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nothing prepared me for what the privilege of being yours would do by notebooksandlaptops
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
25 Jul 2022
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What is unusual is the following:
Firstly, he is in the Captain's Cabin (Co-Captain’s cabin? The fucking honeymoon suite? Whatever the fuck they’re calling it these days)
Secondly, the room is - at least by Bonnet’s standards - a mess.
Thirdly, Izzy might be waking up alone, but he did not go to sleep alone. He went to sleep warm and heavy and snuggled.
Israel Hands – first mate of the legendary Blackbeard - doesn’t fucking snuggle. That’s fucking ridiculous.
And yet.
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Or, the morning after Stede sleeps with Izzy for the first time, Izzy reminisces on the night before. He's interrupted by Stede who worries that he hurt him.
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on some level i think i always understood that a ship could never really love an anchor by notebooksandlaptops
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
12 Jul 2022
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Stede Bonnet is forty-seven years old when he realises he has too many things.
They get everywhere, these little knickknacks he collects. He finds precious rocks lodged between the mattress and the window, poetry books they picked up from raids stacked haphazardly on the desk. His clothes are folded, waiting to be put on proper hangers and hooks. There are forks and spoons and special little cups.
They all have their places, but their places are everywhere.
He has too many things.
Because how is he supposed to untangle them now from Edward and Izzy’s possessions?
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Or, Stede has never been in a loving relationship before. His fight or flight reflex is all 'flight' and he assumes that a big argument has ended everything. Ed and Izzy reassure him.
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a weed is just a flower whose virtues have yet to be discovered by notebooksandlaptops
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
12 Jul 2022
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Izzy glaring at Stede? Not unusual.
Izzy glaring at Stede while holding in his hands what appears to be a few wilted weeds wrapped in a dirty scrap of cloth? That is very unusual.
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Or, Izzy gets Stede flowers.
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The thing about sharing a bed with Stede Fucking Bonnet was that the man didn’t seem to think ‘bed’ and ‘sleep’ were correlated terms.
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Or, to the background noise of Edward's snores, Stede keeps Izzy awake one night with questions about his tattoos.
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The first time Stede Bonnet kisses Israel Hands it is a show. A fuckery, though with slightly more emphasis on the fuck than normal.
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Or, the story of Stede and Izzy's first three kisses.
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Shadows & Shields by notebooksandlaptops
Fandom: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age II, Dragon Age: Inquisition
16 Mar 2022
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As Cole struggles with becoming more human, he finds peace and comfort in Krem.
A gentle series about Cole and Krem falling in love (and the Chargers adopting Cole as one of their own)
* all fics can be read as stand alones but also work as a series *
- Words:
- 14,184
- Works:
- 4
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Merripen Lavellan and The Iron Bull by notebooksandlaptops
Fandom: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: Inquisition
18 Mar 2022
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Merripen Lavellan: devoted to Falon'Din, a necromancer and more than a little odd, he got used to the idea of spending most of his life on his own.
The Iron Bull falls in love with him anyway.
* all fics can be read as stand alones but also work as a series *
- Words:
- 6,638
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 9
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Aban Adaar and Josephine Montilyet by notebooksandlaptops
Fandom: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: Inquisition
09 Mar 2022
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Aban Adaar and Josephine Montilyet: practically a retelling of beauty and the beast. A soft gentle giant falls in love with a capable woman and is in awe of her every day.
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An exploration of the Kirkwall Poly-Crew as they live through the tragedy of Kirkwall and beyond.
Titles and inspiration are taken from the Amazing Devil song 'Ruin'.
* all fics can be read on their own, but also work as part of the whole series *
- Words:
- 11,580
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
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Laurana Brosca and Alistair by notebooksandlaptops
Fandom: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: Origins
09 Mar 2022
- Words:
- 1,386
- Works:
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Sam thinks Cas vanished with the others, dusted by Chuck. He- He doesn’t know, and Dean’s gonna have to tell him.
Only, when he opens his mouth, every emotion he never let himself feel rushes up like vomit, clots in his lungs, bile in his mouth, thick and slimy and black--
Dean snaps his jaw closed, clenches his teeth, swallows everything back down.
His words are lost in the tide.
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27 Apr 2025
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When Sam finds Dean after the Empty, after everything, there is blood on his brother’s face. A handprint laid across his cheek in what should be reminiscent of their father’s brutal touch but only appears as reverence, as worship. Dean is in the middle of the dungeon, his hands gripping his thighs so tightly Sam knows they’ll be bruised, and he is on his knees. He looks like he’s praying.
To what, Sam will never understand.
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27 Apr 2025
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Dean showers for a long time, until the water turns cold and his skin stops itching. He towels his hair dry in front of the mirror above the sink. He brushes his teeth with his index finger. Eventually he decides to rip the band-aid off—so he opens the bathroom door again, boxers and t-shirt sticking to the damp spots on his back.
“I borrowed your clothes,” Cas says apologetically. “I hope that’s alright.”
Dean goes still.
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17 Apr 2025
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It takes time for the levee to break, of course.
Dean takes everything that happened and he pushes it down, and he pushes it down, and he keeps moving, because if he doesn't he'll drown.
Coda/fix-it for 15.18 "Despair".
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- Part 1 of season 15 fix-its
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15 Apr 2025
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Castiel comes home on a Sunday.
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15 Apr 2025