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It's so cold and tight and hellishly suffocating, Mydei's so close to breaking he could cry. He's an alpha, born to dominate others, and yet he' s chosen to let his dear Phainon lock away his desire and use him however he wants.
Unfortunately, he didn't account for his rut, and how much more painful this arrangement becomes when he's swollen and drunk on his own hormones.
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14 Feb 2026
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Mydei’s Guide to Training Samoyeds by femyphai
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 Jan 2026
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"After a while, the pup associates obedience with positive outcomes, which leads to a repetition in wanted behavior," Mydei continues. "The click must only be pressed after compliance, not a moment before."
Phainon blinks as she watches Mydei say, hand. The puppy reaches her paw out, placing it on Mydei's palm. Click. A treat, a murmur of praise. Good, good, good.
"Sit up," Mydei demands. Phainon doesn't even recognize what she's doing until seconds later; tomato-faced at the dawning realization that she'd straightened her own spine, slightly, at Mydei's words. A flutter in her chest when that click sounds, and Mydei coos, "Good puppy."
And, well, Phainon is ridiculously, profoundly, severely fucked.
Phainon has been dropping by the pet shelter Mydei volunteers at often, and seems to have discovered something new about herself along the way.
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07 Feb 2026
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to the me in your memory by Intensely_Reading
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Jun 2025
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“I didn’t do anything wrong, did I?”
“You didn’t,” Mydei says, his gaze averting from Phainon. He takes a deep breath, steeling himself. “You did nothing wrong, Phainon.”
“Then… what do we need to talk about?” He watches Phainon take a hesitant step forward. Mydei curses, frustrated, and jerks his head up.
“I think we should take a break.”
(These days, Mydei wonders if he's been living under the shadow of his past self all this time.)
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05 Jan 2026
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“Intra-Cognition is null. Responds only to destructive stimuli.”
The sentence barely registers in Mydei’s mind as he stares at the shadow of the man who was once Phainon, who sits completely still in a chair, dull eyes staring sightlessly ahead.
“Damage to mind function detected… Possibly irreversible…”
The Antikytheran-like man continues reading through the digitized logs impartially, as if merely reciting a speech. But every single word he says drives another stake into Mydei’s heart.
Mydeimos the Undying scarcely bowed his head, rarely lowered himself onto his knees, and never, ever begged. And yet he finds himself doing all three things now, before the broken shell of his beloved.
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Irontomb’s birth is prevented, and Amphoreus is saved. But it’s at great cost to Phainon, whose psyche finally crumbled under the devastating damage to his mind, body, and heart.
But Mydei and the other Chrysos Heirs will not accept this outcome. For what is a dawn without the sun?
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- Part 5 of agápē
- Part 1 of To See the Sun Again
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03 Jan 2026
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come write your name for me by liangzhi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
18 Dec 2025
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For a moment, all Mydei does is stare. He wants to see Phainon drop that veneer of professionalism. He wants to see what Phainon's real laugh looks like. He wants to see Phainon, truly see him without all the shine and glamour obscuring his vision.
Slowly, deliberately, so that his intentions can't possibly be misread, Mydei says, "If you have nowhere else to be, you could come over to my place."
Or, Phainon is the Flame-Chase's top-rated host, five consecutive years and counting, and Mydei can't seem to keep his eyes off him.
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27 Dec 2025
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The first week of college is a lot for anyone, but for a country boy from out in the sticks it's especially overwhelming to fall head over heels for a hot guy and realize that you're a guy too, all in one day.
Life moves on past that first week, though—and Mydei remains at Phainon's side.
It wouldn't be unfair to say that Phainon found himself when he found Mydei.
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09 Oct 2025
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I love them I love them I love them I LOVE THEM AHHHHH
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Pearly Whites by Anonymous for moshaeu
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Jul 2025
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“Can I eat you out?”
Mydei nearly knocks the pan off the stove.
Phainon thinks she might be bad at oral. She asks Mydei to help her practice. And then asks again—this time for practice with her strap.
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- Part 7 of anon hoyoverse fics
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“Well,” is what Aglaea says at last. “This is certainly… a predicament.”
Her voice is as unreadable as ever, so it could mean anything from this is manageable to this is a disaster the likes of which the Flame-Chase Journey will never recover from. As things stand, Mydei is more inclined to believe the latter.
Beside them, Tribbie finally pops up from where she’s been studying their joined hands. “What Snowy said is true!” she proclaims in a voice far too cheerful for their current situation. “He and De are one hundred percent stuck to each other.”
While out on patrol, Mydei and Phainon get hit with a curse that binds their hands together.
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Exercise in Instruction by Intensely_Reading
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Sep 2025
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There are a few truths Mydei has learned about Phainon over the years: his habits, his instincts, his hopes, his dreams. He’s learned the best ways to pull him out of a slump, and the worst too. He’s learned of Phainon’s partiality for sweets and antiques, and his dislike of bitterness and cruelty. He’s learned his determination, his hunger to prove, as boundless as his lack thereof of worth in the face of concepts like “fate” and “deliverance.”
