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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    11 Sep 2026

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    05 Sep 2026

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    One seemingly insignificant moment changes everything, and Ilya applies for a Green Card in the shadow of the 2014 Olympics. It starts a domino effect that culminates in one night, in Shane Hollander's cottage. A plan is made, but it's so different than what could've been. No Ottawa.

    Then, the Metros show their true (very homophobic) face, and Shane quickly realises he needs a new team, not just for their plan, but for himself too.

    Thankfully, there is a team that's not only looking for fresh blood, but has a very accepting Captain. Not to mention extremely hot (and Russian) too.

     

    or boston shane fic with a side of a secret marriage, supportive bears, smart ilya, and a lot of love

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    22 Aug 2026

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    “Honestly, dude, you’re fucking handling this like a champ.”
    He’s not. He’s handling it the way he has to, the only way there is to handle it. “Well, I am champ, so.”
    Marlow chuckles.
    He sounds like he’s about to say something else heartfelt and misinformed, so Ilya flicks on the radio.
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    Ilya gets outed fall 2014. Objectively it's good for gay hockey but it sure doesn't feel like it.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    How it all unfolded from the alternating POVs of different Game Changers series side characters, like Zane Boodram, Wyatt Hayes, Coach Wiebe, and Luca Haas :)

    The story of how the world learned Ilya would be joining the Centaurs, the announcement of the Irina Foundation, the events of Role Model and The Long Game, the outing, the timeline reveal to friends, and more!

    updates frequently!!!!!!! no AI ever

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    20 Aug 2026

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    ‘I might open.”
    “I might knock.”
    The exchange that started it all. But what if it didn’t? What if Shane & Ilya didn’t connect in Shane's Toronto hotel room that night? 

    For their entire careers, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been played up by the league as rivals. They’ve played their parts, while mostly trying to forget one awkward encounter 18 years ago that was…nothing, really. Or so they keep telling themselves. But when they coincidentally announce their end-of-the-season retirements on the same day, the league has just a few short months to parade the two rivals around before they both leave playing professional hockey behind for good. Forced to participate together in events, talk show appearances, and the filming of a documentary, Shane and Ilya might actually have to confront what they've been avoiding all these years: that the universe just won’t quit trying to push them together. But has too much time gone by? Have the lives they have lived separately made it impossible for them to be anything more? Do they want to be something more? Do they even have a choice?

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    15 Aug 2026

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    Cliff slowly eases the phone out of Ilya's sleeping hand. He answers, putting the call on loudspeaker.
    'Rozanov. Thank fuck. I know you probably don't want to hear from me. But I was just fucking mugged. I don't know where the fuck I am. And my phone is going to die. Can you-'
    'Is that Shane fucking Hollander?!' Brad yells.
    There's a long pause before Shane speaks again. 'I'm in fucking hell.'

    ***
    With Ilya indisposed, the Raiders rescue Shane from a terrible night in Boston.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Shane's first year on the Centaurs as he navigates what it means to be gay and married in public with help from the queer men and straight women who make up the Centaurs WAGs.

    Shane: I’ve gotten so caught up in the idea of not being the gay hockey player and not defined by my relationship with Ilya that now people think Ilya and I are breaking up
    Shane: Harris said it’s kind of like I’m going back in the closet and he’s right
    Shane: but I have no idea how to be in a relationship in public
    Caitlin: You were in a public relationship with Rose Landry
    Selena: yeah, you two were everywhere
    Shane: I was so relieved to be straight I wasn’t paying attention to any of that!

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    29 Jul 2026

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    She’s just rounded the couch when she hears it, the soft, rhythmic sound of breathing. She looks toward the sound to find Shane asleep on the couch, but it’s not just Shane, it’s Shane with someone. And that doesn’t even adequately describe it. It’s Shane with his arms and legs draped bonelessly over that someone, his face tucked into their neck, their fingers twined into his hair. They’re both fast asleep, mouths slightly agape and only then does it occur to Yuna that this someone Shane is cuddling on the couch is a man… a man who looks suspiciously like Ilya Rozanov.

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    Yet another take on how Yuna finds out about Shane and Ilya. But, it's more about how she handles it.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    A snowstorm strands the Boston Bears in Montreal with not enough hotel rooms and nowhere to go in their rival’s city.
    On a reckless impulse, Ilya volunteers to stay with Shane Hollander.
    His teammates think it’s a joke.
    Shane plays along.
    No one knows they were in the same bed just hours ago.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    “This is a stupid dream,” Shane mutters, scrunching his eyes closed even harder to let in less light. “Why are you here?”

    Rozanov hesitated, almost sounding startled when he spoke. “Is not a dream. I am here because I love you.”

    Shane’s eyes do snap open at that. He can’t focus on Rozanov either, but he tries really hard. “What the fuck?” They did not have THAT kind of relationship. In fact, the last time he’d seen Rozanov, the man had fucked him silly then practically kicked him out of his hotel room without so much as a thank you or a kiss.

