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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    achei fofíssima mas queria que tivesse incluido a reação das pessoas (pais do shane, hayden, etc) descobrindo que eles namoram!

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    Shane’s preferences are simple: older, rougher, married men who lie to their wives and gone before morning.

    Ilya Rozanov is nineteen, Russian, and already moving into his dorm.

    Cue in covert hookups, stupidly questionable life choices, and a rookie who stares at Shane like he’s a particularly fascinating bug under a microscope.

    Now he has to explain why he keeps getting texts from "Mr. Chicago" while trying to teach this kid how to use the campus laundry without melting his sweaters.

    Campus life promised new experiences. It failed to mention the experience of being psychologically dissected over instant ramen by a stupidly handsome blond Russian who hasn't blinked in seven minutes.


    This fic is finished! You can binge-read it now 😁

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    10 Mar 2026

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    gostei da premissa mas achei o ilya MUITO fora do personagem e faltou desenvolvimento do relacionamento dos dois, fez sentido nenhum.

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    Ilya and Shane are roommates in college. They both try to pretend it doesn’t mean anything when Ilya comes home to Shane randomly nesting in his bed after a few months of barely speaking, but when Shane presents as an omega, they can no longer deny their connection.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    oxe que porra foi essa que ranço

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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    ESSA AQUI TA NO HALL OF FAME DAS FANFICS DE HOLLANOV MEU DEUSSSS AMEI DEMAIS MUITO!!!! amo office aus

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    Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?

    Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.

    +Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa

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    23 Feb 2026

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    EU AMEI MUITO ESSA MEU DEUS!!!!!! descobri de madrugada e fiquei até 5 horas da manhã lendo… linda demais..!!!! inclusive queria que esse capítulo bonus fosse uma fanfic inteira 😢❤️ amei amor

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

    ---

    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    to triste demais eu queria muito ter gostado dessa… mas achei MUITO chata.. entediante.. me senti quase enganada.. pq adorei o título… Ranço.

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    ESSA AQUI FOI LINDA EU AMEI. teria amado mais se não fosse uma one-shot… nada é perfeito mesmo…

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    Troy’s grin turned sharp and mischievous. “Alright then,” he spoke up. “New bet.”

    “No.” Ilya groaned. “Why is everything always a bet?”

    “Because you hate losing,” Wyatt answered as if it was obvious.

    Troy clapped his hands together. “Okay, so,” he started, his eyes gleaming. “Rozanov has to get Shane Hollander to fall in love with him.”

    Ilya stared at him, his brain’s processing lagging half a second behind. “You think you are jokester, yes? You are joking.”

    or, in which hockey captain Ilya Rozanov drunkenly agrees to a bet to make the nerdy Shane Hollander fall in love with him

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    11 Feb 2026

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    ai que fanfic pressão baixa nem acredito

    e digo mais: ilya é um homem LOIRO eu nao aceito ele de brown hair nao

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    The one where Ilya is Shane's TA for Intro to Russian Literature and Shane is still a hockey boy.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    eeeeehhh meus amores as vezes o slow burn É necessário viu. queria muito ter gostado dessa pq amei a IDEIA mas detestei a execução!

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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    coisa linda vey af

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    Alexis: Considering how he throws Hollander around on the ice, I’m worried about you girl 😂

    Jane: Oh, he does love to throw me around.

    Jane: Haha.

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    Ilya’s decision to fuck with Shane backfires spectacularly. And Shane gets a support system along the way.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    ADOREI FOI MUITO ENGRAÇADINHA

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    “You’re going to Boston.”

    Long after Farah hangs up, the words keep echoing in Shane’s head. If he had thought his thoughts had been chaotic this morning, when his biggest problem had been his rival potentially fucking him when he came to Montreal in two weeks, that’s nothing compared to the code-red panic that started the instant he found out he was being traded to Rozanov’s team.

    Rozanov, who was supposed to be his great career rival. Rozanov, who he’s hooked up with twice now. Rozanov, who had been planning on coming to Shane’s apartment in Montreal to fuck him the next time they saw each other. God, how on Earth is Shane going to walk into his locker room in Boston in a few days time?

    The impending awkwardness of dealing with Rozanov is almost enough to eclipse the hurt he’s trying to ignore. The knowledge that Montreal values him so little that they’re willing to dispose of him only six months into his rookie season. Almost, but not quite.

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    Or, Shane gets traded to Boston AU.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    gostei MUITO dessa mas parece que ficou faltando ALGO… um romance… um ciúme de ambos ia ser delicioso d ler nessa aq… e o final aberto me matou … mas ! é muito bem escrita, beijo amor

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    o ilya com ciúmes de um russo banguelo… foi muito especial eu amei

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    Familiar:
    (Adj.) Of established friendship; intimate.

