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Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”
“Abram,” Andrew returns.
“I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”
“You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”
Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.
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In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.
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Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.
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03 Sep 2025
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Batman was coming.
Batman was coming and he would be able to work out another way, he always had another way.
They didn’t have to do… This. They didn’t, there was still time, there was always time.
Sure, the ship had been badly damaged in the crash and sure there was a slight risk of the whole thing exploding into a fiery inferno but everything was going to be just fine because Batman was coming.
Batman was coming, Dick and Jason should just be sitting by Tim’s side until then talking to him and keeping him conscious and maybe keeping him laughing too, Dick’s not meant to be looking that pale and Jason’s not meant to be stoking a small fire out of Tim’s eyeshot as if Tim hadn’t recognised the scent of smoke the moment Jason returned.
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26 Aug 2025
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“He’s dead,” Tim said, blankly.
“Look at me.” Jason ducked his head to catch Tim’s eyes. “Hey, look at me. You didn’t kill him. You just shot him. No big deal, right? You’ve injured lots of people. Just part of the job. Doesn’t matter it was with a gun this time. Doesn’t change anything. I’m the one who killed him. You’re fine.”
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- Part 1 of Displacement
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15 Aug 2025
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when doves cry by Scarlet_Ribbons for SilverSkiesAtMidnight
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
04 Jan 2023
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Tim is grateful Hood leaves promptly, in any case, because that means he doesn’t see Tim crawl the last few feet into his house.
[Jack and Janet die uneventfully— at the hands of a home intruder, at 3:41 in the morning on a Thursday. Two gunshots. Tim’s entire world comes to a screeching halt at 3:44, when he finds their bodies.]
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08 Aug 2025
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Don't Fall Into My Arms (I'm Just Thinking of You) by Bi_Bats
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), DCU, DCU (Comics)
27 Jun 2023
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“Please,” Tim interrupts, quietly, a final plea. The thoughts at the edges of his brain are a barrage now, clamping down on the numb fog, suffocating his quiet calm. “Please don’t, Jason,” Tim begs.
“I had to do it,” Jason says, his voice a little more firm, like he’s bracing himself for an argument.
And he’s going to get it.
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(Jaytimweek day 3, prompt: thought I lost you)Series
- Part 3 of bi_bats 2023 jaytimweek fics
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02 Jul 2025
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Suffocating On Dry Land by PhantomOfTheArchive (yoursleepdeprivedauthor), yoursleepdeprivedauthor
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
02 Apr 2025
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The truth was Tim hadn’t wanted to be in Crime Alley, he just hadn’t wanted to be in the river even more.
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- Part 2 of Unrelated First-Aid inspired fics
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08 Apr 2025
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jealousy, jealousy by TaraLaurel
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), DCU, DCU (Comics), Batman: Wayne Family Adventures (Webcomic)
11 Feb 2023
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And then Damian is knocking a mobster back and hurling himself across the roof toward Tim, a hand outstretched and mouth wide, Tim's name on his lips. At least, Tim is pretty sure it's his own name. He can't exactly hear anything anymore.
His eyes droop.
He sways.
And then, tips over the edge.
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After Tim is nearly drowned, he keeps fighting because he feels fine, really - so why is it still so hard to breathe?
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Tim is saved by the two batfamily members he is pretty sure would rather see him dead.
Febuwhump 2023 | Day #10 | Difficulty Breathing
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- Part 6 of Febuwhump 2023
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07 Sep 2024
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“Replacement.”
Tim freezes, gaze still locked on Jack’s prone, silent form sprawled out on the floor, and pulls the phone back to look at the number.
It’s kind of funny, he thinks hazily. Of course he would accidentally kill his dad and then mistakenly call Jason, of all people.
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11 Aug 2024
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"Tim doesn’t step around Jason like he’s fielding landmines and he laughs at Jason’s jokes instead of flinching. Which Jason finds interesting, given that he’s definitely tried to kill the kid a couple times."
Tim and Jason have a bad fight, and then Tim gets really hurt on his way home right afterward.
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- Part 1 of Jason likes one (1) bat
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- 8,794
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- 1/1
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05 Jul 2024
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Robin was having a horrible night even before the Red Hood showed up.
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03 Mar 2024
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Something breaks in him, real fear overwhelming him. Dick gasps out his safeword before he’s even thought about it.
