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    Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”

    “Abram,” Andrew returns.

    “I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”

    “You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”

    Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.

    In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.

    Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    Batman was coming.

    Batman was coming and he would be able to work out another way, he always had another way.

    They didn’t have to do… This. They didn’t, there was still time, there was always time.

    Sure, the ship had been badly damaged in the crash and sure there was a slight risk of the whole thing exploding into a fiery inferno but everything was going to be just fine because Batman was coming.

    Batman was coming, Dick and Jason should just be sitting by Tim’s side until then talking to him and keeping him conscious and maybe keeping him laughing too, Dick’s not meant to be looking that pale and Jason’s not meant to be stoking a small fire out of Tim’s eyeshot as if Tim hadn’t recognised the scent of smoke the moment Jason returned.

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    26 Aug 2025

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    “He’s dead,” Tim said, blankly.

    “Look at me.” Jason ducked his head to catch Tim’s eyes. “Hey, look at me. You didn’t kill him. You just shot him. No big deal, right? You’ve injured lots of people. Just part of the job. Doesn’t matter it was with a gun this time. Doesn’t change anything. I’m the one who killed him. You’re fine.”

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    15 Aug 2025

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    Tim is grateful Hood leaves promptly, in any case, because that means he doesn’t see Tim crawl the last few feet into his house.

     

    [Jack and Janet die uneventfully— at the hands of a home intruder, at 3:41 in the morning on a Thursday. Two gunshots. Tim’s entire world comes to a screeching halt at 3:44, when he finds their bodies.]

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    08 Aug 2025

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    “Please,” Tim interrupts, quietly, a final plea. The thoughts at the edges of his brain are a barrage now, clamping down on the numb fog, suffocating his quiet calm. “Please don’t, Jason,” Tim begs.
    “I had to do it,” Jason says, his voice a little more firm, like he’s bracing himself for an argument.
    And he’s going to get it.
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    (Jaytimweek day 3, prompt: thought I lost you)

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    02 Jul 2025