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  1. Public Bookmark 63

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    Frustrated with the lack of evidence in several grisly murder cases, the FBI recruits Shane Hollander, an exceptionally gifted homicide detective-turned-professor, to offer insight into their ongoing investigation.

    The problem with his uncanny ability to empathize with even the most horrific serial killers, however, is that it tends to make him unstable- so to prevent him from slipping, he's paired with the astute forensic psychiatrist Dr. Ilya Rozanov, who for some reason, immediately develops a strange interest in him.

    What Shane doesn't realize is that the suspect they've been searching for was in front of him all along- until it's already too late.

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    23 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    Ilya reaches over and pushes an idle strand of hair behind his ear, before brushing his thumb over Shane’s freckles.

    “You haven’t stopped looking at me since I came to the table,” Shane murmurs.

    “I’ve been looking at you since I came to the club. I would have come sooner, had I known the most stunning man in New York was working here.”

    Shane feels his cheeks warm. Ilya leans forward slowly, giving Shane enough time to put space between them if he wants to.

    “Are you curious?” Ilya whispers, “Do I make you curious?”

    Shane’s breath hitches.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

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    16 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    “Shane, I have never—“

    “I know. But now you have me, Ilya. So, please. Kiss me.”

    Fuck it.

    or Alternate Universe where a forty-something year old Ilya Rozanov has never indulged his same-sex desires. Two and a half years ago he hired the brilliant and promiscuous Shane Hollander—who just so happens to be nearly twenty years his junior, and how could Ilya have known that he had hired an angel in disguise? His keeper? His siren song. His reckoner.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander became a lawyer to uncover the truth, fight for justice, and do the right thing. Defending a notorious Boston crime boss was never part of the plan.

    But when his best friend, and managing partner, asks for a favor, Shane reluctantly takes the case. His new client comes with a long list of charges, a dangerous reputation, and a very hands-on approach to his defense. He wants a say in everything… and he refuses to stay at arm’s length.

    The tension between them is undeniable, and the line between hatred and attraction is getting dangerously thin. What starts as constant arguments and late-night strategy sessions quickly turns into something far more complicated and much more dangerous. As agencies close in and stakes get even higher, Shane is forced to reevaluate everything he once believed in.

    Law school teaches you two important rules: never ask a question you don’t want answered… and never, ever sleep with your client.

    Shane might be about to break both.

     

    Title from "Red Right Hand" by Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Shane's life is a dotted map of little obsessions. Hockey and the ice were his first loves. But sometimes the things you love can't love you back the way you need them to.

    Ilya's life is a complex labyrinth of sold-out seats, trophies, women, nightclubs and Russia, all in technicolor fluorescence.

    Until he meets Shane and his world is lit up in gold.

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    Ilya is captain of the Boston Raiders and Shane is the strange, new physiotherapist with magical hands.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Dr. Ilya Rozanov has spent twenty years becoming the pediatric oncologist every parent hopes for. He remembers every child’s favorite cartoon, wears dinosaur scrubs chosen by his patients, and keeps rubber ducks in every pocket.

    Shane Hollander arrives from Ottawa on his very first day, armed with flawless lab results, a brand-new clipboard, and enough anxiety to power the entire hospital.

    Somewhere between chemotherapy, coffee, and stolen glances both men discover that healing comes in more ways than one.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    11 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane Hollander always liked rules and being in control, so becoming a judge was the natural goal for the talented lawyer. Now the dream has come true, but something is still missing.

    He hasn't seen his rival from law school, Ilya Rozanov, since they graduated more than ten years ago. But now that Shane is a judge and Ilya is a successful defense attorney, they keep running into each other. Just as in law school, Ilya's presence is messing with Shane’s plans and his carefully constructed self-image. Hopefully both men are a bit smarter and braver this time around.

    Or: Judge Shane can’t seem to shake attorney Ilya.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    “Alright, the shirt is going to have to come off,” Shane says, sliding back. “I can cut it off you or you can take it off yourself.” 

