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    "He can read Dazai, and Dazai can read him, so they can hold entire conversations with few if any words. That’s all there is to it. Being constantly perceived has just always been the shitty trade-off for the ease with which they fall back into their partnership."

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    Post-Meursault, Dazai learns of the deal and takes the choice away from the Agency—he will return to the Port Mafia, and to a partnership and relationship that never quite found closure.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    When Chuuya wakes up in the middle of an ongoing fight without any memory of how he got there or what happened to him, he ends up turning to someone saved as 'bandage-waster' in his phone. Somehow, it just feels like the right decision.

     

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    21 Nov 2025

  3. Rec 92

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    The Armed Detective Agency and the Port Mafia not-so-accidentally meet up when they’re both investigating a Haunted House Case.

    (no investigation goes on, this is just about people being thirsty)

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    31 Oct 2025

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    “Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”

    “Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.

    “Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.

    He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.

    Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.

    Chuuya is fascinated.

    “Dazai?” He whispers.

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    11 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i'm sobbing i love them so much

  5. Rec 16

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    Dazai fell faster and harder.

    Chuuya did not fall so much as sink.

    Or how Dazai and Chuuya began to love each other.

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    14 Jan 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OH MY LORD.