16 Bookmarks by outofmydepth

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    The first bad thing is that Merlin doesn't bring him breakfast.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    genuinely fucking life changing i’ve been reborn

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    As Dan Howell (circa 2007) finally attempts to kill himself instead of dying and going to heaven he gets taken to the future to meet his 2025 counterpart as well Phil.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    A recent trauma has lead Phil to embrace a ‘try new things’ approach to his life. One of those new things is learning how to swim, and Dan is the lifeguard who’s going to teach him.

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    08 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 81

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    static
    stăt′ĭk
    n: interference, obstruction
    adj: of or relating to bodies at rest or forces that balance each other.

    (Dan has his first post hard launch depressive episode)

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    04 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    In January of 2024, Dan and Phil posted a would you push the button video featuring a question with some surprisingly deep connotations.

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    25 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 19

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    Phil is laying in the center of the bed, which is how Dan knows his head is bothering him today.
    A ficlet about heads and humans.

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    24 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 7

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    "He turns back to Phil with a wide smile, glowing like the sun. It makes Phil’s heart stutter. It’s – a good day, for him. A good day, and he trusts Phil enough to let him see the goofy chaos, trusts him enough to grin instead of shrinking every time Phil interrupts."

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    07 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 52

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    It's three in the morning, and they're okay.

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    03 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Are you alright?” Dan asked. His voice was hoarse from the crying and gave away at the end. He raised an eyebrow when Phil's lips tugged upwards into a small smile.

    He nodded slowly, never breaking eye contact. “I'm good, yeah”, he chuckled. “You?”

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    Dan had never been good at explaining his thoughts and feelings to others. How could he, when he did not understand them himself?

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    Or, 5 times Dan pushed everyone away and 1 time Phil would not let him face his struggles alone

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    03 Oct 2025

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    Mike is good at his job and due to his intelligence, highly efficient. Efficient to the point that he is doing the job of multiple people. This is not sustainable and when he collapses from exhaustion and overworking himself, he scares Donna and Harvey into a protective setting neither knew they had, as they ensure that he is alright and won’t do that again.

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    02 Oct 2025

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    Since he can remember, Dan has had a bad experience with teachers. When desperate times call for him to take a job as a TA at his local secondary school, he is dreading the experience. Cue Phil Lester: eclectic, vivacious History teacher whom the students and teachers adore for his fantastical, unique methods and sincere passion for his job. Dan was expecting all sorts of drama in his new job, but falling for a member of the faculty was not part of it.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    just. absolute peak. the dnp teachers fic of all time

  12. Public Bookmark 18

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    sometimes dan gets sad

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    26 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    dnp hurt/comfort

  13. Public Bookmark 7

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    John and Sherlock talk about Sherlock's struggle with self-harm.

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    26 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    johnlock hurt/comfort

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    "oh, you kissed me just to kiss me
    not to take me home
    it was simple, it was sweetness
    it was good to know
    you look perfect, you look different
    i don′t wonder about your indifference
    if i said you could never touch me
    you'd come over and say i looked lovely"

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    George struggles to comes to terms with his asexuality.

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    04 Sep 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 32

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    Arthur tells George and Chris he's not gay. They ask him to prove it.

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    04 Sep 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 8

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    Some days, it felt like he wasn’t a real person, that he was simply a robot, that he was made up of broken pieces of everyone he’d ever loved and he was just this thing a higher power birthed to keep everything and everyone in one piece, to keep the Earth spinning on its tilted axis.

    Some days, the importance of his existence overwhelmed him.

    Other days, his lack of importance overwhelmed him too.

     

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    The one where Josh is struggling with the weight of his existence and all the trials and tribulations that comes along with it.

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    05 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    josh hurt/comfort, literally lifechanging

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