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“Daddy, who is Lily?”
“I don’t know sweetie. Do you mean your friend from school?”
“No Daddy, I thought it was her, but when I texted her, I got a really weird reply.”
Shane knew giving a phone to an eight year old might not have been his best parental move, but all the kids in her class had one, he’d felt guilty. Besides, it was only his old phone. It couldn’t do much more than text.
Wait… It was Shane’s old phone. And Judith was texting someone named Lily.
“Oh no.”-
After Shane Hollander's career ending injury in 2014, he lives a quiet life at his cottage with his two daugthers. His life is turned upside down when his youngest accidentally texts Ilya Rozanov, Shane's former lover and secret crush. Can Shane find a place for Ilya in his new life?
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11 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander had once loved someone.
Three years later, everything had changed.Since then, he had avoided the ice, the memories, and anything that might have felt like hope.
Then Ilya Rozanov showed up and ruined the plan.
“Just skate with me once,” Ilya said. “Come on, Hollander.”
Shane should have said no.
But he didn’t.Falling in love again wasn’t part of the plan.
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08 Mar 2026
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Do You Think About Me At All? by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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Shane swallowed heavily. “We should talk, I-”
“Go. Leave, Hollander. You did it before. So go.”
“Rozanov…”
“You got what you wanted. Now you can go.”
Ilya didn’t even look at him as he delivered his final words, his voice cold and devoid of any emotion. Shane waited for a few silent seconds before he gave up, realising Ilya wasn’t going to change his mind. He pulled open the door, hovering in the doorway, waiting for words that never came. His feet refused to move, his heart half hoping Ilya would call his name. But there was only silence. And now that the silence was turned on him, he had no right to hate how much it hurt.
This was exactly what he’d done months ago - turned away, shut down, left Ilya sitting there alone, confused... hurt. Back then, Shane had told himself it was easier this way. Cleaner.
Now he knew what it felt like to be the one left behind.
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Shane walked away from Ilya after the tuna melt incident.
But what if Shane never turned up at the All Stars Game in Tampa?
What if that moment had never existed?
Would it have been easier if they’d never become anything at all?
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08 Mar 2026
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Picture of Health by whimzies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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“You’re cute when you worry,” he meets Shane’s eye, smiling both because it’s true, and because he’s trying to convince Shane that he’s okay. “Mr Caretaker. Mr Nurse.”
“That’s Mr Doctor to you,” Shane chirps back.
“Oh so you have medical degree now?”
“I don’t need a medical degree to see how sick you are, Ilya. You were seriously going to play like this?”
“Who do you think I am? Of course not. I said if I felt better, I could have played. And I did not feel better. "
Four weeks, two major league hockey players sharing a brain cell and a little something aptly nicknamed 'The Kissing Disease'.
(otherwise known as 'the mono fic')
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08 Mar 2026
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The Weight of the Light by shanesmouthguard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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Two years into their run as teammates, the "First Couple of Hockey" has reached an internal collapse. Shane Hollander is spiraling into a dangerous obsession with bodily control, while Ilya Rozanov has succumbed to a deep, depressive episode. When their mutual resentment finally erupts into an on-ice altercation during practice, they are forced into a two-week suspension. Trapped together in the suffocating silence of their home, they must confront the physical and emotional wreckage of their marriage before they both completely fade away.
This story explores a much darker timeline for Shane and Ilya during their second year together in Ottawa. Please take the content warnings seriously, as this fic deals heavily with the physical and psychological toll of their high-profile relationship, including disordered eating, unmedicated depression, and a breakdown of their domestic safety. If you feel like any of these things might trigger you, please prioritize your peace and step away from this story. Your wellbeing is far more important than any narrative.
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05 Mar 2026
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desperate things by scurrybeetlebug
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander was smart. Shane Hollander was strong. But when Shane Hollander's defenses are down, he is surprisingly easy to kidnap, if you are stupid enough to do so.
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05 Mar 2026
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Protected Person by chinesebakery
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Shane finds out on Twitter.
Not from a lawyer or a teammate or even one of the journalists who've been calling nonstop since the FanMail video went viral. He finds out at 6:47 am, still in bed, that Russia is coming for Ilya. Propaganda charges. Passport revocation. Return to the Russian Federation required.
What follows is weeks of watching everything fall apart. Ilya's career. Their safety. The system that was supposed to protect them. Shane keeps playing while Ilya can't. The lawyers file paperwork and say to wait. Montreal demands silence.
Shane faces a choice: keep his head down and trust the process, or burn down his career and force the world to pay attention.
He chooses fire.
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05 Mar 2026
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change, like the sky by cupocoffee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.
He thinks, Ilya.
He doesn’t remember much after that.
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SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.
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05 Mar 2026
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Don't Wanna Let Go (Let Go, Let Go) of You by 221BSunsetTowers
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Mar 2026
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Kip gets shot by some of Scott's rabid fans.
Scott tries not to lose Kip, all while absolutely losing his mind.