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- Part 9 of Harem
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17 Jan 2024
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i called your name ‘til the fever broke by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Nov 2023
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Neil’s breath is hot and awful against Andrew’s thigh. “I can’t be sick on your birthday,” he says, like it’s that simple. “I can’t be sick on you on your birthday.”
“How considerate,” Andrew’s voice is a bland murmur, and he is left watching Neil’s bloodless, wet lips, as he curls into Andrew’s lap.
Neil gently pulls away after a moment, leaning back into Andrew’s hand on his neck. “Is me being sick still making you anxious?” he asks. Fever-stricken with dizzied-eyes and delirious thoughts, he knows Andrew without more than a moment beside him, a look into his eyes that makes Andrew feel undone, found.
Or Neil is sick and Andrew isn’t coping well.
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09 Nov 2023
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we lay here for years or for hours / so long we become the flowers by rosaeles
Fandom: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games (Movies)
19 Nov 2021
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a series of everlark fics that all take place along the same timeline/headcannon (?)
you don't have to read them all to make sense of one, but i do sometimes reference scenes across fics!
<3
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09 Nov 2023
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How wonderful life is (while you're in the world) by mlvdybug
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
05 Mar 2021
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The corner of Henry’s mouth. It’s disappeared now, covered by the oxygen mask fixed securely around his head, but if Alex concentrates hard enough, he can see it sprawled out in front of him. Every ridge, every bend and edge and turn of it.
He knows Henry’s heart. And that’ll be enough.
(or: the one where henry gets shot and alex is a goddamn mess.)
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10 Aug 2023
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"The stars incline us, they do not bind us." For Harry, it's something he learned long ago on the battlefield. But for his son, James, it will be a painful lesson in the form of a friendship with a boy named Scorpius Malfoy.
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04 Aug 2023
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“Wh– well– why–” James stammered, attempting to get his bearings, because if he didn’t, and he let Regulus tell him ‘kiss me’ one more time, his heart would probably give out. “Why don’t you get Sirius to help?”
Regulus narrowed his eyes. “Because Sirius would just knock his teeth out,” he said as though it were obvious.
“Yes,” James hissed, “and he’ll knock my teeth out if I kiss his little brother.”
“You can take a hit, Potter, I’ve seen you on the quidditch pitch,” Regulus waved him off, and James groaned, leaning away from him.
“Oh, yeah, great, so I’m the sacrifice,” he sighed.
“Precisely,” Regulus stepped right into his space, and James felt his chest go a little hot.
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Or, Regulus asks James for a favor to get his ex off of his back, and James makes bad choices.
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24 Jul 2023
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12 Jul 2023
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i’ve got stars in my eyes (because i’m looking at you, love) by everythingintoeve
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
05 Feb 2023
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Regulus Black has been living with the Potters during the hols since running away at the start of winter break. It's been a rough time healing his relationship with Sirius and finding his footing in a new world. Now, four months later, they're back for break again, except this time Regulus is fighting off growing feelings for James Potter.
It's not a crush. It's not. It's definitely, absolutely not. But when one late night conversation with James reveals unexpected insecurities, Regulus tries his hand at comfort and honesty. It turns out, James might not feel as perfect as he appears. And Regulus might have more to gain from vulnerability than he ever thought possible.
or: James and Regulus sit on the back porch and talk about their feelings. Love is a heavy, complicated thing. Will they find it again?
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01 Jun 2023
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The worst part of it all was that he had felt so good about this step. He'd thought about it for weeks before he asked and Neil had been receptive.
Now he's staring at scars on Neil that he had only ever seen in a mirror before. Scars that Neil would have told him about if Neil remembered anything about getting them.
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Andrew realizes that Neil was sexually assaulted at the Nest and Neil has no idea.Series
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02 Apr 2023
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Wake Up Slowly (Take It From Me Whole) by sageafk, snowdreamr for k_belovedd
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
20 Feb 2023
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“Dr’m,” George whimpers, burying his face further into the pillows, and hugging them close to his chest.
He hears the rustle of fabric, of his friend getting out of bed. “George?” He asks, his tone ten times more urgent than before. “What do you need?”
“‘M sick,” he mumbles, not even making an attempt to keep his eyes open anymore. “R’lly sick. Help me.”
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20 Feb 2023