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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Colt had been a twin once.

    That was what he always told people. He supposed, technically, he still was one, but some days it did not feel like it. He should probably find a different way to say it, because every time he did, he got the questions he never wanted to answer.

    Even when they came from the right place, Colt hated all of them. His hands gripped the steering wheel, itching to take a left onto that narrow, dirt road he knew would take him to that discreet NASA lab that he was not supposed to know about. Of course, Ryland had told him. Ryland told him everything.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    When Ryland Grace returns to Earth, he knew it would be a big deal. He didn't quite expect the whole psychological part of things. As it turns out, there's at least one other person on Earth who can appreciate how much hangs in the balance when everything goes wrong in space.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    In which two deeply damaged people try, badly, to offer each other olive branches without mistaking them for weapons--or turning it into a sex thing.

    (It's definitely a sex thing.)

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    (Trans!Grace repeatedly gets the rug pulled out from under him. Simon continues to require several therapists. Unfortunately, there are still no therapists on Erid.)

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    Years finally passed after coming back to Erid, Grace is healthy and happy, no more being sick.

    And Rocky is back with his mate Adrian, everything’s nice and dandy! Well… Kind of, Rocky’s perpetually stressed with everything (being the acting leader of the largest city, being part of a group of elder eridians who are also leaders of other cities, making sure Grace’s bio-dome is working properly, and a shit ton more that Rocky can’t even count on all his claws. It’s so goddamn stressful).

    Then of course it comes to a head when the news about Earth and their now fixed Sun and the threat of Grace going home made it worse (because he hasn’t had the chance to admit his feelings yet)… Rocky’s never been more stressed than ever.

    Then of course… Rocky turns into a human. Welp.

    Tl;dr: #LetRockyRest and Grace trying to lock the fuck in after realizing his best friend is self destructing on his own (+comparing Rocky to Eva Stratt 'cus Grace got the hots for the both of them)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "What if I help you?" Grace blurts out desperately, sweating even in the coolness of his house as his words finally manage to stop Adrian from storming out.

    "What?" Adrian says after a tense moment.

    "I can prove it to everyone," Grace says, his heart in his throat. "I'll - I'll make you and Rocky the most celebrated couple on Erid. I promise."

    "Stupid human," Adrian hisses. "You would give up your chance for him just like that?"

    "Yes," Grace says hoarsely.

    "Anything for him."

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    Adrian does not like Grace.

    Which sucks, really, since Grace loves Adrian's husband and all.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Collection of my art featuring Grace with (mostly) Ortiz!Rocky crushing his ass and cock into dust

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Rocky surprises Grace with his new human body. How will they adjust their norms?
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    As Rocky struggles to adapt to unfamiliar social habits, Grace finds himself unprepared for what it means to no longer be alone. What starts as scientific curiosity slowly turns into something softer such as quiet mornings together, shared meals, accidental touches, and the growing comfort of simply existing side by side.
    But after years of isolation, neither of them quite knows what to do with the fragile, unfamiliar connection forming between them. Especially when every small moment suddenly feels like it means everything

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    28 May 2026

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    Ryland Grace and Rocky are on the way to Erid when… something happens. See end of work for the scorching hot art by tumblr user kiodja that inspired this fic. (There might be more.)

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    28 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 47

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    Grace is having a rough day and making no progress with a Taumoeba experiment in the small ship hurtling through space. Rocky takes advantage of their free use agreement to make him relax.

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    28 May 2026

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    A touch-starved awkward nerd

    A neglected young man who's experiencing bodily autonomy for the first time

    An alien male who's very curious about the human body

    All stuck together in a spaceship.

    Whatever could go wrong ~ ?

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    28 May 2026

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    “Grace how old, question?”

    Grace blinks, lifting his head up from the cool metal of the lab table where he’s been nursing a headache for the last hour. Caffeine withdrawal, he thinks, having finally run out of coffee four months into their four year journey to Erid.

    “Thirty—uh…” His mind blanks for a second, forgetting to calculate the four years he spent in a coma, and the still slightly patchy memories that have come back from his life. “Thirty-six, I think? Give or take a year or two.”

    Or: Rocky finds out how long humans live and crashes out.

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    27 May 2026

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    Grace promises Stratt that when he remembers he didn’t volunteer, he’ll sabotage the mission, no matter how much work he’s done to save Earth. On the off chance he isn’t bluffing, Stratt decides to put touch up doses into his food every day.