More importantly, he’s learned Phainon always comes when ordered.
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24 Sep 2025
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A throwaway comment about switching should’ve gone nowhere. But Phainon made the mistake of bringing it up again, and Mydei, ever the opportunist, decided to make an evening of it. A very long, very well-documented evening.
Or in which Phainon’s mouth writes a check his ass absolutely cannot cash.
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- Part 6 of Myphaiweek 2025
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24 Aug 2025
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Maybe if Phainon was any other designation, he would have tried to shoot his shot. If he was an omega, their secondary genders would have been complementary; the "perfect" bonded pair that media love so much. If he was an alpha, it might take more work, especially around their rut cycles, but realistically it would still make for an interesting, even electrifying dynamic. But a beta?
Well, he can't imagine he has anything to offer that someone like Mydei would actually want.
Phainon bites off more than he can chew.
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- Part 1 of unconventional a/b/o
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15 Aug 2025
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Sitting in front of the mirror, Phainon learns more about his own body through Mydei’s touches. Mydei learns along with him.
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03 Aug 2025
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“Just like that,” Mydei breathes, rich and husky.
It’s a murmur delivered so irreligiously low it feels wrong to hear.
Phainon's brain blanks entirely. It wasn’t even the line itself—which was standard script stuff, just a mere three words strung together—but it was just the way he said it. Slow, syrupy amusement with a mercilessly sinful undertone. Fuck.
How the hell was he supposed to survive the next sixty-something minutes?
In which Phainon lands a gig with his longtime favorite voice actor; he immediately discovers that he is, in fact, not immune to Mydei's dangerously seductive vocal range.
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23 Jul 2025
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Anaxa adopts a nine-year-old Phainon. It saves both of them from hitting rock bottom.
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21 Jul 2025
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should've kept your eyes wide open by bittersweetResilience
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Jun 2025
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Phainon is so focused on the swordsmaster in front of him, cold sparks blurring off his mask as Phainon’s weapon strains against his, that he doesn’t notice the shadowed vessel that bursts into being.
The sword plunges sharply between his ribs, then out through his back like a single shattered wing.
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30 Jun 2025
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motion sickness by bittersweetResilience for GardenOfSwans
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
10 Jun 2025
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His hand slides down over Phainon’s front. As soon as his fingers graze the child’s navel, Phainon screams.
The first time Anaxa tries to bathe Phainon goes terribly.
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30 Jun 2025
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This must be what thrill feels like, darling by ivnyan
Fandoms: The Hundred Line -Last Defense Academy- (Video Game)
30 May 2025
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“You— You look really p-pretty right now, Eito.”
Oh, he was definitely going to regret it. He felt himself internally shrivel the second it slipped out. He wanted to bury his head into the floor like an ostrich, honestly.
His eyes squeezed shut, bracing for whatever reaction was coming his way. Maybe Eito would launch at him and strangle him on the spot, or bash his skull into the floor until he stopped moving.
But when he opened them...
The sight before him had completely stopped him from feeling even an ounce of regret.
Because Eito had turned an entirely new shade of red. One Takumi had never seen on anyone before.
Takumi learns something new about Eito.
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18 Jun 2025
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Something in him—maybe some sort of last-ditch effort of self-preservating instinct—tingles at the base of his skull. A preview of the forum app icon stares up at him from beside the string of the link, its marshmallow-y thumb stuck up with a grin.
Shaking off his last shred of reluctance, Mydei taps it. A white screen buffers, and then the horror begins to unfold.
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u/throwaway_101010 · 2 wks ago
My [28Mβ] long-term partner [27Mα] refuses to spend his rut together because of knotting. Is his concern justified?After Mydei receives some unexpected news, Phainon goes looking for advice in equally unexpected places.
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- Part 8 of atlas, my lover
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17 May 2025
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"How far are you into your rut?"
The Deliverer swallowed, though it somehow left him parched. Perhaps it was causing the raspiness in his voice. "I... don't know. Mydei... I want you. I need—"
A dull, yet biting nail pressed into his cheek. "We both know what you need, Deliverer. Your rut does not permit you to behave like a wild beast. I have taught you better, have I not?"
Dog Phainon goes into rut and seeks out Cat Mydei for help.
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14 May 2025
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“Please don’t slam the books.” A stern voice cuts through the stillness.
Phainon jumps in fright, clutching at his chest to will his heartbeat to slow as he turns to face the person who interrupted his brooding. As soon as he takes in what’s before him, he forgets how to think.
A man stands across from him, arms folded neatly across his chest, watching him behind a pair of simple black frames that suggest he’s already written Phainon off as a lost cause. He’s sharp and poised, biceps bulging even beneath his loose-fitting jumper, and the worn edges of the neckline leave a sliver of his clavicle on display that Phainon can’t seem to look away from.
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or, in another life, come and visit me at my library.
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16 Apr 2025