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    Hollander will react poorly, he expects. Maybe even file a formal complaint. That will suck, but Ilya won’t fight it because he, unfortunately, is just enough of a dick to have done this without good reason. Still, there is a chance he can avoid the paperwork if he is forgiven, so he prepares a nice Canadian apology on his tongue before Hollander has turned around.

    What he doesn’t expect is Hollander to fucking drop.

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    OR Ilya Rozanov accidentally causes his classmate Shane Hollander to drop in the middle of campus.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    infelizmente não gostei tanto dessa igual achei que iria gostar. faltou ALGO sei lá, não gostei do final… acho que precisava de mais desenvolvimento.. uma explicação… n sei..

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    Ilya finds himself Friday afternoon walking across campus to the giant building he’s probably been in twice during the last three years. He’s lucky he even remembers the way. He goes straight to the elevator and presses the button for the quiet study floor that he recognized from the pictures and waits, impatiently. When the doors open and he sees Shane Hollander sitting alone, Ilya almost cheers and pats himself on the back. He might be a genius. He psyches himself up and walks to the table. He’s ready to turn up his charm and ask Shane if he can sit down next to him, and then maybe to coffee, or dinner, or to his bedroom.

    This is where things start going wrong.

    or - Ilya experiences love at first sight but fumbles his way through seducing campus nerd Shane Hollander

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    30 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ESSA AQUI DEVERIA SER MAIOR MEU DEUS ESSE FINAL TAO CORRIDO EU QUERO MAIS!!!

    contras: o ilya n precisava parecer tão semianalfabeto assim.. mas ok

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    “Listen, I know the sweater is ugly, but it’s rude to stare,” Shane said peevishly. He was overstimulated and wanted to go home, the last thing he needed was some dickhead staring at him.
    Ilya took a long drag of his cigarette, eyes still not leaving Shane.
    “Maybe staring is not bad thing,” Ilya said. “Maybe I stare because you are very pretty.”
    Shane floundered before he could form real words. “Well. That’s stupid.”
    “The staring? Or you being very pretty?”

    Or: A meet-ugly turned friends with benefits frat boy college au. Shane is convinced he’s nothing more than just another hookup on Ilya’s extensive roster. Ilya’s spent his whole summer plotting on how best to lock Shane down. Misunderstandings, emotional constipation, and terrible communication skills have nothing on Ilya Rozanov's persistence when it comes to getting his man.

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    30 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    que coisa LINDA meu deus.. curtinha mas bem escrita… amei demais !!!!!!!!!

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    Ilya glances at Shane, at the way the dying light is catching in his hair, refracting. At that spiderlily mouth, slightly open and curling coyly, two teeth peeked through the dark gap like an American Girl doll. At that shoulder, bare and pale and close enough to touch if Ilya just leaned forward, if he just reached out and took another liberty.

    To touch another person is to say: I know you will die, and I am doing this anyway.

    His mother used to say something like this. About painting.

    Every portrait is an act of faith, Ilyushenka. Faith and futility both.

    contrary to personal preference, ilya gets a roommate.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    a escrita pretensiosa me irritou DEMAIS. não tem desenvolvimento nenhum do relacionamento dos dois e aí do literal nada me vem com i need you like air. sem paciência p essa poha

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    Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear.

    “Tell me what you want.”

    The reply is instant.

    “You.”

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    or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him.
    part 2 to Close to Me

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    27 Jan 2026

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    ACHEI TUDOOOOOO MEU DEUS!!!! ESSA AUTORA QUER ME MATAR EU PRECISO DE UMA PARTE TRÊS MEU AMOR PF

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    The one where Ilya has a lot of questions.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    tem uns probleminhas de escrita mas ainda achei fofíssima! adorei a ideia… quero uma long fic assim… preciso.. pf

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    “Ah, good,” Svetlana says after Rozanov scores his second goal of the night. “Now we don’t have to fight.”

    “About what?” Shane asks.

    “One goal for you, one goal for me. But it will get tricky again if he does a hat trick."

     

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    injured Shane Hollander goes to watch Boston's game and meets Svetlana who is very nice. there is a lipstick mark on Rozanov's visor and it's fine. Shane does not overthink any of this and most definitely does not hope it was his lipmark there instead. he breaks his own heart a little bit before everything turns out alright. he goes home, though perhaps not the one you are thinking about.

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    23 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    gosto tanto do shane que tem umas fanfics que me deixam com ranço da svetlana por ele… melacao dms dela e do ilya eu n gst.. pronto falei

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