    After a lengthy pause in which Shane is unprofessionally lost in those glittering eyes, the firefighter grabs the hem of his shirt and begins to lift. He stops almost instantly with his elbows crossed over his face and his chiseled abdomen right there for Shane to gawp at, holy shit

    The pained noise the man makes jars Shane back into motion. “Right, okay. My turn,” he mumbles, smoothing the fireman’s hands back onto his lap.

     

    or, emergency medicine au where they fall in love one small disaster at a time

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    07 Jul 2026

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    With the confirmation that Mr. Hollander is attending, Ilya absolutely will follow. Even if only for a few hours, they’ll occupy the same space, the same room, maybe even talk together, laugh at jokes. Of course Ilya will attend the gala, but he can’t be too excited, lest Mr. Hollander smells his callowness through the phone, so he settles for a meek: “Maybe.”

    Galas generally disinterest Ilya. Every rule, however, has its exception; after all, how could he turn down an invitation to an event he knows Mr. Hollander will be at?

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    06 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 73

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    Undercover agent Shane Hollander is sent to infiltrate Ilya Rozanov’s criminal organization, gather intel, and get out before the job destroys him.

    That was the plan, anyway.

    Instead, Shane finds himself pulled deeper into Rozanov’s world with every passing week: violence disguised as routine, intimacy disguised as convenience, and approval that feels dangerously close to devotion. The longer he stays, the harder it becomes to remember where the performance ends and he begins.

    Because Ilya Rozanov is terrifying.

    And somehow, Shane has never felt safer than when he’s looking at him.

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    02 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 11

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    miel de miel : french, meaning "the honey of honeys"

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are top operatives in their field. Ilya, infamous honeypot and professional pain in Shane's ass, entangles him in an effort to seduce their mutual target and sets off a spark that threatens to consume them both.

    Lust – and maybe more – blooms across continents, across missions, and across the walls they've built around themselves.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “And, sweet Ilya, what is it that you want?” she whispers against his skin.

    What is it that he wants? I don’t know, he wants to admit, but that would be a lie. Perhaps the worst part of his desire is how lucid it is; he knows exactly what he wants. He wants everything. He wants Mr. Hollander.

    “I want to be good,” he says instead.

    It’s not really Ilya’s fault that he needs Mr. Hollander. Besides, Mr. Hollander is happy to teach his puppy some new tricks.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is a personal trainer who is stopped in his tracks by a pretty omega trying to lose what turns out to be baby weight. He could not care less about this baby weight.

    Shane Hollander is only a handful of months postpartum when his partner says something rude about the weight he’s gained; going to the gym results in meeting a gorgeous alpha who seems weirdly fascinated by him.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    "I was asking him," Ilya pointed out.

    Okay, maybe that sounded a bit passive aggressive, all things considered. It did not seem to bother Rose, though, as she answered right away:

    "He's not gonna answer you."

    "What? Why not?" Ilya asked, genuinely confused. Rude, he thought. His eyes went from Rose to Shane, his brows frowning.

    "He just doesn't talk."

    "Oh."

    - OR -

    Shane has selective mutism along with his autism and Ilya desperately wants to get to know him.

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    27 May 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    25 May 2026

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    “He did this to you?” His voice was smooth Russian velvet as he glanced towards Tommy’s withering form.

    Shane swallowed hard. “N-no , I-I’m fine.”

    The alpha’s eyes darkened slightly at the lie.

    Behind him, another man approached quickly. Similar features. Older. Scar across his jaw. “Pakhan,” he said quietly in Russian before glancing toward Shane. “We should leave.”

    Pakhan.. Russian? Fuck, Pakhan … Pakhan meant boss.. the Alpha was the boss.. a Russian boss. Holy shit.

    Or The Mafia Omegaverse Mpreg you’ve all been waiting for ;)

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    24 May 2026

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    Roommates with your brother’s best friend was already a bad idea. For Shane Hollander, it was catastrophic.

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    15 May 2026

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