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04 Mar 2026
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brace for impact by little_miss_scareall
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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When Shane suffers a season-ending injury at the hands of one of Ilya's teammates, Ilya reacts in a way nobody could ever predict. The impulsive decision causes immediate media uproar, and Shane must consider how to deal with the consequences of what Ilya has done--and what he fears Ilya might be telling him with his actions.
Canon divergence AU. In which Ilya throws a punch at a teammate for purposefully, seriously injuring Shane. When Shane later finds out, he knows that everything is about to change.
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04 Mar 2026
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our bedroom after the war by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Mar 2026
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“I want you in my hotel room tonight,” Ilya says, satisfied when Hollander’s pupils dilate in response. “I want to take you apart, slowly. Until you’re begging for it.”
“Fuck off, asshole,” Hollander breathes out, but the look in his eyes says yes and more please. “You can’t just come back here and–”
Just as Ilya is about to lean down and kiss the next words out of Hollander’s mouth, a buzzing sound startles them both. He glances down to see Hollander’s phone vibrating on the countertop with a text notification from someone named Matty.
Unease begins to pool in Ilya’s stomach.
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Set in an alternate timeline where Shane resolves to move on after Sochi. When he and Ilya reunite for the MLH Awards in Vegas, Ilya takes the news of Shane's new "friend" about as well as you'd expect.
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- Part 2 of i'm coming to the anonymous cottage
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15 Feb 2026
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Sasha sent a message to Ilya which only contained his room number, nothing else. What he didn't expect was Shane f*cking Hollander to come knocking at his door just a few minutes later.
Confrontation was something he normally loved; he’d even go out of his way just to spark it. But Sasha wasn't in control of his body and he had to deal with a jealous “Jane”?
Luck has truly ran out for him.
And then there's Cliff ;)
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15 Feb 2026
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Sochi, 2014 by iliketoreadokay1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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Shane goes out with his team ahead of the gold medal game, resigned to be the boring sober captain for the night, yet again. Peer pressured into taking a few shots, Notorious Lightweight Shane Hollander is sloshed and tries to make it home with his dignity in tact.
Instead, he runs into a pretty Russian boy who seems a little moren interested in him. That Russian boy happens to be Sasha, the son of the coach of the very man Shane has been trying to keep from his mind, but he doesn't know that. Shane goes back to his hotel room to take the edge off the harsh rejection he'd received from Ilya earlier that day.
What happens if (when) Ilya finds out?
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Or; Shane hooks up with Sasha. Ilya finds out and gets pissed and jealous.Set after the Men's Figure Skating competition when Ilya tells Shane to leave him alone. Sasha comes straight from the party with Ilya and Svetlana --- I don't know if these actually happened on the same day, but for the sake of this fic they did.
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15 Feb 2026
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Ilya tells Shane they should see other people and then proceeds to lose his shit when Shane sees other people.
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15 Feb 2026
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You looked way too good in that photo (and that's the problem) by Lizzyeta
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are together, but almost no one knows. Their relationship exists in stolen moments, long distances, and quiet promises, hidden from the world that views them as rivals.
When Shane agrees to a rather provocative photoshoot meant to be nothing more than work, he does not anticipate the consequences of being seen, desired, and misread.
A single image from the photoshoot posted on the magazine’s social media becomes a trigger for Ilya, awakening his jealousy, possessivity, longing, and an overwhelming need for closeness.
As the season approaches and they prepare to face each other on the ice, love, possession, and distance collide, and Ilya learns just how far he is willing to go when Shane’s body is on display, but Shane himself is not within his reach.
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14 Feb 2026
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We Didn’t Even Kiss by ElixirOfLight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jan 2026
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Shane: We didn’t even Kiss
Shane would laugh at the irony of the text he just sent if he wasn’t fucking pissed. It was all too similar to the message he didn’t send to Ilya all those years ago.
But this wasn’t then. Back when they were stealing moments, when Shane didn’t know where they stood, when Ilya didn’t owe him a kiss or an explanation.
Things were different now.
They were married. And playing for the same team. And right down the hall from each other. But his husband, his usually sweet husband, couldn’t be bothered to kiss him goodnight.
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10 Feb 2026
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Love in the Dark by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.
Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.
Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.
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- Part 1 of Love in the Dark
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04 Feb 2026
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Penelope drunkenly confesses her love to her best friend’s brother, leaving her mortified come morning.
Two months later, in a desperate attempt to move on, she brings her new boyfriend to the Bridgerton’s annual weekend away.
But if Colin Bridgerton doesn’t love her back, why does he look like he wants to kill him?
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02 Feb 2026
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“Edwina, why is that man staring at me?” Kate asks.
Edwina looks over to the gaggle of strangers and the handsome man, her eyes growing sad. “That is Viscount Bridgerton. You knew him… once.”
Or… Kate wakes with amnesia after her accident and completely forgets the events of the season.
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02 Feb 2026
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Secret Love Song by usuallysunny
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
16 Nov 2024
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The night before Penelope marries Lord Debling, Colin leaves Mayfair, shutting his family and the world out.
Five long and silent years later, Violet's sudden illness brings him home... back to London and the woman who never stopped loving him.
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02 Feb 2026