    What the fuck was this love shit?

    The man’s shoulders slump and he sits back in his chair. “Oh, Shane.” He sounds so disappointed. “The doctor said—I thought when you woke up again—”

    **

    They say most accidents happen at home. Shane has a catastrophic one in his parents' garage and loses 9 years of his memories. The last thing he can fully remember being in the elevator and almost sending several text messages after an evening with Rozanov in a hotel suite. All Shane knows is that Rozanov and his parents are in one place, and that's his biggest nightmare.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are champions. They are partners, and they’re in it for life. And people are starting to notice.

    After being traumatically outed two years ago, Shane and Ilya's relationship and their lives have been fundamentally changed, and most days, Shane thinks that's a good thing. But sometimes, the pressure of being out, and the endless online speculation about #hollanov, and rumors running rampant through the NHL, and a new generation of rookies looking up to them, and the knowledge that everyone is relying on Shane Hollander to be perfect at all times—sometimes it's a lot.

    But Shane's dealing with it. Ilya seems happier than he's ever been, and Shane just needs to get his act together to support his husband. He can do that. He needs to, and he will, if he doesn't crack under the pressure first.

    They've got a second Stanley Cup to win, after all.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya come home from their honeymoon and realize a new TV show has gone viral. It happens to be all about them. They choose to watch this new show on a fundraiser live stream.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Penelope (Dill)
    Omg get on with it, Cass!

    Cassie (Bood)
    Thank you
    Now, we must behave ourselves, ladies
    We have royalty in our midst

    Arden (Pointy)
    What the hell are you on about, Cassie?

    Cassie (Bood) has added Jane (Rozy) to the conversation

    Jane (Rozy)
    Uhh
    What is this?
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    or; "Jane" gets added to the Ottawa WAGs chat after Ilya drunkenly tells his teammates about "her"
    or or; Shane Hollander in his WAG era

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “Carrier, Hollander. What this mean?”

    He thought he understood the English word, but it’s clear that Ilya is missing something the way Hollander goes bright red under his arm. Between one blink and the next Hollander’s sitting up in the bed, back turned to Ilya, and Ilya felt his whole world tilt and he doesn’t know why.

    “Some… my dad’s family has this recessive trait. Very rare. Like super rare.” Hollander took a shaky breath, letting it out almost immediately. “There’s a low, really low, chance that I could get pregnant. If we have, you know, anal sex.”

    Ilya stopped breathing for a moment, translating the words from English into Russian just to make sure he understood them correctly, and he had the strangest feeling that he knew this, somewhere in the back of his mind. Why did he know this?


    Or: Ilya has a rare condition where he can get pregnant. He convinces Shane to get him pregnant so they can grow their family. This is their journey.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya murmured gently. “Bath is ready.”

    Shane cracked his eyes open, staring dumbly at the burly Russian hovering over him where he was still laying in bed.

    “…bath?” He croaked, voice raspy with disuse.

    “Mm. I ran you a bath. It will make you feel better before you go to sleep tonight. Will help with your sore muscles.”

    Shane asks Ilya to fuck him gently during one of their regular hookups, badly bruised from their game. Ilya runs him a bath afterwards, and they fall secretly and desperately in love that way, through whispered confessions and late night conversations while Shane soaks, and Ilya quietly observes him.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Yuna slides a folder on the table closer, pulling out two packets of paper. She’d gone all out with the contracts. Mainly, Shane suspected, to ease his nerves about the lines of the relationship. Plus, she was always nothing if not prepared.

    She hands one contract to Shane, then another to Rozanov. “As a reminder, this is not legally binding. If either of you wants out early, can’t meet obligations, or wants to change things down the line, that is perfectly fine, and we can work with that. This just lays out the exact timeline of the relationship,” she begins, “down to the start and end dates."

     
    - or, Shane and Ilya never start hooking up in 2010. So eight years later, after they both come out on their own, Yuna Hollander (momager of the century) decides that a PR relationship would be very beneficial for her son and his infamous rival. And everything definitely goes exactly according to plan... or something like that.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “You didn’t invite your own husband?” Wyatt chided while leveling a disapproving look at his captain.

    “It is not my fault,” Ilya retorted. “I was planning to ask for permission from Mr. Dungeon Master after practice.”

    “Okay, now I really need someone to explain what is happening!” Shane barked as he rose to his feet. Ilya grinned at his husband and winked, which only made Shane flush at the implication.

    Wyatt, at least, had the sense to put his hands up in surrender. “Don’t worry Hollzy! It’s nothing like that. A couple of us try to get together once a month at my place and play Dungeons and Dragons.”

    “Oh-” That was definitely not what Shane had been thinking.

    Or: The story of how Shane Hollender goes from D&D newbie, to most hated player at the table, to actual TTRPG enthusiast

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    21 Jun 2026

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