackie.

    Shane: Hayden, people on the International Space Station know you love Jackie.

    Hayden: And it means nobody looks too hard at my private life

    Shane has read this message

    Hayden: if I tell you something, will you promise not to tell anyone else?

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    Hayden comes out to Shane after the aquarium. Shane comes out to Hayden after tuna melts. Hayden helps Shane (and by extension Ilya) deal with the Tuna Melt Emotional Fallout. Hayden & Ilya drive to the hospital to see Shane.
    Now with added Jackie POV!

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    04 Mar 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

    --

    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    Comments:
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    03 Mar 2026

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    a companion piece to back and forth from new york showing the in-world social media response to the events of each chapter!!

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    Chapters:
    54/55
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    539,125

    03 Mar 2026

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    Angry tears spring to his eyes and his head spins. His breath picks up.

    Something bad is happening, he thinks.

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    Shane is finally settled into married life with Ilya when ghosts from his past unearth troubling secrets he didn't even know were buried. He's forced to go on an odyssey in search for the answer to one question: what really happened to him all those years ago?

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    Comments:
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    26 Feb 2026

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    Hayden has loved Shane Hollander for years, not romantically, not in ways that crossed lines, but in the steady, unshakeable way best friends do. Shane was there for the life Hayden built with Jackie, there when everything fell apart, and there afterward, when grief made even breathing feel like work.

    Ilya Rozanov has always been part of that orbit too: Shane’s husband, sharp-tongued and observant, loving in ways that are louder and fiercer than Hayden ever expected to need. Where Shane offers quiet constancy, Ilya offers insistence, on joy, on honesty, on not disappearing into loss.

    What begins as shared responsibility, school pickups, late nights, standing in kitchens that still remember Jackie, becomes something more fragile and more deliberate. No one is trying to replace what Hayden lost. Jackie’s love remains woven into their lives, into the children they are raising together. But grief shifts, and the space it leaves behind makes room for something new.

    Together, Shane, Ilya, and Hayden learn that love can expand without erasing the past. That family can be chosen, reshaped, and rebuilt. And that sometimes the deepest connections are the ones that have been there all along waiting to be named.

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    222,787
    Chapters:
    27/?
    Comments:
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    76,639

    26 Feb 2026

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