    This makes his amnesia way, way worse. How do you navigate life on a spaceship, on a suicide mission you don’t know the reason for, when you forget where you are every night?

    Oh, and by the way, there’s an alien upstairs. Don’t worry. He looks like a giant spider, but he’s nice. You call him Rocky.

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    26 May 2026

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    Hail Mary Counter @hailmarytracker · 12 hrs
    Days since last contact with Hail Mary: 9,716
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    It's been nearly 27 years since the Hail Mary departed. When the ISS detects a signal in the far off solar system, hope begins to grow, even as mysteries start to unravel and the universe becomes a little smaller.

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    26 May 2026

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    Sometimes I'd forget

     

    Rocky has been stranded, alone and light years away from home for 46 years. For a long time it seemed like nothing would ever change. But a new arrival in Tau Ceti system is about to alter the course of history; For Rocky, for Erid, and for another world far, far away.

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    Beta read by chez_levi! Thank you for your notes, and curse you for your implications about metaphors

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    26 May 2026

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    One second Ryland sat beside the fire, breathing crying beneath the stars. The next Simon shoved into him hard enough that both of them crashed backward into the sand. Ryland made a startled sound as the blanket twisted beneath them. Sand scattered. The firelight jumped gold across Ryland’s shocked face.
    Simon didn’t know what he was doing.
    He had never done this before.
    Not really. Simon just suddenly could not survive the distance between them anymore.
    So he closed it.
    And kissed him.
    Hard.

    If you are scrolling late at night with your morals in one hand and your phone in the other and you just want to get to the smut, start at Chapter 11.

    Sneak Peek: “The metal thumb of the prosthetic pressed lightly against Ryland’s mouth. Ryland opened for him immediately.”

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    26 May 2026

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    In linguistics, a false friend is a word in a different language that sounds similar to a word in your own, but differs significantly in meaning. No word in any Eridian language could possibly be mistaken for English. But Erid absolutely has false friends.

    In his right mind, Grace would easily identify the mistaken assumptions inhibiting his integration on Erid. They are:

    1: A molecular biologist and a sapient rock can cobble together translation software that reflects the etymological nuance of an entire alien language.
    2: Eridians are enough like humans to have an area 51 and look forward to using it.

    Unfortunately, Grace hasn’t been in his right mind in years.

    Or: a ‘Return to Erid’ story where Grace struggles to touch down alone.

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    26 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 69

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    Ryland Grace finds a submarine, filled to the brim with Astrophage. With a lowered fuel supply and a determination to ensure he and Rocky make it to Erid to save the star with as little complications as possible, why wouldn't they accept free fuel?

    Unfortunately for Grace, and fortunately for Simon, it looks like the Hail Mary is going to be getting a new crewmate.

    May The Gods Help Us All.

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    26 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 84

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    Ch.10 excerpt:

    "Ryland Grace looked tired, the kind that Simon knew all too well; the kind that spoke of a deep seated desperation to keep moving forward whatever the cost. An exhaustion that hung around for so long that it became natural, eventual. Normal. A second skin one never took off because it was comfortable, because it fit better than anything else, and eventually you began to wonder what life was ever like without it. Had there ever been a life without it?

    “What’s your name?”

    Three words. Simple. One syllable each. An average, everyday question.

    He couldn’t remember when he’d last been asked it."

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    Or: It's not enough to want to live. You have to make a choice.

    www.tumblr.com/mustangs-flames
    fic tag on tumblr: #owtlaoc
    Ch. 10 up NOW!
    Ch. 11 next week :)

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    26 May 2026

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    Grace is dying. He and Rocky have made it all the way to Erid, but getting an emaciated, malnourished, mentally fragile Ryland Grace down to a planet designed to kill him is not a simple feat. Rocky desperate to bring his friend home with him, but Grace himself might become the biggest obstacle to seeing that dream realized.

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    26 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 8

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    Grace and Rocky receive a message from Earth, requesting help in engineering a submarine to explore another planet. Rather reluctantly, they agree, and find themselves on a planet of blood oceans. Soon, they learn that their submarine is not being used for what they were told it was, and have been fed lies once again. They're in a race against time to save an unknown convict, unaware of what will come.

    Trigger warnings: blood and lots of it, body horror, gore

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    26 May 2026

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